On this road of life, everyone has their own habits, everyone has their own characteristics, and everyone has their own style. I just entered society like a sharp sword, unconsciously protecting me.
When I just entered society and dealt with this society, I used to plug in my headphones and listen to songs on the bus, looking at the scene outside the window. In fact, there was no emotional color in my eyes. The scenery outside the window was as boring as before!
Maybe the weather was a bit cold at that time, which gave me a lot of desolation in the scenery outside the window.
I don't know what I'm emptied, maybe my current state is what everyone says now
The world of "two-dimensional"! When I got off the bus, the cold wind blew into my bones. It felt so comfortable that I couldn't say it. There was not a single person on the road. I was so happy!
It was as beautiful as a child getting a little red flower. I took my phone around and took a photo. This smile was the most real thing about me, but I felt pitiful in the smile on the photo.
I raised my head and talked for a long time. This time I didn’t feel sad at all. Instead, I felt happy. When I was still addicted to my own world, an electric car came across from me and brought me back to reality. I looked at the person riding a motorcycle. It was a father carrying a child with his schoolbag on his back. If I guessed correctly, I might have just finished the tutoring class.
I shook my head involuntarily, but the smile on the corner of my mouth was still there. I was about to open my mouth to say something, but I didn’t know what to say. I thought to myself: Forget it, go home!
I turned the volume of my headphones, watched the signal lights beating one number after another, and I don’t know how many numbers have passed, and I don’t want to go home yet. I put my hand in my pocket, smiled at myself, looked up at the sky and continued to walk home... It was originally a three-minute journey to get home. Today, I took a long time. Seeing that my house light was not on, I was wandering back and forth while the street lights were hanging down. I remembered the scene when I talked to my mother on the phone last night. From my mother’s tone, I could feel that she was afraid that I would be blinded by greed. Her worries were supposed to be. In the current world, as long as I am not a vulgar person, I would not do some vulgar things. I dare not think about a greedy heart. I will take every step steadily.
I am satisfied with the word "people". I don't want to come to the world and be despised by others. I have a clear conscience in everything and live happily. I hope no one will disturb my life. At present, I am very satisfied with my life. If I get used to it, I can't change it. So I hope that I will always live like this. A carefree life is really what I want. Give me a 100 mark in my current life.
This passage was written on December 17, 2015. After a thousand days, I’m glad that my original intention was not lost.
Some people always live in the mouths or eyes of others. In fact, there is really no need for this. The you in the mouths or eyes of others are not the real you. While you envy others, others may also envy you.
When you live, you must be shady and white. You are also a beautiful scenery. You must know how to appreciate yourself.
You are also a unique existence, you are you, a different firework, you don’t need to please others, you are also a scenery.