Xia Xixi almost walked around the school and didn't see Feng Jinyu, so she simply gave up. She really wanted to explain it to him, but suddenly she was a little afraid of seeing him.
Even if she sees her, what can she do? Should she ask directly, "Hey, are you attracted to xxx?"
Although it is no longer a secret that Feng Jinyu is a good womanizer, he himself has never admitted it, so she had better not get into trouble with this.
Xia Xixi felt a little heavy as a lot of worrying things gathered in her mind. If she were to completely forget Fang Luoze, it seemed impossible at the moment. But she didn't think about continuing to be with him in the future.
No matter what the truth was, no matter whether Luo Ze had betrayed their feelings or not, through this incident, she seemed to have seen herself clearly. Before, her whole world was centered on him, and she lived without any self. She struggled
To please him, he treated her with a cold shoulder, and she maintained this kind of life for ten years. Looking back on her previous life, she lived such a humble and pitiful life, and she couldn't help but despise herself.
Did Fang Luoze really like her? She didn't know and had never sought this answer. This answer was no longer important to her now. Maybe she should let him go and let herself go.
The relationship over the past ten years has become a kind of dependence and spiritual sustenance over time. Since the death of her sister, her heart has hit rock bottom, and he happened to appear at that time and become the sunshine in her life, no matter what he wanted
Unwilling, she clung to him as if she was desperately trying to hold on to a piece of driftwood in the flood. In fact, she was also a selfish person!
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This whole day, she didn't see Feng Jinyu again, so she had to go back to the palace alone.
Entering the East Palace, when she heard what the palace maid said, she knew that Feng Jinyu had returned a long time ago. She looked at his closed door and then thought about his "relationship" with Fang Luoze. She really had no idea.
If he dared to knock on that door again, he would go back to the room first.
So many things happened in just one day. She really felt exhausted mentally and physically, and she had no appetite to eat. She planned to take a bath and then have a good sleep and rest. As for those messy things, we can wait until tomorrow to discuss them.
Got it!
In the large bathroom, there was a small hot spring bath with rose petals scattered on it. It looked comfortable and luxurious. Xia Xixi took off her clothes and walked in. She narrowed her eyes in comfort. It was so comfortable.
Ah! Taking a nice bath before going to bed every day, it seems that you can forget all your worries and feel as happy as a god.
The steaming heat made people drowsy, Xia Xixi soaked comfortably in the hot spring bath, her beautiful eyes were slightly closed, and when a slender and handsome figure opened the door, he stood there to see how long she had been looking at her.
Didn't even notice it.
After a while, she finally planned to get up, closed her eyes and subconsciously touched the bath towel placed by the pool - not there?! How could it be not? She puts it in this place every time!
She suddenly opened her eyes and looked there. She saw the towel, but it was lifted up in the air. The big hand holding it was white and slender, with clear joints, and was very beautiful. She was stunned for a moment.