Murong Xi was the only person who gave her warmth in her previous life, the person who gave her hope but also made her despair.
"Girl, why are you crying?"
"Don't cry, I'm here, don't be afraid."
"Girl, you have to be strong. Don't cry."
"Girl, love yourself well."
"Girl, I'm leaving, I'll be back. Wait until I come back."
After all, the young man's promise could not withstand the changes of the years. The young man finally left and never came back, taking with him his last attachment to the world.
During the long and boundless years of loneliness, she once thought that she liked him and loved him. But after meeting Nangong Jue, she discovered that it was not love, but dependence, a kind of spiritual sustenance.
She had even forgotten about this young man, but she didn't want him to be standing in front of her alive today.
But she found that even though her breathing was not smooth, her heartbeat could no longer beat with his presence.
It turns out that time is not just about missing people.
Standing next to Nangong Jue indifferently, listening to him say that he had lost his words, and looking at his bitter smile. I felt a little complicated in my heart, but I knew that I couldn't do anything.
Nangong Jue noticed something was wrong with Nangong Yi immediately, but he just stood next to her, holding her sweat-wet palms tightly, with a lot of thoughts in his heart.
Believe in her! Believe in her!
Nangong Jue heard his heart say this to himself.
He was also secretly surprised that they had only known each other for half a month, when did he give her such unconditional trust...
There is a thought that is as clear as if it is playing back and forth on the screen. What this girl wants is to never look back. If he doubts her once, the relationship between the two will break.
Nangong Jue thought, it turns out that lovers can really be in touch with each other.
At the next table, Murong Shi just patted Murong Xi on the shoulder, but didn't know what to say.
Murong Xi was still smiling, just like Nangong Yi remembered, but it was more bitter, "Mu Ling, tell me honestly, Mu Qing really left?"
Xia Muling seemed to be very sad, crying secretly, her voice naturally choked with sobs, "It's...I, I don't know why she left."
Walk?
Nangong Yi pondered secretly and soon remembered what happened.
In her previous life, shortly after Murong Xi left, she fought her first war with the head of the Xia family.
She wanted to conduct a negotiation on behalf of the Xia family, and the negotiation involved arms, so she had been cautious.
In her last life, that negotiation almost cost her her life. She spent more than a year undergoing treatment, learning more skills, and completely closing herself off from the outside world.
During that year, she was completely comatose and almost in a vegetative state for half a year, but then she suddenly got better.
The current time happened to be the period when she was in a coma.
Is it possible that Xia Muqing in this life died in that negotiation and will never come back?
This also just explains the reason why his soul is in Nangong Yi's body instead of returning to himself.
"Xi, don't be too sad. Maybe Miss Xia is fine?" Murong Shi felt uncomfortable seeing his brother Murong Xi acting like this, so he comforted her.
"Brother, I promised her that I would not leave her. Qing'er is afraid of the dark, and I want to find her..." Murong Xi's expression was decadent, his words were a little incoherent, but his eyes were firm.
Looking at him like this, Nangong Yi felt warm in her heart, but also a little sad.
In her previous life, she had always thought that Murong Xi had forgotten her and therefore stopped looking for her, but now she knew that he had not forgotten.
He had looked for himself, but he just happened to be absent.
Thinking of this, Nangong Yi sighed slightly, just because they were not destined.
But now, she already has Nangong Jue, and she has never interacted with her again...