Sometimes people have to learn to let go and be content, but when they see their target getting closer step by step, their body sounds an alarm.
On an ordinary day, the ordinary student council inspected the students' evening self-study. At that time, the minister was still negotiating some issues, and my body began to undergo subtle changes. My limbs were weak, I felt dizzy, and my breathing was weak. I became sick like this.
This year I am 18 years old. 18 years old is the beginning of life and the enlightenment of life. But it is also this year that I missed my goal.
The age of 18 is an age when you are not afraid of anything. From the day I fell ill, I returned to school and prepared to apply to withdraw from the student union. (A few years later, when I was chatting with my teacher about what happened back then, the teacher told me that a certain teacher told the school
I lost my temper and did not become a minister. After hearing this, I smiled and disagreed. I just said: Forget it, you can say whatever you like. God is responsible for what you do. I am suffering from physical reasons.
I wish I knew better than to withdraw from the student union. I can only say that you can imagine how bad their character is.) When I was about to apply to withdraw from the student union, my heart was in knots and I was helpless. I only remember that
Sometimes I was like a child lost in the darkness. I didn’t know what to do or what not to do. The voices from the outside world were even more terrifying, talking about why I quit the army. I could only smile and say: "
My health is not good, I will go back to class and be the squad leader." Life loves to play tricks on people, but when my wish was about to come true, something like this happened. How could I describe how confused and helpless I felt?
I came to the teacher's office and went to the class teacher. My class teacher was a teacher who was unwilling to express or speak, and was as gentle as water. I still remember that the class teacher told me that I could properly pick up a pen and write down my thoughts in the experience book, and learn how to
Record your experience and organize your thoughts. I didn’t believe it at first, I didn’t do what she said, and I even ignored it. Seeing that I was distracted, she helplessly said to me, give you a few days off to rest. I got it
The leave note did not fly happily, but I carried my schoolbag on my back. As I shuttled on the road, the helpless angel began to fill my heart. Besides being uncomfortable, I was still uncomfortable. At night, I lay in the hotel and cried all night...
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I didn’t know what I was crying about, but I knew that I was crying because of my grievance and my reluctance to give up. I asked myself over and over again why I gave up like this? Why did I quit the army like this? Why did it become like this?
That night, I didn't sleep, but cried all night.
Maybe I don’t understand why I cried now? But I know that at that time I learned to let go. In fact, letting go is very simple, that is, letting go in the heart. Learning to regulate one’s emotions is a very important thing in the world.
How can there be so much unfairness, and how can there be so much fairness?
Giving up, why do we need to learn giving up? Maybe it is God’s arrangement! This is also the most important gift for my 18-year-old adult ceremony! This gift is very good, at least I know what giving up is, and it taught me the first lesson of giving up in life.
, I am still very grateful and grateful. From that time on, I understood what it means to give something and get something, and to gain something, there is a loss.