【What is the most unattainable thing in life?】
【It’s a do-over.】
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Dear mother:
Good news.
The midterm exam is coming up in the middle of this month. I am preparing for the exam with Xia Mi in the library every day. I have not taken many elective courses this year, and they are not too difficult to learn. I hope I can pass the exam with all 'A's. Spring in Yinlizhou
It’s almost starting. The trees have begun to sprout. Every morning there will be fog in the campus. Red squirrels will also come to the campus. Xia Mi likes those red squirrels very much, so we will tease the red squirrels that sneak into the campus on the way to the library.
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By the way, I ask you to help take care of the parrot I sent you.
Today's breakfast is fried double eggs with white fungus soup, lunch is pork ribs and radish soup, and dinner is radish and pork ribs soup.
You must remember to drink milk and remind Aunt Tong to heat it over medium heat for five minutes.
love you son
Chu Zihang
It was eleven o'clock in the night. Chu Zihang finished writing the letter and got up to wash up.
"Wow! It's updated!" Xia Mi, who was lying on the bed, turned over and lay on his back, holding the tablet with both hands and shouted loudly, "Senior Brother Lu has actually updated it!"
Chu Zihang frowned, Lu Mingfei updated?
Is it "Those Years When We Slayed Dragons" or "Lu's Essays" that I have been waiting for for several months?
If he remembered correctly, the last update of the latter was five months ago.
Xia Mi suddenly became quiet.
Kassel College does not support couples living together, but whoever checks the bed is unlikely to be found on the head of the Lionheart Club president.
Chu Zihang was still a little worried about the two living together at first, mainly because of Xia Mi's reputation. However, after class was over not long after the school started, Xia Mi, who was waiting outside the door, held his arm and loudly declared his sovereignty.
It also disappeared.
They have already experienced life and death in disguise, and the distance between their hearts has long become a negative number. There is really no need to care too much about other people's opinions.
Chu Zihang looked at Xia Mi in surprise. Logically speaking, she should be happily reading out loud what her junior brother had written.
After all, it has always been like this before.
This is recorded in someone's "Dragon Slaying Past":
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I saw the color of the sky and the earth change, the Dragon King raised his head and spread his wings, and the roar of the dragon was violent and shrill.
That is the wrath of the monarch!
There was a huge earthquake throughout the space. Thousands of bone birds fell from the sky. They flew around in terror, collided, and then turned into pieces. They couldn't even withstand the impact of the dragon's roar.
The respectable and terrifying realm is opening up. It is the forbidden word spirit that will sweep the entire world, and everything will be swallowed up by the raging waves of the earth!
at this time.
Lu Mingfei, who was burdened with the seven deadly sins, showed determination.
Go in the opposite direction.
His figure was in sharp contrast to the weasels around him who were frantically escaping from the Nibelung.
He knew he might never come back.
He knew his death might be meaningless.
But his back was still so resolute, as if even though tens of thousands of people have gone to me, who else will go to hell if I don't.
Because someone has to step up now.
if there is not.
That,
It can only be him.
At the end of the tunnel.
In front of that majestic figure like a god.
He roared and pulled out the Seven Deadly Sins, and rushed forward like a moth to a flame...
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Let’s not talk about the high concentration of secondary values, but the deliberate segmentation almost word for word left Chu Zihang speechless.
It just so happens that a bunch of guys in the academy, who even thought they were awesome and awesome even after saying a few words, thought this was really cool.
But I have to say that I can’t help but smile knowingly when I read what my junior brother writes.
Chu Zihang thought silently and walked into the bathroom.
Three minutes later, he walked out of the bathroom, dried his hair, and looked in Xia Mi's direction strangely.
She was quiet for too long today.
Is Junior Brother so diligent in updating this time? Xia Mi actually watched it for more than three minutes?
He walked over. Xia Mi looked up and saw him coming, tilted his head and smiled, and handed the tablet to him.
The words on the screen came into view——
"What is the purpose of each of us coming to this world?"
"Survive? Reproduce? Ascend to the throne?"
"If it is to do the right thing, take the right path, and love the right people, then who should define 'right'?"
"Many years ago, a boy and a girl who should not have met met in the vast sea of people."
"Many years later, they met again in the vast sea of people and regained their broken feelings."
"If their meeting and acquaintance are all destiny, then their love must also be the guidance of destiny."
"So is 'correctness' destiny? But at the end of destiny, those who love each other still miss it after all."
"It turns out that fate never equals 'right'."
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The attic directly below the bell tower.
Today, the principal also came to disturb his good friend, the night watchman, as promised.
Angers comfortably occupied the horse-haired single sofa, raised his glass to the old man in front of the computer and said, "Have you heard..."
Before he finished speaking, a huge earthquake outside almost shattered the window glass, and blood flames more than ten meters high spewed out from the well in front of the Hall of Valor, lighting up the entire campus blood red. The bell tower also trembled,
The walls of the attic were covered in dust.
The vice-principal blew away the dust that fell on his notebook indifferently, and continued to read with gusto the latest work of the literary young classmate Lu Mingfei, who felt (sick) and moaned (groaned).
"Damn it!" Angers couldn't help but cursed after being interrupted, "What kind of nonsense is the equipment department doing in the middle of the night?"
"Danding." The vice-principal said calmly, showing his masterly manner developed by staying in this attic for decades, "It's just a small explosion, nothing to mention."
"Asshole! Can't you just go to the equipment department and take a look? You should at least call the school administration department to keep an eye on the firefighting, right? Your job is just to drink and stay here...wait, are you here?"
Angers was stunned.
He didn't expect that this guy was actually reading the latest updated essays on the Night Watch forum.
The vice-principal groaned and reluctantly temporarily reduced the interface and returned to the forum homepage.
The homepage was calm, with only two or three posts discussing another trouble in the equipment department tonight, and there were no more than two hands of people who agreed with it.
"Look, I told you not to make a fuss. Look at how calm our students are. They won't panic at all because of such an unexpected incident." The vice-principal hated the fact that iron cannot become steel, and then he patted his chest and said proudly,
"And this is all thanks to the wise teachings of the vice-principal! It was me who taught them the steady style of not panicking during the hearing!"
The truth is, everyone has long been accustomed to this behavior of the Equipment Department.
Even the members of the school construction team who came to put out the fire were chatting and laughing with each other, talking about what they would eat in the cafeteria later, and whether they wanted to play an exciting game of flying chess after dinner.
However, according to common sense, although people will not be very excited when encountering this kind of thing, it is still considered a boring additive in daily life, and everyone will find a reason to have a drink together.
Because life is boring, you must learn to find fun for yourself, or learn to have a sense of ritual.
But today is different.
There were only three or two bubbling fish on the forum, and most of the people were in a state of diving. Even the staff of the school engineering department were holding water pipes to put out fires with one hand and holding mobile phones in the other hand and staring at the screen.
Because today Dragon Slayer Lu Mingfei finally updated after five months of absence.
Ange's face twitched slightly. He turned on his phone and logged into the Night Watch Forum to see what the vice-principal was watching.
"Lu's essay?" Anger raised his eyebrows, "This was written by Lu Mingfei? Interesting."
His eyes moved down and he read the entire article.
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“What price can one pay for justice?”
"Can a person be the enemy of the justice he believes in in order to protect the important people?"
"A person's life is obviously so short, but he always has to be his enemy for some unknown and meaningless things, and he can never face himself frankly."
"Human beings don't figure out what they want until the end."
"But what's the use then?"
"Late awakening only serves to add to misery."
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Angers read this passage silently, and suddenly remembered that many years ago there was a nineteen-year-old boy sitting under the skylight of his office.
He drank a few glasses of wine and asked him in an extremely cautious tone, "Principal, how much can a person pay for justice?"
Ever since then.
He remembered the young Japanese man with clear eyes but a confused heart.
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"Oh oh oh! This is the charm of hot springs!" Crow groaned happily as he soaked in the hot springs with a bottle of ice-cold sake next to him.
Yuan Zhisheng was soaking in the hot spring with his eyes closed. Behind him was a hanging cherry blossom tree. The diffuse hot mist obscured his sight, and was dense among the pink and white fallen cherry blossoms.
This is a hot spring hotel located deep in the mountains. It has an open-air hot spring. Unfortunately, there is no shared bathing between men and women as Crow imagined.
"Young Master, did you have a dream before?" Crow asked lazily.
"dream?"
"Yes, it's a dream." Crow opened his hands and winked, "Let's chat, how can we not chat while soaking in a hot spring? Hot spring bathing during a school trip is the best time to enhance each other's feelings. I'll come first, I used to think
Be an actor."
"Actor?" Yasha narrowed his eyes and asked, "*****'s male teacher?"
"Have you never been on a school trip?" Yuan Zhisheng opened his eyes and asked.
"The class beauty told me. She and other girls shared little secrets while soaking in the hot springs. Their relationship quickly heated up in such an environment. Ordinary classmates who had lasted for three years were promoted to best friends overnight." Crow shrugged,
"If it's bad, why don't there be anime? I've never been there, but I haven't eaten pigs and haven't seen pigs running?"
Yuan Zhisheng was silent for a moment and said quietly: "Did you really get kicked out of school because of that class beauty?"
"Boss, I have never lied to you!" Crow said with some pride.
Yuan Zhisheng was speechless. He didn't like this topic, so he didn't want to continue talking.
The topic among gangsters always seems to be about women and money. Strictly speaking, Crow and Yasha are both potential villains in the family. They can become good players in the family in the future, otherwise they would not be selected to work by his side.
He is the next generation patriarch, and Crow and Yaksha, who have served him since he was a young master, are his retainers, equivalent to the future eunuchs who grew up with the prince in ancient China.
And Sakura used to be a killer, the kind who would do whatever she was paid to do.
As for him, his hands have been stained with blood over the years.
In fact, everyone is not a good person and is just a mess, so we get along fairly well with each other.
"I want to go to France." Yuan Zhisheng decided to change the topic.
"France?" Crow and Yasha exclaimed at the same time, "Holy shit, boss, are you planning to lead your family to go abroad? How happy will Mr. Masamune be if he knows about your ambition?"
"No. My dream is to quit the family and go to Montalivet in France for a while. It is a small seaside city not far from Marseille. It is a good place to relax. Then I may go to a nudist beach to sell sunscreen.
Oil."
Yasha and Crow looked at each other, not knowing how to evaluate the boss's lofty ideal.
In fact, they also know that the boss has no interest in being the head of the family. This extremely noble position is actually a burden to this man.
They knew that the boss had always wanted to leave the country and live a free life, so the boss never told them that his destination was Montalivi.
People who want to break away from the past will naturally not leave too many clues to the people around them in the past. Only by completely cutting off the connection with the past can we truly get rid of the past.
But today the boss told them uncharacteristically that his goal was Montalivi, and then the naturist beach.
"What's wrong?" Yuan Zhisheng looked at the two of them strangely. Why did these two guys suddenly become mute?
Crow cleared his throat: "Boss, have you ever thought about bringing anything with you to France?"
Yuan Zhisheng shook his head decisively and said: "If you follow me to France, it will make me feel like I am still in Japan."
"Let's forget it, boss, don't you think about taking Sakura with you? At least you have someone to take care of you," Crow Crow said.
"Sakura?" Yuan Zhisheng was stunned.
"Yeah, yeah, look, aren't you going to sell sunscreen oil?"
His heart moved slightly, just like the silent cherry tree above his head was stirred by the sudden mountain wind, and the fallen cherry blossoms fell down in a flourishing way.
What the crow said seems to make sense. You are going to France, which is a romantic and unrestrained country. If you go to such a far place and you don’t understand French, you should bring a beautiful woman who understands French and can take care of others. This has been the case all these years.
He had long been accustomed to Sakura taking care of him, and now he thought about it, if Sakura was no longer around, he might not be able to adapt to it.
And if Sakura had accompanied him, the two of them would have sat on the beach for a long, long time without talking, right?
Dusk soaks the beach, and the huge sunset slowly sinks into the sea level. The men and women sitting on the beach at dusk just watch the sea and apply sunscreen to each other.
If you think about it, it's quite beautiful.
He suddenly began to recall when and under what circumstances he and Sakura met?
The story is a bit old, and Yuan Zhisheng couldn't remember it for a while.
He only remembered that under the sunshine that day, the girl's eyes were as blue as the sea.
"Boss, you also think Sakura is a good girl, right?" Crow laughed, "She has a great figure, a good face, and she can dress up and take care of people. You can't let such a maid off!"
When he spoke, his face was full of sluttishness, he winked, and he was obviously imagining some bad things. He really looked like a dirty gangster on the street, but every word he said reminded Yuan Zhisheng that that girl was really
It’s great and definitely not to be missed.
Yuan Zhisheng slowly exhaled, raised his head absentmindedly, and looked at the night sky behind the fallen cherry blossoms.
He suddenly felt that the current scene was really the same as the school trip described by Crow just now.
The girls are soaking in the hot springs, chatting about private topics. In the hazy heat, you are so close, but you seem to have your own private space. The smell of sulfur in the air and the hot hot springs gradually engulf your reason, unloading.
Your defensiveness is like being drunk. Your brain no longer stays awake and you can easily speak out the words buried in your heart and reveal your heart to the people around you.
In such a situation, your relationship will naturally heat up quickly. If you communicate honestly and heart to heart, one day will be better than three years of nodding acquaintance.
And what is the difference between girls and boys?
The girl was talking about how handsome a boy in school was, and how she wanted to marry him and lie in his arms and count his eyelashes one by one.
The boys are discussing which girl is really tolerant and generous. They really want to marry her home and be their good wife and mother, working hard day and night.
There is essentially no difference.
Yuan Zhisheng thought this way and felt that a piece of his missing experience had been filled in. He had never been on a school trip, but he had always longed for the experience of traveling with friends.
Since we are friends tonight, Yuan Zhisheng is going to ask some questions that should be asked between friends.
"Crow, what are you going to do next?"
"In the future?" Crow and Yaksha looked at each other, "Boss, if you leave the family, you still have to leave two people here to watch over it? We will watch over it for you. Maybe one day you will come back to take charge of the family on a whim.
Maybe."
"The possibility of this is zero." Yuan Zhisheng said without hesitation, "Haven't you ever thought about returning to normal life?"
"...Boss, for people like us, joining the underworld means a lifetime. Besides, Yasha and I don't know what to do except this 'work', so we can't really become actors, right?" Crow was helpless.
"That's it." Yuan Zhisheng said softly.
He was not prepared to persuade Crow to quit and become a normal person in the future. He couldn't even control his own life, so what qualifications did he have to care about others?
He was just curious about what the people around him thought.
But it sounds like Crow and Yasha are hopeless and will be tied to the underworld for the rest of their lives.
But that's okay, let them stay in the family to guard him. Even though it's impossible for him to come back, as long as he thinks that there are two barely reliable guys guarding him in the family, he can feel more at ease.
He slowly closed his eyes and fell asleep peacefully while soaking in the warm spring water.
He wanted to take a short nap to completely wash away the fatigue of recent days and prepare for the next storm. When the storm passed, he could leave the family and live his own life.
I don't know how long it took, time passed quietly in his unconsciousness.
The man in the hot spring suddenly woke up, causing a huge splash of water.
He stood in the hot spring panting, looked around in disbelief and tremblingly, and made sure that he was still in this open-air hot spring. He suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, and his whole body became completely exhausted.
He just had a dream.
In the dream, the cherry blossoms really fell from the tower like cherry blossoms and hit his heart.
－－－－－－Digression－－－－－
In the original novel, they went to greet the trio before they even finished the hot spring bath.
If Chu Xia is the protagonist of Long Second Line.
Then there will be a lot of protagonists in the third line of Dragon. Logically speaking, it shouldn't be written like this, because what everyone mainly wants to see is Lu Hui, but as long as this fanfic has Lu Hui's emotional line, this book will not be less, but there will be others.
I really like the other characters in Dragon 3: Sakura falling like a cherry blossom from Tokyo Tower, Zhen daydreaming about the bright future, and the "righteousness" who inherited the boss's life lying behind the floor-to-ceiling windows. Outside the window is the city he loves, buried
Zuo Bolongzhi who lived with the people he loved...
So even if I lose my grades, I still decided to write a group portrait.
Everyone should have seen some clues. Yes, some people will get memories of their previous life under someone's intervention.
The most important thing in life is to do it again.
The real restart is not about one person, but about everyone's destiny being rewritten.
If you could do it over again, would Yuan Zhisheng still want to go to France?
This chapter has been completed!