The spring breeze turns into rain, and the cold winter is attached. March of 2022 seems to have started but not yet...
At the beginning of 2022, I feel very depressed. Are you tired? It seems to be the same as usual! Are you not tired? It seems that I can’t breathe. Don’t ask me what’s wrong? Because I don’t know either!
At the beginning of 2022, I seem to be missing a kind of strength deep in my heart. I am missing the power that makes me positive; I am missing the thing that makes me speak sincerely. That’s it, that’s it. Just go with your heart!
After the New Year in 2022, my physical condition also appeared strange. I have thought about leaving this world many times, but I don’t like the torture of gradually losing my health. The changes in my body will not make me feel panic, but I wish I could get there sooner.
In the end, I really answered the saying "long-term pain is worse than short-term pain". What surprised me more was not the changes in my body, but the fall of a silver hair from my head.
When I saw the silver hair on the black table, I was completely stunned. The reason why I was stunned was that I didn’t know what I was thinking? Why did I have gray hair? What were I busy with and for what reason? Am I happy? Not happy. I
Is it comfortable to stay? Not that comfortable. In short, the "sense of depression" is coming. I have heard many flower words, but I still only like the Blue Enchantress, just because it will not wither, and it doesn't matter if the flowers bloom and fall. My heart is scattered
And go and come back.
Starting in March 2022, I began to organize my thoughts. I found that every beam of light has its own shadow. Secondly, there is an extraordinary meaning behind each color! Everyone is living an ignoble existence in the field they are good at.
Live your life, remember! Don’t judge other people’s lives casually. Because you have never understood the other person, how can you empathize with them? If you think clearly about it yourself, then there is no need to listen to other people’s advice.
You say, when are people the saddest? Watching a movie alone? Eating alone? Moving alone? Going to the hospital alone? Or facing life's choices alone?... I will say one or two before
, now I can only say "I don't know". Someone asked me how to organize my thoughts. In fact, everyone has many ways to deal with their thoughts. The food method, the talking method, the consumption method, the emptying method... This depends on the person.
On the other hand, I like to go shopping alone, watching people around me reflect on my current stage of life to resolve my low mood. At the same time, I also ask myself, "How many times in this life do you have?" "Once." "What do you want to do?"
Have you done all the things you want to do?” “Some of them are not finished yet!” “Is there anything else you want to eat?” “And...” “Are there many things you want to play?” “There are some parts that you haven’t experienced yet.”
.....Haha, then I will look up to the sky and laugh, don't people still have to live? You said, a person's desires are there, why do you have the right to be depressed!
Don't you still have to live "just to survive" for your own life? People, we are tired of living. When we are tired, let's rest for a while. Then, we have to work hard! Although there are countless stars in the sky every night
The stars are twinkling. Although we are all pretending to be little hedgehogs, so what? As long as you can be self-satisfied in life, there is nothing wrong with it! Everyone is working hard to grow up happily, and there are many challenges in the long process of life.
This little episode is just a little joke on you. In fact, good things are waiting for you in the distance!
The reluctance and unwillingness in March 2022 are only temporary, that gentle April has really come!