180: Hua Murong's Past Experience, Wu Zhongxian Apologizes
Hua Murong was stunned by Wu Zhongxian's question.
She wanted to say something, to defend herself.
But for a moment, I couldn't say it.
like……
Really not.
From beginning to end.
She was the only one who was angry because of wishful thinking.
The woman standing in for Wu Zhongxian is not worth it.
But those women in those families all lived very happily.
And she was scolded twice for this.
Once it was a female sword fairy.
One time was the imperial concubine just now.
She didn't have any bad intentions, she just didn't want to see any woman abandoned and hurt.
Maybe, I really blamed Wu Zhongxian wrongly?
She opened her mouth slightly and her voice reached the edge of her voice.
"I……"
She wants to apologize.
But I couldn't say it.
Because she couldn't change the perception of more than 20 years in such a short period of time.
She thought this was Hongxing cheating on her.
Wu Zhongxian waved his hand and said: "No need to say anything to me, I have never blamed you."
He looked at Hua Murong, looked at her without any guilt, and said seriously: "Miss Hua, actually, I can understand your thoughts!"
"I can understand you."
"Only I can understand your idea of transcending this world."
"Miss Hua, you don't hate men or women. You just hate men who marry multiple women but are irresponsible."
"To be precise, your idea is that both men and women should choose one or the other and should not be sentimental, otherwise someone will eventually get hurt. So you think that I am a beast because of my sentimentality. I understand you."
"Because I thought the same way when my mother cheated on me and when my father abandoned me."
After Wu Zhongxian said this quietly, he looked at Hua Murong and said the last sentence: "So, I can understand your thinking."
“…”
Hua Murong looked at Wu Zhongxian blankly.
For a moment, I couldn't say a word.
She never thought of it.
People who can understand their own thoughts.
It turned out to be a man.
And it is a beast that she hates and despises the most.
She was speechless for a moment.
How could this happen...
Why is this so...
"Miss Hua, I...cough..." Wu Zhongxian wanted to say something else, but suddenly he coughed violently, and his whole body seemed to be dying.
Then Wu Zhongxian picked up the soup on the table and started to drink it.
When Hua Murong saw this, she couldn't bear it anymore and hurriedly came over and knocked him to the ground.
Wu Zhongxian was stunned.
Pretending to be confused, she looked at Hua Murong and sighed: "Miss Hua, even if you hate me, you don't have to want to kill me so much."
"I...that's not what I meant."
Hua Murong wanted to explain.
But she is not a person who is good with words.
Hua Murong has only studied medical skills from Huatian Medicine since she was a child, and has not met many people at all.
To be precise, I haven't seen many living people.
He has seen many dead people.
Hua Murong did not explain the reason for spilling the soup, but simply placed her hand on the pulse of Wu Zhongxian's arm.
"What a weak pulse."
Hua Murong's face changed slightly, and she quickly said: "I'm going to help you get some medicine. You go to the bed and rest for a while."
"Sorry, Miss Hua."
Wu Zhongxian looked pale and forced a smile.
After Hua Murong left, Wu Zhongxian, who was originally extremely weak, sat up from the bed.
"Fortunately, my internal strength has recovered somewhat."
Wu Zhongxian took a slight breath and relaxed the internal force that suppressed his pulse.
Yes, his weakness just now was indeed an act.
The pulse was also deliberately suppressed with internal force.
Of course, Wu Zhongxian is still very weak.
But it's not impossible.
Wu Zhongxian turned his head and looked at the white fox beside him, checking its injuries.
The white fox was indeed seriously injured.
Hope it's okay.
Although Wu Zhongxian has no feelings for Bai Hu.
But Wu Zhongxian was very interested in the white fox's strength and identity.
The vixen is on the path of cultivating Taoism.
Maybe there really is a way to extend life.
Who in this world can resist the temptation of immortality?
Neither can Wu Zhongxian.
As for the female doctor, the first step to change her impression has already begun to bear fruit.
…
Half an hour later, the female doctor came back.
And he was holding a bowl of steaming soup.
It was obviously freshly cooked.
"Manager Wu."
Hua Murong walked to the bed and gently pushed Wu Zhongxian who was sleeping.
"Can you sit up? Drink this bowl of medicine first."
"Yes, yes. Thank you, Miss Hua."
Wu Zhongxian gritted his teeth, endured the discomfort, and sat up.
Hua Murong sighed in her heart.
Unexpectedly, Wu Zhongxian was also a very polite person.
Moreover, his life experience is so miserable, how could he be a beast?
Maybe I really misunderstood him before.
Thinking like this, Hua Murong looked at poor Wu Zhongxian and said, "Actually, the past between you and me is the same..."
Wu Zhongxian took a sip of the decoction, looked at Hua Murong, and suddenly showed a surprised expression.
"Miss Hua, you?"
Hua Murong lowered her head slightly, a little embarrassed to speak.
"The reason why I hate people who cheat on Hongxing is because when I was a child, my mother also..."
Wu Zhongxian understood.
The idea of having sex with romantic partners is not aimed at men.
But Hua Murong once had such an experience.
Hua Murong pursed her lips and continued: "My father suspected that I was not his biological child because of my mother's affair. He beat and scolded me every day, and later even threw me off a cliff. Fortunately, that
There was a tree in the middle of the mountain cliff, and I survived."
"That day, if the master hadn't happened to be hiking up the mountain to collect herbs and saw a child hanging on the edge of the cliff and rescued her, maybe..."
“…”
Wu Zhongxian wanted to sigh when he heard Hua Murong's past.
Sure enough, successful people often have an unknown tragic experience.
Hua Murong took a deep breath, and then confided in her heart: "After that, my father, perhaps out of guilt, shaved his head and became a monk."
"Does he just think he can atone for his sins like this?"
"You think that by shaving your hair and becoming a monk, you can ignore the relatives you have harmed?"
"I will never forgive him! Let alone my mother!"
The more Hua Murong talked, the angrier she became.
Although he called his mother and father, his tone and eyes revealed all anger.
If it hadn't been for the encounter with Dr. Hua Tian who collected medicine, Hua Murong would have died on the cliff long ago.
Starved to death.
Such a father is indeed hateful.
Mother is equally hateful.
Wu Zhongxian understood why among Hua Murong's Five Not-Savings, there were those who did not save the monk, those who did not save Hongxing, and those who abandoned their wives and children.
All three of these are because of her parents.
It can be seen how much harm Hua Murong's parents left on her young mind.
So much so that Hua Murong even changed her surname.
Hua Murong is the surname of Hua Tianyi.
Originally, Wu Zhongxian thought Hua Murong was a relative of Hua Tianyi.
I didn't expect it to be a poor adopted child.
However, this also made Wu Zhongxian curious, why didn't Hua Murong save the person who used the knife?
As for the last one, there are many evil deeds and no one can save them. This is the literal meaning, which Wu Zhongxian can understand.
He just didn't save the person who used the knife. He couldn't guess the reason.
But Wu Zhongxian would not be stupid enough to ask why at this time.
Seeing Hua Murong's sad expression, Wu Zhongxian said softly: "Miss Hua, I didn't expect you to have such a miserable life experience, even worse than me. It's really tragic."
