In the process of growing up in life, we will always encounter unwillingness and reluctance in our hearts, and we will always make choices amid hesitation. But we all know that some decisions come from our helplessness about the situation.
Everyone will always encounter unsatisfactory things on the way forward, misunderstandings by others, disgust by others, ridicule by others... However, these invisible harms make us slowly become more and more aware of the world.
I lost my confidence and gradually discovered that the world was no longer dazzling but a black and white zebra crossing. I always made choices at the intersection without knowing what was right or wrong. If you ask me what I have experienced to have such a feeling, I want to say,
Then I was caused by the bruises caused by the fear of people's hearts.
Six years ago, I was holding a whiteboard marker, an A4 paper, and a medium-sized whiteboard on my back. There were a few students who were seeking knowledge sitting in front of me, and I was dry-mouthed as I lectured on each topic.
Knowledge point. Teacher Wang, who they called the "devil", persisted like this for six years. During these six years, seeing the gradual changes in the students' grades, the teacher's deep sense of satisfaction continued to emerge. You will find
, this is the best achievement of a teacher!
"Teacher, I ranked first in the class again this time!" "Teacher, I have made new improvements this time"... Who says it's not the case? You have to ask the teacher where his sense of accomplishment comes from. I
The answer is: Sharing of results from students and parents! In this life of a teacher, I don’t pray that students will remember the teacher’s kindness, I just hope that students will get better and better.
In the spring of March, my hard work for the past six years has come to an end. I have experienced a lot of people and the world, don’t you think it’s uncomfortable? It’s quite uncomfortable. The most uncomfortable thing was during the winter vacation this year, my students
kyt secretly filmed me in class with his mobile phone outside the door. I watched the students secretly filming me, and I shed tears. These tears were for myself. In the video, I could see that my exhausted body was constantly
I insisted on teaching. Watching the video, I asked myself in my heart, why? Why do I insist on teaching here? What on earth is it for? I thought about it for a long time, and later I found that all my efforts are really not worth it in the eyes of some people.
It's worth it. But I will still believe it. I believe that some people will really understand my intentions, and there will also be many people who will truly understand my good intentions... I firmly believe in my belief.
It has been six years, and you say I am greedy for money? Then I can stop attending classes so burdened here. You say I enjoy self-satisfaction? Then I can change it to another form. What do you think I am for? After thinking about it, I found out
I only call me Teacher Wang for the students! I don’t know if all teachers are here for these two words - "teacher", but it invisibly adds a lot of responsibility and hard work!
After half a month of self-absorbing emotions, I gave myself a bouquet of gypsophila. The meaning is: when gathered it is a fire, when scattered it is full of gypsophila. At the same time, I also posted a message in the circle of friends "Are you willing to give up?"
Not willing to give up; then can you persist? The fate is over; then are you regretful? I am very unwilling! Six years, neither long nor short, neither short nor too short. A red pen, a white board, page after page
The immature article has stopped updating. This March is no longer warm, but has a touch of sadness. I used to think that there was still light in my heart. (2022.3.20) "
I hope that everyone can find their own sense of value on the road of self-sacrifice!