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Chapter 2286 Regret is too late

"The nature of parents is to love and protect their children, including blocking bullets for them, and all the dangers and sufferings in life. I believe that your father will make the same choice without hesitation when he comes ten thousand times. It is normal for you to feel pain now, but pain will pass over time, and your life will be long. Even if you feel pain now, you will calm down ten years later and twenty years later. At that time, you should start a family and have your own children. At that time, you will be grateful to your father and understand him."

"Your father wants you to live, not only to bear and face these pains, but more importantly, he wants you to experience more meaning in life. He actually doesn't want you to remember this pain when facing this pain. He will hope you remember him, but just remember the efforts he has made for you and all the love he has done for you."

Ye Lingtian lit a cigarette and said slowly. So many things have happened in the past few days. According to Yumiko's personality, it is really unbearable, so he also patiently accompanied Yumiko.

Yumiko said blankly: "I know everything, but now I feel like I have been hollowed out and taken away everything. Tadao, I will never have a father again, and from now on, I will become an orphan in this world."

Yumiko said, tears had been falling. At this time, she looked just a heartbroken girl who had lost her parents, so fragile and helpless.

Seeing Yumiko crying, Ye Lingtian felt relieved. He knew that Yumiko needed an outlet to vent now, otherwise all her emotions would break down sooner or later, and her people would also completely collapse. In fact, it is understandable that a spoiled and willful young lady has never experienced any storms or setbacks, but she lost the person she loved most overnight, like she fell from heaven to hell. Few people could bear such a gap that could be digested in one go. She could cry and vent her emotions would slowly improve.

Ye Lingtian was silent, patting Yumiko's shoulder gently, giving her strength and comfort with this silent action. "Although your parents are gone, your love for you will never change. They just can't be with you and can't do anything for you like before, but they will always be your parents and will always love you."

Yumiko leaned on his shoulder with tears, and tears fell silently on Ye Lingtian's shoulder: "I know, what I hate is why I only understand why I didn't know how to cherish it at all in the past. I had to wait until now that I had completely lost it before I regret it. I regret that he gave me all of him, but I never gave him anything."

"I am so ignorant. I used to lose my temper at him in front of everyone, so that the boss of a gang in his dignified gang had no face in front of his subordinates. But he never blamed me for not being really angry with me. All he had was guilty of me, thinking that my mother would die because he was too incompetent before, and he was forced to go on this road and had no time to give me more love. He would just keep trying to compensate me and wish I could give the whole world to me."

"He was still thinking about me when he died. At the last moment, blood kept flowing out of his chest. He even struggled to speak. How painful it would have been at that time, but what he thought about was whether the remaining people of them could protect me from escaping..."

"When I close my eyes, I think of him, my mind full of thoughts, my thoughts on me, and the way he died for me in the end... I used to complain about him, thinking that he didn't care enough, and thought that he was not a qualified father, and he only cared about those messy things every day, and had no time to take care of me and accompany me. I often got angry at him and asked him why he was so irresponsible, but in fact, what did I have with him? In the past, as long as I was in Linyi County, he would go back to my villa no matter how late he was. Even if he just wanted to say something to me, I thought he was always drunk and felt that this was not company at all."

"So he rarely comes back. I don't want to come to see him myself because I don't like these people and the gang atmosphere, so I stayed away from him with confidence. Actually, now thinking about it, he has been taking care of my emotions carefully, but I have hardly given him and done anything for him."

"And I also hate his identity very much. Because he is the president of Xinyi Club, no one dares to make friends with me. Some people please me and pretend to be nice to me, but in fact, they call me the daughter of a gangster when they turn around, and more people dare not even talk to me. At that time, I felt wronged at that time, and when I got home, I would even point at him and get angry at him, saying that it was because of him, because he wanted to get involved in a gang, so I was in this situation now."

"He actually looked very ugly at that time. I got up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom. When I saw him drunk, he was holding our family photo in his hand. He told me that he didn't want to, and he would rather be an ordinary driver. The family was together and beautiful, but he couldn't tolerate that he couldn't even protect his family. He had lost my mother and didn't want me to be bullied by others in the future and threatened his life. He couldn't do anything..."

"Actually, thinking about it, a long time ago, he was a very tolerant person. He never caused trouble to anyone with a smile on his face, and he would rather suffer losses and resolve things. If my mother hadn't suffered such a blow to him, he wouldn't have gone on this path anyway."

"But, I never understood him at that time. I was always resentful in words and psychology. I always felt that it was all caused by him. He was often drunk during that time. I was angry and felt that he was worried about Xinyishe and socializing all day long. In fact, he must have been hurt by me at that time, but he could only drink to relieve his sorrows. Because he considered my mood, he felt that he had lost his mother and was facing a father who was a gang member. My heart must be very painful, so he never wanted to get angry at me. So, when I said I hated everything here and wanted to leave, he was silent for a long time, and finally agreed to me to go to Micheng to study."
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