It's not that I haven't thought about it at all, it's just that every time such a thought occurs, another thought will immediately pop up in my mind and completely extinguish it.
Seeing Ruan Anlan's hesitant and thoughtful expression, Gu Tingyuan laughed to himself, "Why, you've never thought about it, have you?"
Hearing his extremely cold tone, Ruan Anlan suddenly felt panicked for no reason, and quickly denied: "No, no, I have never thought about it..."
"Then why didn't you say it?" Gu Tingyuan propped up his chin and stared at her with deep brows, with a sense of oppression.
"You don't want to stay in your current agency, and you don't like your current agent. You love acting and want to shine and express yourself. But you don't say anything. You would rather suffer it silently, grit your teeth and endure it than show up to others.
I speak."
Having said this, Gu Tingyuan paused, and his dark eyes fell on her like a sharp knife, cutting through the thick layer of defense she had always used to protect herself.
Gu Tingyuan said conclusively: "Ruan Anlan, you are running away from me."
Ruan Anlan quickly denied it subconsciously: "I didn't!"
Gu Tingyuan looked at her meaningfully but said nothing more.
But those sharp black eyes seemed to carry some kind of penetrating insight, making her instantly naked in front of him, and no secrets could be hidden.
Ruan Anlan couldn't help but panic, and avoided Gu Tingyuan's deep and probing eyes.
Is she running away from him?
No……
She has no guilt and is afraid to face him, so why should she run away from him?
only……
Is this really the case?
Did she really not feel guilty at all when facing Gu Tingyuan?
After her mother passed away, Ruan Anlan seemed to have pricked up her body overnight.
He doesn't allow others to get close to him, and he won't take the initiative to get close to anyone.
She always has an innate defense and vigilance towards people, and is worried that everyone will hurt herself.
During the time when Zheng Zhiya just passed away, she was taciturn and stayed in her small room all day long.
Not eating or drinking, he was holding the bear doll that Zheng Zhiya had given her alone, sitting on the floor and humming an unknown tune.
That period was the darkest day in Ruan Anlan's life.
As far back as I can remember, when she was five years old, Ruan Guoqiang had blatantly taken Zhou Tinglan and her daughter into his home.
The first wife and the cheating wife lived in the same room, and the cheating wife was so arrogant that the sick first wife almost had no status at home, even worse than the lowest servant.
Ruan Anlan vaguely remembered that during the last period of her mother's life, mother and daughter moved to a small bungalow next to the Ruan family's villa area.
The mother and daughter depended on each other, and without the harassment of Ruan Guoqiang and Zhou Tinglan, the mother and daughter lived a relatively relaxed life.
It's just that the good times are always very short.
When Ruan Anlan was rejoicing, Zheng Zhiya left her quietly and forever.
Later, she studied hard like crazy, hoping to change her status quo and leave this suffocating home.
Ruan Anlan gradually put away her sharp edge. She was born with precocious intelligence and was admitted to Imperial University at the age of sixteen. Even Ruan Guoqiang, who had never given her a good look, was overjoyed and prepared to make a big show to tell the world.
