Chapter 102 You are a person with extremely low self-esteem!
This unpredictable statement is contrary to the mainstream values of the Ironborn.
...It’s just that, to Jessica’s ears, this had a big psychological impact.
She is arrogant and has always been...
This "arrogance" caused her to close herself off. During her three years in college, she didn't have any friends and rarely communicated with her parents. This left her alone, living alone in her own sealed cage.
Especially being a singer made it even more difficult for her to accept her own depravity, which made the wall of arrogance even stronger... If it hadn't been for the unexpected discovery of her secret, it would have been difficult for her to say so many words. Of course, these
The words were just for negotiation, to let Mo Zhi help him keep the secret.
Unexpectedly, the unpredictable words "There is nothing to be ashamed of as a singer" actually gave her a sense of identity that she had not seen for a long time. This sense of identity was like a cracked land that had been dry for several years and suddenly experienced a drought that lasted for several days.
Runyu.
In fact... Mu Zhi didn't think so at all. He just retained the inherent impression of the earth, and simply thought that the identity of "bar resident singer" was obviously normal... It's just that there are no singing auditions in this world, otherwise the situation in front of him would be
Jessica has the opportunity to become a popular singer in Ironborn society, and success and fame will come just as easily.
There was a hint of hope and expectation in Jessica Yang's beautiful big eyes, as if she wanted to hear Mo Zhi continue talking. These were all seen in the eyes of the latter who was looking at her...
After being silent for a long time, Mu Zhi turned around, stared at the ground next to him and sighed:
"Jessica Yang...you are also a pitiful person..."
"Pity?" Jessica was stunned for a few seconds by the sudden change of conversation. However, her usual aloof attitude quickly regained its peak, and her tone was full of disdainful questioning:
"I'm pitiful?"
Mo Zhi nodded.
"Joke! How can I be pitiful?" Jessica Yang's voice was a little erratic, and her tone was in vain:
"I have been in college for three years, and my average grade is A-level. At least in our class, no one has better grades than me;"
"I am interning at Xinyu, which is probably the best unit among psychology interns this year... although you are also here;"
"I am the top singer at Xinglong Villa Nightclub. Every day I see people from the upper echelons of Hot Spring City..."
Ignoring Jessica Yang's excitement, because all this had been expected... Unpredictable waved his hand gently and said with a smile:
"You know you are a psychology major, but you have never conducted a psychological analysis on yourself..."
This sentence made Jessica Yang's expression stagnant again, and her emotions that were about to get excited died down again...because it was said right again.
I am a psychology major, and I am trying to win this batch of outstanding graduates. I plan to continue my studies and make analysis of others my career in the future... But this is true. I have never done it to myself.
What psychological analysis.
Unpredictable didn't give her much time to think, and said:
"People who study psychology have never analyzed themselves. Don't you think this is abnormal?"
"You must be thinking now that this is just negligence or carelessness, because I never thought there was anything wrong with me and thought it was normal... After all, Ironborn are always used to commenting and examining others, but they can't see it in the mirror.
Self, do you just have this kind of mentality?"
Jessica Yang was silent...That's what she was thinking at that moment...
"Since we are doing an internship, let me try to analyze it today!" Mo Zhi said with a smile:
"Just think of it as your reward for helping with the internship report! Of course, you don't have to agree with the results, and you don't have to take it too seriously. This is your right, and it should be treated as a game between our colleagues..."
Jessica Yang swallowed subconsciously. She didn't know why, but she suddenly became interested in what Mo Zhi said about analyzing herself.
This is weird...
"Look, now you are interested in this psychological analysis!" Mozhi stared into Jessica's eyes, always controlling Jessica Yang's psychological changes.
This time, Jessica was completely surprised and her eyes widened...
I don't know which sentence she started from. She suddenly had an illusion. This illusion was like having an eye placed on her chest that could peer into her heart, any thoughts, and thoughts.
All the darkness in his heart was instantly exposed under the other person's gaze.
"You are very confused about why you are interested in this psychological analysis, because..." Mo Zhi kept the smile on his face:
"You lack a sense of identity so much. When someone wants to understand you, you also want to know what others think of you, right?"
Jessica doesn’t speak…
"From my perspective..." Mobi's face returned to its usual seriousness, pretending to be as serious as a stickman:
"You are excellent... so amazingly excellent!"
"You are naturally beautiful. Even without makeup, you are a rare beauty... You have excellent grades in all areas. You want to get an excellent graduate. You want to continue your studies and become a person like Luo Sheng;"
"You went to Xinglongshanzhuang nightclub and became a singer six months ago, and you even became famous instantly and became the number one..."
"Your excellence gives you the capital to be proud of, so... you are an extremely proud person."
After hearing these words, Jessica raised her eyebrows, as if asking: This is obvious at a glance...
Iceberg goddess, how could she not be arrogant?
Having prepared the groundwork, Mo Zhi paused and said slowly:
"What I don't understand is how such a proud person could take up the profession of singer, a profession that is full of stains among the Ironborn... It doesn't make sense at all!"
"Are you saying that you think being a singer is not a dishonorable thing?" Jessica Yang interrupted at the right time.
"My opinion is not important." Mozhi said calmly: "After all, I cannot replace all the Ironborn, or in other words, I am just a heretic..."
"After I knew that you were Mo Yao, you did not hesitate to make a deal with me and asked me to help you keep this secret. This shows that in your heart... you do not like Miss Mo Yao as a singer, and even very
You mind, don’t you?”
Jessica nodded helplessly... She wanted to refute and scold. This impulse came from her pride, but she couldn't find any reason to overturn it... because the unpredictable speculation was fact.
"So, in this case, the problem comes..." Mobi chuckled softly: "You don't like to be a singer. You mind your identity as a singer. You know that it will bring stains to you, but you still fail to obey yourself.
In my heart, I went to Xinglongshanzhuang Nightclub."
"This is a contradiction, isn't it? With your good looks and knowledge, you will have a good future and life. It seems that there is no need to be a top singer. This is another contradiction..."
Jessica Yang's forehead was sweating slightly...
"My understanding can only be that you have a mysterious obsession with entering the upper class!" Mozhi looked at Jessica Yang and said calmly:
"The only way it makes sense... Being a singer can bring you into contact with a large number of people in the upper class. If you hope to get in touch with a diamond man and marry him, it doesn't matter even if you are a mistress. After all, even if you are a mistress, you can get into the upper class.
Tag of."
"Is there anything wrong with this?" Jessica Yang's voice was trembling, but she still insisted on retorting.
"Don't get excited, I'm not trying to attack your values. It's your freedom to choose what kind of life you want..." Mo Zhi waved his hand:
"Don't forget, what we are conducting now is just a psychological analysis. We only analyze logic and do not talk about big principles."
"Next, we can get a conclusion."
...Jessica pondered for a moment and looked at the unknown.
Unpredictable, there was no business involved, and he said directly:
"Why is such an outstanding person so persistent in entering the upper class, even at the cost of betraying himself... I don't want to discuss the right or wrong of this value, I only speculate on the source of this value."
"My conclusion is that this kind of value comes from... you are a person with extremely low self-esteem!"
Jessica Yang felt as if she was struck by lightning. She sat frozen across from him and opened her mouth, but did not speak.
A woman who is as arrogant as an iceberg, an outstanding student who ranks first in the class, and a top singer in one of the largest nightclubs in Hot Spring City, would have low self-esteem? If she told this, no one would believe it, but Jessica
At this time, he remained silent and sighed heavily in his heart.
Mu Zhi crossed his hands, supported his chin, looked at Jessica Yang who looked uncertain in front of him and said slowly:
"Behind any kind of behavior that is superior to others, there is a sense of inferiority that needs to be hidden... I have seen too many of this sense of superiority over others in you."
"With this premise, everything makes sense. We might as well deduce it from the beginning."
"Because of your low self-esteem, you are persistent and strive for excellence in everything, which makes you accustomed to being superior to others in everything... Of course, this is not entirely a bad thing, and it gives you very good academic performance."
"But, you also know that being excellent at everything cannot exist in reality, because except for the protagonist in the novel, it is impossible for anyone to do it."
"So...this mentality gradually formed a psychological barrier and changed..." Mobi raised his head and glanced at the ceiling, thinking and speculating:
"This kind of mentality should be changed to...don't be awesome at everything, just be insurmountable by others in one area."
"Through academic performance? This is impossible, because there are too many top students, so after thinking about it, you focus on an innate talent, which is your beauty! At this point,
You have the greatest advantage, at least in your current environment, no one can surpass you!"
"So, how do you let your beauty prove that you are superior to others? As a woman, of course... your man is better than others, even if it is not completely your man!"
"Where can such a man be found?" Mo Zhi returned his gaze to Jessica Yang and said with a smile:
"Of course it's the upper class, those high-ranking officials, or wealthy businessmen..."
"Miss Mo Yao, do you think so?"
Unpredictably watching Jessica Young with a smile...
This chapter has been completed!