The warm water falling from the shower dispelled the coldness on his body. Ji Zhan stood under the shower and closed his eyes, letting the warm water hit his face and body. His graceful figure was hidden in the hot white mist, which attracted endless reverie.
Ji Zhan turned off the rain switch and took a rag to clean the mirror that was covered with moisture.
She looked at herself in the mirror, and her pale face finally became a little rosy because of the heat.
Ji Zhan's fingertips touched the mole under the corner of her right eye. This was the mark Shiye left on her body, tying her up like a rope.
Ji Zhan lowered her gaze, with disgust in her eyes. She bent her knuckles and pressed her nails against the tear mole, trying to pull the mark off.
She will never go back to find Tokoyami again.
Absolutely not!
A knock on the door sounded, and Jing Sa came back outside.
"I'm back, are you taking a shower?"
Ji Zhan's movements stopped because of Jing Sa's voice, and she responded in a low voice, "Yes."
Jing Sa had not left outside yet, and a blurry shadow was reflected on the glass. Jing Sa was silent for a moment, and then asked, "Do you need me to come in and help you?"
Ji Zhan was slightly stunned, she was completely naked at the moment...
But Ji Zhan felt that Jing Sa didn't mean that.
"I'm fine, I can do it myself." Ji Zhan replied.
"Okay, then I'll guard you outside."
Because of Jing Sa's words, Ji Zhan felt as if another warm current had been injected into his heart.
Ji Zhan took the bath towel, dried his body and put on clean clothes.
Although the heating in the inner base room cannot completely resist the cold wave, it maintains the room temperature at ten degrees Celsius.
Such a temperature is still low for ordinary people, but it is enough for Ji Zhan to wear a shirt and jacket.
Ji Zhan covered his head with a dry towel and wiped it vigorously. He opened the bathroom door and saw Jing Sa leaning on the wall with his head lowered.
Jing Sa was originally closing his eyes and thinking about Shi Ye, but when he heard Ji Zhan's voice, he was pulled out of his thoughts.
Seeing Ji Zhan standing in front of him safe and sound, Jing Sa finally breathed a sigh of relief, stepped forward, and hugged Ji Zhan tightly in his arms.
He had been a little uneasy since he was still in the headquarters building. Although he could contact Ji Zhan using the terminal, he still ran back stubbornly, wanting to see with his own eyes that Ji Zhan was safe and sound.
"Well... Jing Sa, your button is hurting me." Ji Zhan muttered in Jing Sa's arms.
Jing Sa stepped back a little, innocently looked down at the brass buttons on his military uniform, then looked at Ji Zhan, "Did it hurt you?"
Jing Sa caressed Ji Zhan's face and looked at it carefully. Ji Zhan was not so fragile that any wounds were caused by Jing Sa's buttons, but her attempt to hurt herself in the bathroom just now left scars on her face.
imprint.
Jing Sa's fingertips lightly brushed against Ji Zhan's tear nevus. There was a deep nail mark printed just above the tear nevus. The nail mark had now turned purple, and it stood out against Ji Zhan's snow-white skin.
Extremely dazzling.
"Here..." Jing Sa's eyes were dark and deep, he brushed past the purple trace and said.
"It's okay, I just scratched it accidentally." Ji Zhan looked away with a guilty conscience, trying to avoid Jing Sa's hand and hide the scar on his face.
But Jing Sa didn't give Ji Zhan a chance to escape this time.
"Ji Zhan."
Ji Zhan's figure was shaken, and she even stopped trying to escape, because she had never heard Jing Sa call her name in such a cold and serious tone.
Jing Sa forced Ji Zhan to the wall, put his hands on Ji Zhan's ears, and leaned closer to her. His body seemed to be stained with the smell of fresh snow outside, and at this moment it seemed that it had turned into an invisible barrier to surround Ji Zhan.
Feeling of oppression...
Ji Zhan raised his eyes and met Jing Sa's eyes.
Jing Sa said: "I hope you can rely on me a little more. No matter what happens in the past or in the future, it doesn't matter whether it's good or bad. I hope you can share it with me instead of excluding me from your life."
outside."
"I can do anything for you, I can save people for you, I can also kill people for you."
His love for Ji Zhan is extreme and passionate. He no longer has emotions about anything except Ji Zhan. He abandons the concept of right and wrong in his memory. He regards Ji Zhan as everything.
Jing Sa lowered his head in front of Ji Zhan, rested his head on her shoulder, and said with some frustration: "Don't exclude me from your life, I want to stay with you for the rest of my life."
Ji Zhan's eyes widened slightly and he kept his original movements without moving, as if he was shocked by Jing Sa's words.
She never thinks about the future, but Jing Sa has said this all her life.
Ji Zhan slowly raised his hand, then gently hugged Jing Sa's waist, and asked in a hoarse voice: "Do you really... like me that much? Obviously, I don't look like a normal human being. I always
I'm very slow, and I'm always not good enough. I can't do anything except fight..."
Ji Zhan didn't understand why Jing Sa was obsessed with her. Jing Sa's unabashed feelings at the moment even made her breathless.
"I only have you." Jing Sa's words responded to Ji Zhan's doubts. He held Ji Zhan in his arms and pressed close to her, wanting to transfer his hot body temperature to Ji Zhan. He said, "Since I woke up,
From that day on, I couldn’t empathize with others or generate emotions on my own.”
"Everyone is as small as ants in my eyes, as if I can hold them all with one hand. Only when I see their fearful expressions do I feel a little happy. I regard them as
For a plaything, who would have feelings for a plaything?"
"But you are the only one who is different, Ji Zhan. Because of your persistence and partiality towards me, I have an impulse toward you."
In the dark world, green vines have sprouted and grown. This kind of vitality was given to him by Ji Zhan, so Ji Zhan is everything to him.
Without Ji Zhan, he would no longer be human.
…
Ji Zhan was held tightly in Jing Sa's arms. She looked up and the incandescent lights on the ceiling made her feel like she wanted to cry.
She was like a person who had been floating on the sea for a long time and finally caught a piece of wood and could finally rest for a while.
"I don't know what's going to happen in the future." When Ji Zhan heard her voice, she said to Jing Sa, "I don't know how long my heart can last."
She originally wanted to hide this incident alone until the day her heartbeat completely stopped.
She didn't think about the future, her own future, or her future with Jing Sa.
"The man said that my heart has a time limit. He wanted me to go back to him and he could keep replacing my heart. Only in this way can I live forever."
"But I don't want to do that. I am a human being, and I don't want to be an experimental subject anymore."