From the bottom of her heart, Xiuyan certainly hopes that her best friend, whom she has known since childhood, can find a good home, and she also knows that her best friend's temperament is definitely not good.
To put it bluntly, Miaoyu's character is vain and pretentious, impetuous and sensitive, a little stubborn and introverted, and sometimes has a strong rebellious mentality. If Xiuyan had not had such a good temper, someone else would definitely not be able to get along so well with Miaoyu.
Of course, Miaoyu's character is not without its advantages. For example, she is frank and straightforward, or impulsive. She is also kind and generous, and she is willing to share good things with herself. She is unwilling to tell others about many things, but to Xiuyan
Come, but willing to reveal your heart.
"Sister's complexion seems to be much better than in the past few months, and her mood seems to be much better." Xiuyan smiled and held the green jade bucket. This is for Miaoyu's own use. Other than Xiuyan, no one else can use it.
"It seems like my sister is very satisfied with where she lives now."
"I can't say I'm very satisfied. I'm living under someone else's care, so don't care too much. Besides, I'm a person who cultivates my hair, so how can I be so particular about it?" Miaoyu said with indifferent concern on her face, "It's you, who is doing so in the big world."
After staying in prison for so long, it’s not easy for me to live and raise a general for a while. I asked you to come and stay, but you refused..." "Thank you sister for your kindness. There are a lot of people here with Miss Lin. Why should I cause trouble again? If I
That's enough for one person, but with parents, that's not appropriate. "Xiuyan shook her head," I mean, my sister leads me to practice, but I still have to live a long life? My sister in Cong Cui'an has also been practicing for so long, and she doesn't have to.
See your sister looks so good? "
Miaoyu choked slightly, Xiuyan's unintentional words made her a little embarrassed.
In terms of comfort and satisfaction, Miaoyu of course prefers Guancui'an. Not only is the environment elegant and she has no worries about food and clothing, but the chefs in the Grand View Garden can also change the taste from time to time according to her own appetite. The people in the garden also treat her very well.
Very polite, Miaoyu felt a little happy and reluctant to miss Shu.
However, the Jia family was suddenly raided, which awakened Miaoyu's dream.
Immediately afterwards, Daiyu and she moved out together. Although Feng Ziying had already made arrangements, this residence was not bad, so she gradually got used to it.
At this time, Miaoyu seemed to realize how pleasant it was to live in the Cuicui Nunnery all her life, carefree and leisurely. But why did it become like this?
The day she came out was not bad. How could the Feng family treat Daiyu poorly? But even these changes made Miaoyu a little uncomfortable and uncomfortable.
She suddenly discovered with some panic that she was not even satisfied with this kind of life. But once Daiyu married into the Feng family, and she had to continue her career as a hairdresser, I was afraid that she would really have to live in Beijing.
He could find an ordinary nunnery and live an ordinary or even austere life, but could he still live frugally like he did before he entered Jia's family a few years ago?
After repeated calculations countless times, she gritted her teeth and tried to learn to adapt in advance, which surprised everyone in the house, but Miaoyu still found it difficult to go back to the past.
She still had vivid memories of the past time in Suzhou and when she first entered the capital and lived in Muni Temple, but why did it feel so strange and even torturous?
It was precisely because of this comparison, especially the period of panic and worry when Rongguo Mansion was raided, and then the calmness after slowly settling down, that Miaoyu realized that she seemed to be a common person in essence.
I like all kinds of shoes from Tuyunfang, Ruixialou's skirts and waistbands, Wanbofang's chest wraps, and Miaojinshe's cloaks and jackets. These are the top clothing production workshops in the capital city.
Not only does it make custom-made clothes for the imperial palace, but it also makes inner and outer clothes for wealthy ladies and ladies of the capital.
In addition to these, there are also tea sets from Linglong Pavilion, various snacks from Suji Restaurant, preserved meats, roasted seeds and nuts, and tea that she can’t live without for half a day, Laojun Mei, Junshan Silver Needle, Lu’an Guapian, and
The scary fragrances from her hometown in Gusu are all Miaoyu's favorite.
And the little maid who is always at hand saves me a lot of work. At first I was not used to it, but now I have to bear all the tasks of boiling water and pouring tea, folding quilts and sweeping the floor, cooking and washing, wonderful
Jade couldn't imagine how she would live in the future without all this.
Just as she was slowly accepting all this, Miaoyu discovered that Feng Ziying's attitude towards her seemed to be changing more and more, becoming more and more indifferent and even a little indifferent.
Although Miaoyu's attitude towards Feng Ziying is complicated and unspeakable until now, she flatly refused to be her concubine, but the other party was not upset. She just said that she had to do this because of Lin Ruhai's trust, and she did not agree to it.
Abandoning this engagement contract, she put it on hold for now, leaving it for everyone to think about it carefully. But now that Daiyu’s wedding time is approaching, he has never mentioned how to deal with his engagement contract, which makes Miaoyu feel a little unspeakable.
taste.
Whether it's a waste or a success, even she herself can't tell how she envisions her future.
Miaoyu also knew that logically, since she had followed her mother's request to recognize her ancestors and take the surname Lin, her father would naturally have to decide on her marriage. Lin Ruhai's arrangement was in line with the rules. If she didn't agree or agree, she would not agree to it.
It didn't make much sense, but Feng Ziying seemed to have generously given herself a choice and was willing to follow her own wishes. If she was relieved at the time, now this choice has put herself in an awkward situation.
Do you really want to watch Daiyu marry into the Feng family, but you have to find a nunnery and live in poverty again? Miaoyu can't imagine it.
"Seeing that my sister has recovered, I was very distressed when she came out. Do you still have the bird's nest I gave you? If it's gone, I'll get some for you." Regarding her best friend, Miaoyu
She was very concerned about her. When Xiuyan first came out, Miaoyu hurriedly went to visit her and brought her bird's nests, ginseng and other things, which moved Xiuyan particularly.
Because of this, Xiuyan has been looking for an opportunity to persuade Miaoyu. Seeing that Daiyu is about to get married, it can be regarded as a plan for Miaoyu in the future.
"Thank you, sister. Also, those things cannot be taken regularly..." Xiuyan said quickly: "But Miss Lin and sister must take good care of themselves. Seeing that the wedding of Miss Lin and sister is coming soon, has sister ever
Have you considered it?"
One sentence made the whole room fall into silence. The expression on Miaoyu's face changed. She was a little confused and hesitant. Finally, her voice was a little lower: "I haven't thought about it either."
"Then what are sister's concerns?" Xiuyan knew that she had to calm down the other party's concerns and make the other party realize a certain sense of urgency.
"I can't tell. She has been looking forward to it, and it seems that she will be tied to a certain man for the rest of her life, but I don't know if I will live like that for the rest of my life." Miaoyu's words seemed a little incoherent, "
I can't say how much hatred and dissatisfaction I have towards him. Logically speaking, he is still kind to our family, but I can't say that I'm that close to him. He and Daiyu have been friends in adversity since childhood, and they share the same affection.
The position of wife and eldest wife was promised to her, but who am I? What’s the difference between me and a concubine? How different from those maids who surround him all day long and come and go as soon as he calls?”
"He and I have only met once in the past six months, and we haven't spoken more than ten sentences in total in the past year, right? This Cuicui'an is far away from Daoxiang Village. I see him going to Daoxiang Village more often than Laixiang.
There are many more Cui'an! I could have lived freely by myself, cultivating my mind and character, but I still fell into such a mundane and trivial life. I don't know what I will become in the future..."
Although Miaoyu used "he" and "she" over and over in her words and rambled on, it would be difficult for outsiders to understand. However, as Xiuyan, who knew Feng Ziying, Daiyu and Miaoyu very well, this was not a problem.
, she could even hear some resentment toward Feng Ziying and even Daiyu in Miaoyu's words.
This made Xiuyan a little scared and confused. Why was this sister a little dissatisfied with Daiyu's status as a lady? Could it be...?
Xiuyan didn't dare to think about it. The distinction between concubine and concubine was so strict that it was insurmountable in this era. Why was Sister Miaoyu still unwilling to accept Lin Daiyu's status as a concubine?
She wouldn't think that since she was older than Daiyu, and Daiyu respectfully called her sister, she would think that she should be the legitimate wife, right? How could this be possible?
At first, Xiuyan always thought that this sister was still addicted to this kind of life of half-cultivation and half-enjoyment of human fireworks, so she was unwilling to marry as a woman to avoid being affected. But now she feels that this sister's current situation is different from the previous two years.
Something was different. She seemed to be less resistant to marrying into the Feng family. Instead, she was a little dissatisfied with Feng Ziying's attitude towards her. The difference in status between Daiyu and her subverted her understanding and made some of the things she had initially prepared for.
Rhetoric is somewhat useless.
After calming down, Xiuyan was also preparing her words.
She knew that she could not touch some unspeakable aspects.
The relationship between the sisters Daiyu and Miaoyu is very delicate. Although Daiyu is usually aloof and even a little withdrawn, she still respects Miaoyu, her half-sister who is a concubine. What is going on in her daily life?
They are all thinking about Miaoyu, but this does not mean that Daiyu does not understand many things.
Although Daiyu is a few years younger, she is a direct descendant of the Lin family, so there is no objection. Even if the Jia family collapses now, it will not damage Daiyu's identity. Miaoyu's background is even more embarrassing, although she is nominally an official.
The young lady of the family is actually the wife of the prisoner of the church, and is even more despicable, but this cannot be said.
This chapter has been completed!