"If I don't want you to protect me, I just want you to accompany me? I know that no one can protect me completely, and I don't want to use you to protect me, just because you are making me feel that no matter what danger I don't need to be afraid, because you are there. I just hope you can accompany me, because I don't want to leave you. Wouldn't this be possible?"

"You know that there are many people who suddenly broke into your home in the middle of the night and kept saying that they wanted to kidnap you, but they found that it was the conspiracy of the people around you. Then there are many people who want to use you to achieve their goals, and there is still some situation waiting. There seems to be no one in the world who can trust. Can you understand that situation?"

Yumiko cried and cried heartbrokenly, "Everyone only saw that I was the eldest lady of Xinyi Club and the jewel of the president's hand. There was no girl in Linyi County who forced me to be more glorious, but who has ever asked me how I felt? Who knows what I experienced? I don't want all this, I just want to spend my life safely."

She said, and pounced on Ye Lingtian regardless of everything: "Zhongye, can you not leave me? When I think of you regaining your memory and leaving me, I feel particularly scared. Or can you promise me that if one day you think of your memory and then you find that you don't have family, can you continue to stay by my side, or I can go with you, no matter what kind of relationship and identity it is. Anyway, if I don't have you, I don't even have the courage to live."

Ye Lingtian was silent. Yumiko's question was that he really couldn't answer. He looked at Yumiko's sad look and could actually understand Yumiko. After all, she was just such a young girl. It was a big blow to her when she experienced these things.

But Ye Lingtian still couldn't give up his rationality. He gently pushed Yumiko away: "What you said is just assumptions, and assumptions are meaningless. I understand your mood and situation, and I am very grateful for everything you have done for me, so no matter when, even if I recover my memory, no matter what my identity is, I will still treat you as a friend and will do my best to help you when you need it."

This is the only one who can promise Yumiko, but this is obviously not the answer Yumiko wants. She asked bitterly: "Taito, what I want is not a friend. I don't need you as a friend. After so long, you can't not understand my feelings for you. What I did is not good enough, and you don't feel even a little bit of about me? Are you really that bad?"

"This has nothing to do with good or bad. You are very good, but feelings are another matter. Besides, I don't want to talk about any relationship now. I don't want to let anyone down." Ye Lingtian looked at Yumiko and saw her crying so sadly, but it was indeed as he said, feelings are another matter. He knew very clearly that he was definitely not a relationship between men and women, so even if Yumiko was sad, he had no way to do it.

What he was thinking about was always the girl in his memory. Even if he couldn't even see her face clearly, he didn't know who she was. But Ye Lingtian was very sure that as long as he could see that girl, he would definitely remember everything.

In the end, Yumiko left crying and went back to her room. This was not the first time she expressed her feelings to Ye Lingtian and begged Ye Lingtian to stay, but what she got was still a hard rejection. After all, she was just a girl and could not give up and be sad.

Ye Lingtian looked at her back, but in the end he just went back to his room, saying nothing, and doing nothing. He knew that Yumiko's pain could only be thought through by herself, and his comfort or company would only bring her deeper misunderstandings.

Ye Lingtian also suffered from insomnia alone at night. He lay down and thought about a lot of things. From the time he woke up to what happened now, even to this day, he was still out of place with this environment and had no feelings for everything here. The only difference may be Yumiko. He admitted that Yumiko was a very good girl, but in his heart he always reminded himself: it is impossible to accept Yumiko no matter what.

The next morning, Yumiko's eyes were still a little red and swollen, and her voice was hoarse, obviously after crying for a long time. But she had calmed down. When she saw Ye Lingtian, she seemed to have a sigh of relief and smiled and said, "Fortunately, I'm still worried that you would choose to leave after being fussed like me yesterday. Fortunately, you didn't really leave, otherwise I might not feel at ease for the rest of my life."

"I'm sorry, I was too willful yesterday." After this night, Yumiko seemed to have matured a lot. She didn't look at Ye Lingtian and whispered, "Maybe there are too many things recently, so sometimes I feel unstable, and I will learn to control myself."

Ye Lingtian looked at her and felt like he was looking at his sister. In fact, he was really not good at having a sharp life. He said lightly: "It doesn't matter, you don't have to say sorry to me. I know that what you have experienced recently may be difficult for you, and you don't really want to drive me away. What's more, you still need me now, and I haven't found my memory back, so I'll stay. If you really get upset one day and don't need me, I will leave automatically."

Yumiko shook her head and said nervously: "Impossible. At any time, I will not drive you away. I am afraid that you will leave quietly one day..." When she said this, her eyes turned red again, and she hurriedly said: "I kept thinking about what you said to me last night. In fact, you were very right. It is better to rely on yourself than to rely on anyone. I also want to make myself stronger. However, in the eyes of others, I am always bound to the Xinyi Society. In fact, there is no relationship between me and Xinyi Society. Xinyi Society cannot recognize me, and I am even more unlikely to be the president or something. So, all I can do is to make myself stronger from other aspects."
Chapter completed!