"I'm getting married, you need to prepare some money" - du, when I saw du's WeChat message, my heart stopped for a moment. After ten years of friendship, you got married first.
Yes, I bless you when you get married. I should bless you and I should be happy. However, I cannot be happy because I am not very familiar with or understand your lover. The most contact with you is playing a few games online.
This is the way I get to know your lover best.
maybe due to
Maybe it was because of the COVID-19 epidemic. It was the first time I saw your lover in person at your wedding. Can you understand my mood at that time?
Can you understand the feeling I am writing now? I always tell you that as long as you are happy, I will support whatever choice you make, but seeing your hasty marriage, seeing the scene of that ordinary wedding, seeing that
As for the wedding ceremony, I want to ask you, is this what you want?
At that time, I saw your eyes with more distress, but what could I do? I tried hard to persuade myself, and tried to tell myself to understand you from your perspective and bless you.
In my eyes, all wedding procedures are
To complete it "in a hurry", maybe it is not too hasty in your eyes, it will be done by the time. But in my eyes and even in my heart, I am confused. I also know that there are some objective factors, and I also know that reality is different from life.
There is a big gap between fantasy and practice, but, do you know?
I want to say, why don’t we try hard and at least give ourselves the wedding decoration we want.
Your words keep echoing in my mind,
"Hey, it's time, I can't help it, this is good." Do you know how I feel?
I couldn't hold back my tears when I saw you saying this, even now when I type it. If you told these things to others, they would be confused.
Ten years of friendship, why is this happening? Now I know, because you are afraid that I will worry, afraid that I will know that you gave up those illusions for your own happiness.
But, you know, I feel very sorry for you like this. Although I feel relieved now, I still can’t have the courage to say these words in front of you, because I know that you are afraid that I will worry, so you don’t chat with me too much.
Afraid that I will tell you.
Slowly, you gave up a lot for love and family. You also suffered a lot to have a baby.
Maybe you shed a lot of tears yourself in the dead of night, and I can even know that you have a lot of grievances and unwillingness to carry them and bury them quietly in your heart.
What an ill-fated fate! We have caught up, and there is no other way. I accept my fate. If I had a dream, I would definitely give you the most beautiful wedding scene. Now for the sake of the next generation, you have less and less time to spend time with me.
But I can resolve myself.
Because I know that for so many years, I have relied too much on you, and now, you have your life, and I have started the trajectory of my own life.
Everything is going in the right direction, isn't it? Du, what is the distance between you and me now?