Tears welled up again, and he could feel that the clothes on his chest were soaked, and those were her tears.
"Xiaoman, I'm sorry, I don't know..." Qian Zihan almost hated himself for making her so sad now. He finally understood why she was so panicked and fearful. Her mother did it to give birth to her.
Dying in childbirth left an indelible psychological shadow in her heart and was a heavy blow to her.
No wonder she was so scared when she just mentioned having a baby. Because of what happened to her mother, she might be worried that she would be in the same situation!
"Han, whether I am good or bad, it's all my fault. If it weren't for me, Mommy wouldn't have died. It's all my fault!" The long-suppressed sadness welled up in her heart, and her tears became even more violent!
"It's not your fault, this was... an accident!" How could she put all the blame on herself? Qian Zihan felt sorry for her.[
"No...it's all my fault. If it weren't for me, Mommy wouldn't have died, and Daddy wouldn't have to look at things and miss people all the time, and end up alone!" In fact, she always understood, but she just didn't want it to happen.
Everyone was worried that she would keep suppressing it and try her best to play the innocent little princess in the eyes of everyone, but she was the only one who knew the pain.
Unexpectedly, in front of Qian Zihan today, she would reveal all the long-suppressed sadness in her heart in front of him. Her pain, her fragility, her unknown struggle buried deep in her heart,
Now, there is finally someone with whom she can share and bear the burden, as if he trusts her so much and tells her about Xiaoxian.
"Xiaoman, you haven't become a mother yet, and you may not understand the love of a mother. At this critical moment of life and death, she chose to give up her life to you, just because you are her dearest daughter after ten months of pregnancy. She
No regrets. But what she hopes for is definitely not to see you like this. She gave everything just for you to be healthy.
Be healthy and live happily! If you keep giving up on yourself and living in condemnation of yourself, your mother in heaven will also be sad!" Qian Zihan patted her shoulder gently, feeling extremely sad.
He comforted her as much as he could, and fortunately, he learned all this today, so that he could properly enlighten her and not have to bear all this pain.
"Mommy will be sad..." Mu Yiman looked at him stupidly and murmured.
"Yes, you are her only daughter, and your happiness is her greatest wish. If she knew that her sacrifice was only your pain and self-condemnation, do you think she would still be happy?"
Qian Zihan is moved by emotion and Xiao is moved by reason. Although this little woman is a little willful sometimes, she is still very reasonable.
Mu Yiman looked at him blankly and said nothing for a long time.
Ever since she accidentally overheard the conversation between her father and brother Yichen and learned the truth about her mother's death, she couldn't bear the blow and fainted. When she woke up, she faced her father's worried face.
, she chose to swallow the pain into her stomach and pretend that nothing happened.
But she really couldn't accept that she was the real murderer of her mother.
Mu Yitian was very worried at first, but then when he saw that she seemed to be fine, he did not dare to mention the matter rashly again, for fear of irritating her, but he did not expect that this matter brought unspeakable consequences to her.
of blow.
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Thank you Xiaoying for the gift and Nuoer for the gold medal and red envelope~╭(╯3╰)╮