In just one moment, I fell in love with you, after I lost you.
How could I admit that a proud man like me had been deceived like this? So I pretended to be indifferent and didn't care. I thought that time could bury everything.
However, day after day passed, until one day, I learned that you went to the United States to study, and that long-lost anger became more and more vivid in my heart.
Along with the anger of resentment towards you, what is even more vivid is my love for you.
During the day, I seem to live like an indifferent man who has never loved. At night, I think about you over and over again. When I think about it deeply, I will go crazy. I will chant your name, call you cold-blooded, and call you unworthy.
responsibility.
You see, at that time, I was clearly scolding you so excessively, but at the end of the scolding, I was still waiting for you like a ghost.
What a duplicitous man, don’t you think?
Day after day, year after year, as time gradually lengthens, not only does your influence in my heart not lessen at all, but waiting for you has become an instinct in my life, like breathing.
nature.
Although, during those six years, I seemed indifferent and I didn't go to you... that's because I wasn't sure whether you really loved me.
I was afraid that you would treat me as a temporary joke. So, six years later, when I met you again, I seemed so calm and relaxed, but in fact, deep down in my heart, I already had thousands of emotions, which were changing rapidly.
I want you to fall in love with me, I am expressing my love to you.
Then you and I just walked together naturally.
But, now...I am watching myself, just like six years ago, losing to you again.
However, this time, it was done willingly.
Scenes from the past were like a rapidly playing movie, passing through Jinyang's mind quickly. He stared into her eyes and spoke slowly and helplessly again, "Shen Shen, you know, these six...
How much have I missed you over the years?"
Lin stared deeply at Jin Yang's seductive gaze, her eyebrows slowly frowning. She thought carefully in her heart for a long time before she asked with some confusion: "Six years ago? Six years ago, I met
You?"
He said it so clearly, but she actually asked him such a sentence?
Jin Yang's eyes suddenly became a little dim, and he pursed his lips silently. His beautiful eyes flashed with anger and loss, but soon they became calm again.
Facing Jin Yang like this, Lin Shen's heart trembled slightly. She tried hard to filter it through her mind, but she felt that that year, there were too many sad and shocking things that she couldn't accept. She even deliberately thought about it.
He had to forget the memories of that year, so his memories at that time were really confusing. In the end, Lin Shenshen still couldn't match Jin Yang with anyone in his memory.
She smiled sheepishly at Jin Yang and said aloud: "My memory is not particularly good, so maybe I forgot about you."
Jin Yang didn't say anything, just looked at her with a pair of dark eyes that seemed to be absorbing.
Jin Yang lowered his eyelids to cover the injuries under his eyes, and said softly: "Shen Shen, have you really forgotten?"
Lin swallowed his saliva deeply and said nothing.
Jin Yang lowered his eyes, slowly raised the corners of his lips, and smiled,
