In the next two days, everything after grandma’s death was completed according to local customs.
Ashes to dust, dust to dust, and slowly will be forgotten by the world.
Hutao cried, but her eyes were red and swollen.
She cried about her grandma's death, and even more about her miserable life.
In the past, only she knew about her embarrassment, but now she was suddenly exposed to the world, making her feel embarrassed and humiliated.
Ling Yeshen drove a car and took Hu Tao with him from home overnight.
Yes, she just finished taking care of grandma's funeral affairs, and she couldn't stay any longer. She wanted to escape from the place that suffocated her.
She was silent all the way, looking out the window in a daze. In fact, the window was completely dark and she couldn't see anything.
This dark night seemed to swallow her up.
At eleven o'clock in the evening, the two of them arrived in the city.
Ling Yeshen asked while driving: "Are you okay?"
Hutao nodded and said nothing.
It was like this tonight, Hutao didn't say a word to him.
He asked again: "Shall we go back to school?"
He thought that if she wanted to go back to school, she would buy a ticket for the early morning.
Hutao shook his head but still said nothing.
Ling Yechen sighed, found a hotel on the roadside, and parked the car.
"Let's go, get off the car, and spend the night here. Let's talk about anything tomorrow."
Ling Yechen got out of the car, got her wheelchair, and carried her out of the car.
He is very skilled in this action and has done it countless times.
Hutao was obedient and was pushed into the hotel by him.
The two found a standard room. Ling Yechen was worried that she would be left alone. She didn't even want to wash her face, so Hutao lay on the bed.
She was so tired that she didn't want to do anything or say anything.
She knew her father's temper, but she never thought he was so extreme and evil.
Before grandma was buried, he drank until he went crazy.
He used to curse a lot, but Hu Tao never thought that he would do this in front of so many relatives and friends.
Hu Tao feels that she has lost all her face in this life.
This was also the darkest day for her, and she couldn't even see the future of this family.
As I thought about it, tears fell unconsciously, but I didn't make a sound, so Ling Yechen didn't notice.
Hutao fell asleep. She was too tired and fell asleep after thinking about it.
But Ling Yechen did not fall asleep.
In the past few days at Hutao's house, he finally understood why Hutao didn't fit in with others at school, and felt low self-esteem and sad.
This is the first time he has seen such a father.
It seems that there is no care or love for this family and this daughter.
You can even get drunk in front of everyone and curse people endlessly all night long.
In the middle of the night, Ling Yechen was awakened by Hu Tao's sleep talking.
Hutao yelled for a while: "Grandma, I miss you", and then yelled again: "Dad, don't be like this, please, can you wait until the things are done before making trouble?"
She begged and begged in the dream, but it seemed to be of no avail. Hutao didn't sleep well at all, and even started crying.
Ling Yechen glanced at the sobbing person on the bed next to him, and I reluctantly got up from the bed to see Hu Tao.
It doesn't matter if you don't look at it. When I see the tears on her face, my heart suddenly hurts.
He pushed her gently and found that she was asleep.
She actually cried even when she fell asleep.
He thought she was too tired to wake up even when he pushed her.
Although she was not awake, as soon as Ling Yechen came closer, she suddenly reached out and grabbed the corner of his clothes.
Later, no matter how hard he tried to break free, she would not let him go.
He was very sleepy in the middle of the night and had not slept well recently.
He thought about it and simply climbed into her bed and lay next to her, but she still didn't let go of his clothes.
He had no choice but to lie down awkwardly.
Hutao seemed to feel someone approaching, and she got closer to him little by little, and never let go.
Hu Tao slept peacefully, Ling Yechen was also sleepy, and the two of them fell into a deep sleep.
At dawn, light shines through the gaps in the curtains.
Ling Yechen opened his eyes in a daze and found Hutao clinging to him like an octopus.
Only then did he remember that he seemed to have climbed into her bed last night.
He was afraid that Hu Tao would wake up, so he wanted to pull away gently, but when he moved, he woke up Hu Tao.
Hu Tao opened her eyes and was stunned for a second before she saw clearly that it was Ling Yechen.
Ling Yechen was also embarrassed and looked at her quietly, not knowing how to react.
Hu Tao even more so, she stopped moving just looking at him.
She was wondering why he was in her bed and whether something happened.
Finally, Ling Yeshen said: "I didn't do anything. You kept talking in your sleep last night. I originally wanted to wake you up, but I didn't expect you to grab me and not let me go.
Hu Tao was relieved when he heard that nothing happened, but the rest was full of embarrassment.
After thinking for a while, she lay back down again, leaving him with a back view.
Looking at her movements, Ling Yechen knew that she wanted to sleep for a while.
In fact, apart from not wanting to get up, I also don’t want to face such an embarrassing scene.
It felt like nothing was right, so she might as well go to bed, or so she thought.
Ling Yechen didn't get up either. To be honest, he was very sleepy and had no intention of getting up.
He also did something that even made him feel like he was having trouble with his brain.
Like a walnut, continue to lie down with your back to her.
Hutao felt that he was lying next to her, but she didn't know what to say, so she could only pretend not to know and remain silent.
This night, both of them slept very well.
When I woke up, it was already four o'clock in the afternoon.
Ling Yechen woke up first. This time he slept alone on the edge of the bed, so it was easy for him to get up without disturbing her.
Hutao woke up after he finished washing.
She became confused and couldn't remember what year, month or time it was.
"Wake up, come on, wash up and then go out to eat."
Ling Yechen said to her sitting on the bed.
Hutao nodded, very well-behaved.
Afterwards, the two went to the hotel restaurant to have dinner.
Hutao is still very silent, she is really becoming more and more taciturn.
After dinner, Ling Yeshen pushed her wheelchair and took her for a walk in the nearby park.
There were few people, the night was cool, and it was just the two of them.
"Will you go back to school tomorrow?" Ling Yechen asked.
Hutao answered without even thinking, "Come back, it's okay here. Thank you these days. When your feet can go to the ground, you won't have to take care of me anymore."
After sleeping for a day, Hu Tao has almost recovered. She wants to go back to school. She has thought clearly that she must get her feet better quickly, and then work hard to earn money and study, so that she can have a good life in the future.
The time in the park didn't last long, the two of them went back in just ten minutes.
The October night was indeed a bit cold, and Ling Yeshen was afraid that she would catch a cold.
At night, Hu Tao fell asleep, but Ling Yeshen couldn't sleep.
He had nightmares again, and then began to suffer from insomnia.
Ever since Hu Tao lived with him, she hasn't had insomnia for a long time.
Attending Hutao's grandma's funeral these two days, he thought he would lose control and lose sleep, but everything was normal at Hutao's house these past few days.
He thought the main reason was because he was in the same room with her.