Chapter 3282 irreparable
Tadao Yamada looked at her quietly: "Yumiko, you should know that I have told you more than once my guess."
"Although I can't remember the past, I can be sure that in my life, in addition to family, relatives and friends, there is also a very important woman. The person I love most in my life, even if I can't remember the past events related to her or her appearance, the feelings that are almost engraved in instinct will not change or disappear."
"So, I must find my roots, find her, and spend the rest of my life with her. A person's life is not long, it's only a few decades in total. For me, it's even less than many years. My past is equivalent to losing all my past, but I can also feel that the past years have had ups and downs, and it's not a waste of life. Therefore, I must live the rest of my life well and spend my old age with the one I love the most."
Yumiko looked at him blankly, tears rolling in her eyes, but at this moment, her heart was the deepest wound.
"But your memory has not been restored yet. With a little so-called illusory feeling, how can you find it? This world is so big, how could you find this person by yourself? Maybe you will never find her again in your life, and the rest of the time will be wasted. Maybe your feeling is simply wrong, and there is no such person at all."
"And more than ten years have passed, and you have been away for more than ten years. How can you be sure that even if there is this person, she will still be waiting for you? Maybe she has given up and changed her mind, and is even no longer in this world."
"Taito, those are all illusory things, and there is no hope at all. Do you have to give up everything that originally belonged to you for this? Xinyi Industrial is now a symbol and representative of wealth, and all of this is yours. You can squander whatever life you want. And you don't know what your past is, and you may have nothing. Why do you take risks with all this now?"
Yumiko said with tears in her eyes: "The same is true, including relationships. You don't know if there is this person or not, but I will never change my life to you. Do you really want to give up all this now for those uncertain things?"
Tadao Yamada smiled and smiled faintly, "Yumiko, we have actually discussed these things for a long time, and you have always understood them, and you should know that you must be unable to convince me."
"If I really want to do so, I will not just control all this behind the scenes of Xinyi Industry. I can get more, and I even built a stronger Xinyi Industry at the beginning, and I can completely overcome you and there is no need to leave these to you to take charge."
"Maybe in your opinion, what I am looking for is uncertain and illusory, or it can be said that this is true. But in this life, people always pursue something. For me, this is what I pursue throughout my life."
"What you said is right. Maybe that person does not exist. My feelings are all false, but if I don't find it myself and verify it, how could I be willing to do so? If I searched for it all my life and found that everything was false, at least there would be no regrets."
"But if you don't go and tell yourself to give up, then I will regret it until I die."
"You said that even if she exists, she may have given up. I admit that disappearing for more than ten years is enough to forget someone and start a new life completely. Even I know that waiting without hope is a very hard thing, and I don't want her to wait like this. However, if she can let me go, it doesn't mean that I will let her go, at least let me know what kind of woman I have loved."
He said, smiling calmly, because the blurred figure appeared in his memory again, and he still couldn't see clearly, but he would never forget it.
"Even if it is really the worst plan, when I find it, she is gone, then I will at least find her, meet her, and tell myself that neither she nor me will be in vain. If there is a so-called next life, I will not waste every day I have been with her."
Yumiko's tears could no longer stop: "What about me? Then what am I? What am I doing all these years?"
Tadao Yamada sighed, looking at her, finally could only say one sentence: "I'm sorry..."
"I don't want to listen to what you say sorry. Can you promise me to ask me to go find it with you? You don't have the previous memories and go to find it alone. It's very troublesome and tiring and hopeless, but I can use the resources of Xinyi Industrial to help you find it. I just need to promise me that if she has forgotten that you have started a new life with others, or, or that she is no longer here, then you must come back with me and we will continue to live our life."
She looked at Tadao Yamada with a begging look, and the makeup on her face was almost bursting. She had never been so embarrassed in her life. She only wanted to spend her life with this man, such as self-esteem and the pride of a woman in front of her.
But she was finally disappointed. The man in front of her was also the man who treated her the best in the world, and even better than her father was to her back then. He gave her more and even everything, and made her unable to be moved by anyone else in her life.
But he could give her everything except the feelings she wanted most. All his kindness to her turned into cruelty in the face of this only impossible.
In the end, Tadao Yamada just shook his head: "Yumiko, I can't come back."
"As long as I have the chance, I will definitely come back to see you, but it is impossible to stay by your side."
"There is a reason, including my decision to leave. I know that as long as I am in one day, you will never let go of these impossible thoughts and are unwilling to start a new life. So it's better for me to leave."
He said slowly as if he hadn't seen Yumiko's tears: "And if I couldn't find her, I would keep looking for her until the day of my death. It would be impossible for me to come back. And if I found her, even as you said, I would continue to protect her. In the past ten years, I have been separated from her for too long and owe her too much. So for the rest of my time, whether it's one year or one day, or whatever she is now, I will stay there and protect her for the rest of my life."
"And it's not just her, but my roots. I am not a person here. People must find their own roots. They can't live their lives in a mess until they die. Just like the saying in China is called "Fallen Leaves Return to the Roots, for her and for myself, I will never come back after I find all this."
"Don't be sad or willful. You can't go with me. Xinyi Industrial cannot do without you. This belongs to you. And I don't know what will happen in the future. So you stay here well. One day in the future, if you meet someone who is really right, I will bless you."
"Yumiko, it is my luck to be able to meet you. Not only did you save me and let me live for more years, but it is also possible for me to find everything that belongs to me. In addition, your efforts have touched me very much over the past decade. It is precisely because of this that I hope that you can get the happiness you deserve, rather than wasting your time and feelings on me. You are still young and your life will be long in the future."
Chapter completed!