As long as I can remember, my grandpa likes to ride a bicycle and wear a straw hat to the river to fish, and he goes there for a long time.
Taking advantage of this time, I opened up my paradise in my grandpa’s vegetable garden. I quietly went to the vegetable garden to pick small persimmons to eat. Small cucumbers are my favorite.
Every time my grandpa comes back, he will go for a walk in the vegetable garden. I see my grandpa coming out of the vegetable garden and smiling at me. I will also smile at my grandpa after seeing him.
My grandpa’s lack of blame and my kindness to me completely disappeared that afternoon... I went to grandpa’s house countless times and opened the door of grandpa’s house countless times. But this time, I didn’t have to open the door of grandpa’s house.
When it is opened for the first time, the whole yard is white, except white.
Suddenly I feel that this year's winter is a bit long and pale. This yard is no longer full of spring, but white.
"Heaven", the whole yard was covered with white cloth. Seeing this, I recognized the fact - my grandpa passed away!
I clearly realized that my grandpa really left me this time. The people in the yard were very surprised when they saw me, and looked at me with strange eyes. Was it the dust on my clothes?
Still surprised that I would appear in this yard? Before I walked into the house, my uncle and uncle asked me how I got here.
I didn't say anything and went straight to my grandpa's house! Grandpa was lying peacefully on the wooden bed on the ground, motionless, no breathing, no warmth.
I looked at my mother, who didn't speak, but shed tears. I knelt on the ground and cried loudly. It turned out that the departure of relatives is silent, and people in this world are in pain.
When I wrote this before, my heart would hurt a lot. Today I wrote this again, and my tears still flowed down, and my heart still hurts so much.
It turns out that this is the classroom of life. My grandfather’s death taught me - don’t leave any regrets in life!
My mother saw me crying and dragged me out of the house. I didn't compromise. I didn't know where the strength came from. I held my hands on the door and wouldn't let go. Aunts, uncles, and uncles all stepped forward to help.
Mom dragged me out of this house!
I shouted, why did my grandpa pass away? Is it true that my grandpa died? No one present said anything. My brother-in-law came forward and forced me into the car, and my mother got in the car afterwards, because she knew that if she
If I don't go back, I will continue to make trouble like this.
Mom said,
"This place is not my place to stay. When I go home and change clothes, I will go back to my grandpa's house. You stay at home and stay well. Your grandpa cried all his life. He didn't shed any tears when he left. He left with a smile!" After hearing this, I
, I cried all night at home. The next day, my father went to the supermarket to buy food endorsed by Li Yuchun. He just wanted me to eat some food, but I didn’t have any appetite. I just languished in the house until my grandpa’s funeral.
I didn’t participate, and my physical condition at the time was not able to participate in such a ceremony.
I had no complaints or resentments, but my regret for my grandfather had been bothering me for three whole years. At the same time, I also repented for three years, until the Qingyin Festival of the third year.
It was spring shrouded in mist, and the sun was rising slowly. I saw my grandpa, who was much more energetic. He was still in the vegetable garden, weeding with a hoe, and smiled and said to me, I am fine!
Just when I walked towards my grandpa, I woke up from the dream. Maybe my grandpa has forgiven me for these three years of repentance!
My grandfather's death made me completely wake up: no one will accompany you all your life, and no one will accompany you all the time. Only you can accompany you.
Loving yourself well is the most romantic thing in life. The company of others is only for a moment and not for a lifetime.
A miss is a miss after all, and regret is a regret after all. Three years of miss, three years of regret, and three years of reflection have resulted in loving yourself, being yourself, and being the best version of yourself!