Chapter 93: Li Yuxin's ex-boyfriend (6)
"I was very angry at the time. I thought my dad was too unreasonable. How could he know that Xu Jun was not a reliable man? At that time, I thought Xu Jun was the best man in the world, and no one was better than him. I had a big fight with my dad, and my dad finally said to me that if I insisted on being with him, I wouldn't want him as a dad, and don't go back to this home again. In my memory, that was the only time my dad got so angry with me. Later, I chose to compromise and told my dad that I broke up with Xu Jun, but it was not. Later, he went to the United States, and I missed him, and for him, I also came to study in New York, and came from my dad. Now thinking about it, my dad is indeed right, and his vision of people has always been very accurate." Li Yuxin shook her head and sighed.
"People will change. I once thought that no matter what others become, Xu Jun and I will not change. I love him and he loves me. We will eventually be happy together. He will return to China for me, we get married, have children, have two, one boy and one girl. Although my father is an obstacle, I believe that my father will finally agree with us and bless us, because I believe Xu Jun, because he is very outstanding in my heart. In the past three years of returning to China, I have been thinking about him every day, in order to make myself less miss him.
Working wholeheartedly and constantly arranging work for yourself is just to make yourself tired. When you get tired, you can fall asleep when you fall home and fall asleep on the bed. In that way, you don’t have to bear the pain of thinking. You may not know that missing someone is really hard and uncomfortable, and waiting for one is even more uncomfortable. When I graduated three years ago, he went to a bank on Wall Street. He worked for a year and worked hard. So he was promoted. At that time, I asked him to return to China with me. He told me to wait for him for a year, saying that his career was just beginning and he is learning things now.
At that time, learning experience and ability, there is no better place in the world than on Wall Street. I believed him, and I returned home alone, preparing to wait for him for a year. Years passed, but he still didn't come back. He told me, asking me to wait for him for another year, saying that he would make enough money if he worked for another year, and after he came back, he would be able to marry me. I believed it, and waited for him for another year. In the third year, he told me that he had a very important project and had to wait for this project to be completed before he could go back. I believed it, another year, until now.
It’s not that I was going to give him a surprise to come to the United States to see him secretly, I might keep waiting for a scumbag, and a result that has no results at all. I don’t know when he became like this. Maybe, from the beginning, I was wrong. He was such a person himself, but I was too stupid and stupid to find out. I devoted my wholehearted efforts, but I got such a result. In terms of investment, this might be a completely failed investment. I lost a lot," Li Yuxin said self-deprecatingly.
"When I was a child, every time I was injured, my mother would tell me to be brave and say nothing is wrong. Now things hurt so much. But you won't hurt in a few days, and you won't remember it even then. Later, every time I was injured and encountered something I couldn't get over, I would remember what my mother said. Yes, people always magnify the pain in front of me infinitely, but after a while you will find that, in fact, it's really nothing big.
It's true, even after a few days, you won't remember this at all. I read an article online, which said that sometimes, you have something in your heart and want to talk to someone, so you call him, but no one answers the phone. The next day he called you back and asked you what you were doing, but at this time you lost the mood you wanted. Sometimes you fell in love with a piece of clothing and didn't like it, but you didn't have the code you wanted. The next day
The clerk called you and said that it was stock, but you had lost the desire to have it. You used to like someone, and the mountains and earth that you liked were so collapsed that you thought you would never like someone like this again. However, a few years later, when others accidentally talked about this person, you will suddenly find that your memory of him is so blurred that you can't remember. So, those excitement, impulse, can't let go, and can't bear it, will quietly disappear with time. Why do we have to forget and torture ourselves hard and persistently? All the past you thought you couldn't get over will pass. So, you should be a little open and forget him. He is just a passerby in your life. When you think of him again in a certain year and month, you may not remember what he looks like. Be happy, there is nothing in the world that cannot be overcome." Ye Lingtian said to Li Yuxin slowly while smoking a cigarette.
Li Yuxin looked at Ye Lingtian in surprise, and then carefully recalled Ye Lingtian's words, and the two of them kept walking forward.
"Yes, there is nothing that cannot be passed in one's life, and it will not be impossible to survive because of no one, thank you, Ye Lingtian, you look quite dull, but you are actually quite comforting," Li Yuxin said to Ye Lingtian gratefully.
"I'm just telling out some of my own experiences," Ye Lingtian said with a smile.
"Thank you very much for being by my side at this time. If you weren't here, I really don't know if I could survive it myself," Li Yuxin said lightly, and then said: "You can speak English, right? You have been speaking English before. Ye Lingtian, can you tell me who you are? I haven't noticed before. Now I think about it, I suddenly think you are quite scary because I suddenly feel that you are too strange. I originally wishfully thought you were just a security guard who didn't know anything, but suddenly I found that I actually know everything. French and English speak so well. You know everything about life habits abroad and can fight. Perhaps, you still have many things that I don't understand. Ye Lingtian, what kind of person are you?" Li Yuxin suddenly turned her face and looked at Ye Lingtian seriously.
"No matter what kind of person I was before, it was the past. My name is Ye Lingtian now, but you are just your bodyguard. Or you can also treat me as your friend. Let's go, it's getting late, so let's go back early. The United States is not a place that can be inferred by common sense." Ye Lingtian said lightly, and then speeded up. Because, walking far ahead, you will reach the hotel where they stayed. The hotel itself is near Xu Jun's residence, and Xu Jun's residence is the house that Li Yuxin rented when she was studying, which was near the school, not too far away.
Chapter completed!