"Because I love you." Xu Xiaoqing did not avoid Ye Lingtian at all, nor did she dodge at all, and directly raised her head to look at Ye Lingtian.

Ye Lingtian looked at Xu Xiaoqing's eyes as hot as more than ten years ago and still chose to avoid it. He did not dare to look at Xu Xiaoqing's eyes, but chose to bury his head and drink. "For so many years, I have never forgotten you. For so many years, I still love you in my heart. I can tell you with certainty that Xu Xiaoqing has only loved one man in my life. This man is you, Ye Lingtian. In the past, now, and in the future, I will be like this. I am such a person. I have recognized one thing, and even I can't change it myself. Love is even more like this. From the day I fell in love with you, I knew that either I got you or I will be destroyed in your hands in my life, because I know that I will never forget you again, and I will never be able to do it again.

Go and fall in love with a man other than you." Xu Xiaoqing continued, still looking at Ye Lingtian with a hot look. "Lingtian, you can't not know about these things. You know more than anyone else how crazy and enthusiastic I loved you. I can say without hesitation that if I could, I would die for you without hesitation. I wouldn't even blink. This is me, I love so humbly, love

I am just a moth. Once I recognize the flame of love, I will hug the flame without hesitation, even if I know I will be burned completely." "Later... I don't want to say more about what happened later. You and I understand in my heart that I love the humble love, the persistence of love, the selfless love, but I don't want to lose my dignity as a human being, and I don't want to lose the friendship that I value the most. So, I chose to leave, but even if I leave, I can't forget you. I can't convince me not to think about you, I don't love you, nor can I control myself from going back to the East China Sea to see you. In addition to the pressure from my parents, I finally made up my heart.

When I was living in pain and torture, I almost chose to commit suicide because my life was worse than death. So my parents forced me to go on a blind date. In the end, I chose a way of almost giving up on myself and even more self-harm. I agreed to marry the man I had no good feelings at all. This was a kind of self-harm, and it was a crazy act made after extremely distorted psychology. At the beginning, it was completely this violent emotion. After calming down, because I had promised the other party, I couldn't take back what I said. On the other hand, I decided not to take it back because I felt that this might be the only way I could forget you to live your own life and your own life.

It is to find another man to marry, form a family and have children. After a long time, I will naturally forget you, be able to find yourself and be happy. So in the end, I insisted on choosing a lightning-like marriage, which is why I got married." "But I was still wrong. Even after getting married, I still can't forget you. My body belongs to another man, but my heart has never left you, and I have never lived in that marriage. So, I was not happy, and I was never happy in the end, even if he didn't.

I have never been happy to treat me like this because I don’t love him at all, because you have always been the only one in my heart." "If you ask me why I know that Chen Jun is a good man but I am not with him, then I will give you a reason. The first reason is what I just said, I have you in my heart, and I can’t explain him. Even now, I still can’t force myself to accept a marriage without love. This kind of marriage without love is like finding a sexual partner. Both

The relationship between them is limited to physical intersections, and there is no spiritual intersection between the two, just like my first marriage. I chose to force myself in the first marriage, but in the end I felt very uncomfortable. I was not doing well, so this time I couldn't force me to accept this marriage without love again. The second reason is that I don't want to get married. I may be because my own psychological trauma has been shadowed and I don't think marriage is a good thing, and I never think that in my opinion, marriage is pain.

Synonyms, he always gives people only pain, never joy or happiness. Look at my first marriage, although I love you in my heart and I don’t love him, I still manage that marriage very seriously. I work hard to be a good wife and mother, and try to play the role I should play, but what in the end? What did I gain? If that is because we don’t love, then let’s talk about another example, you and Yuxin, you and Li Yuxin, love you and Li Yuxin, and you are dead and alive. If you are between you

No one will believe it without love, but in the end? If you want to love so much, will there still be problems between you? Didn’t you cheat in the end and be unfaithful to her? She was also injured and was completely useless? Ling Tian, ​​I don’t say that to blame you, I’m just saying a truth, marriage is really not a good thing, nor is it a must-have, at least in my opinion. I think that being a person is much better than two people, I don’t want to get married, and I never thought of getting married again

, I'm just like I've been living alone." Xu Xiaoqing said seriously. "I didn't plan to say these words to anyone, but now, you've come today, and I think it's okay if I don't say them. Ling Tian, ​​please go back and tell Yuxin, you can choose to tell Yuxin what I said today, or you can tell her word-of-things. Sometimes, the more I'm afraid of hurting her, it will make her feel more uncomfortable. I don't have a prejudice against Chen Jun, nor do I cherish her kindness to me. I just don't want to get married, and I really don't want this marriage anymore. I admit that I'm living a very stressful life now, but this is the life I chose. I don't think I'm so sad and pitiful. Let Yuxin stop taking these marriages for me in the future.
Chapter completed!