Chapter 3098 Sai Weng lost his horse
Lin Hai was silent for a moment before slowly speaking: "I'm sorry, I really didn't expect it to be such a coincidence..."
"What's wrong with this? You didn't mean it." Xu Yawen smiled and said, "Of course, if you do it on purpose, you still have to thank you. After all, no matter what, the food in this restaurant is really OK."
"You don't need to say sorry, on the contrary, I want to say thank you. Thank you. I know you want to treat me to a meal, it's very formal, and I know you didn't expect to meet He Litao and the others to get engaged, and then I don't want me to witness all this. Actually, I'm very happy that you can care about my feelings and think about me everywhere."
"To be honest, when I first saw those, I felt very complicated. To be honest, I was very angry. After all, I found a newcomer so quickly, maybe I had already hooked up when I was with me before."
Xu Yawen said, smiling faintly: "Actually, it's not only Xiaoting who told me, but I also know in my heart who He Litao has always been. The main reason is that he was very realistic at that time, maybe it was too realistic. He only thought about the interests but did not consider the relationship too much, so I pretended not to know many things."
"Of course, it may be that he doesn't have much feelings for him, so he doesn't care about what he is like or what kind of person he is. To put it bluntly, I was considering more about the interests at that time, so he also considered that interests had no feelings for me, which was also very normal."
"Don't say that." Lin Hai said seriously, "You are just responsible and he has given yourself too much pressure and burden. In fact, you have paid too much, whether it is for Dacheng Group or this relationship. Of course, you have also made certain mistakes here, that is, you have considered too little for yourself and too much for other people and things. Now everything has passed, and it is time for you to live a good life for yourself. In fact, it is quite good."
"Otherwise, if you really force yourself to be with him, do you think you can be happy?"
Xu Yawen was silent and said for a long time: "You are right. If it were before, I had not experienced so many things, had not had that car accident, and my father had not tear me or lost everything. I might think that people like He Litao are everywhere in the business world in the circle before me, and marriages composed of interests are everywhere. Many couples even have different dreams in the same bed, but they have to tie them together for the sake of interests. This is what I think is the norm."
"And even worse, it's like my parents. My mother sacrificed her whole life and was betrayed and hurt in the end. It would be better to choose interests from the beginning, because at least interests will not betray them." Xu Yawen said, her eyes full of bitterness and pain.
These things have affected her for many years, and the harm she caused to her can be imagined. Therefore, it was not surprising that she made such a choice at that time, and it was not surprising that she got engaged to He Litao.
She might not have realized these things at that time, but Lin Hai understood them all, so even if she felt a little uncomfortable, it was because of He Litao, and he could still understand Xu Yawen.
"So, I have also agreed that I will go on that path in the future, thinking that interests are more important and more reliable than feelings. Until this car accident, my father's death, and Dacheng Group were taken away, and everything was completely lost..."
Xu Yawen was silent after talking about this. Obviously, she still needed the courage to face this matter.
"Actually, thinking about it, it is the blessing of losing one's life. It is this accident that made me escape from death. Then I realized that there are actually many things that are more important than interests, and feelings are more precious than interests. Moreover, even if interests are not betrayed, they will be taken away and make people's hearts distorted."
"And I am very lucky to survive now. Even if it is very painful, every day is very painful, and I have to keep busy every day, so that I can forget my father's tragic death, Zhang Wenyuan's betrayal, and Su Manyu's shamelessness... But gradually I also realized that even if I live in pain, there is still hope, which is much better than losing my life."
Since she was discharged from the hospital, both of them have tacitly mentioned the car accident. On the one hand, they are more of the fact that no one wants to poke the scars, because the car accident directly destroyed everything about Xu Yawen. Now she took the initiative to talk about her inner feelings, Lin Hai knew that she was really thinking about it slowly.
"I am now like living again. I also realized that if I had died with my dad like that, then my life would have been like this. Many beautiful things were given up and never owned. But what I fought for were things that I didn't actually need so much, which was like a waste of life. Therefore, I will not be as stupid as before."
Xu Yawen said, actually shed tears, but she quickly wiped away her tears and said to Lin Hai with a smile: "So you don't have to worry about me, I'm fine."
Lin Hai handed over a tissue as if nothing had happened and said, "I know you are fine, but your performance is still beyond my expectations. I think it's great that you can figure it out. Then we didn't come in vain today's meal, just treat it as a celebration for you and your new life."
"Thank you then." Xu Yawen said, showing a bright smile.
It can be seen that she is indeed slowly coming out. Although this experience is very painful for her, it also allows her to grow.
The reason why this restaurant has become a well-known internet celebrity restaurant is that in addition to the good location and atmosphere in all aspects, and the theme of the couple restaurant is highlighted, the food is indeed good, so it is no wonder that the business is really good. The two of them ate with laughter and laughter, and their mood gradually relaxed. Xu Yawen was obviously really happy.
So Lin Hai slowly thought in his mind: In the future, he would still have to take time to take Xu Yawen out for dinner and appointments from time to time. Even if it wasn't a relationship, at least two people could be happy like this.
After dinner, Lin Hai walked over to the front desk to pay the bill, while Xu Yawen took her bag to the bathroom and asked Lin Hai to wait for her outside for a while.
Because the restaurant business is very good, there are many other people besides this so-called engagement banquet. Xu Yawen didn't think too much about it and went in to wash her hands.
She was lowering her head and washing her hands when she heard a familiar and surprised voice next to her: "Yawen?"
Xu Yawen was stunned and subconsciously looked up, looking at the person in front of her, and calling her was nothing but He Litao.
He Litao was wearing a suit and ties, and he had a carefully shaped look, with a corsage on his chest and a bright ring on his hands. He obviously drank a bit too much with alcohol.
Xu Yawen never thought that she would meet He Litao like this. She originally had an engagement banquet on the second floor, and they had dinner in the lobby on the first floor. Moreover, there were so many people eating in the restaurant, she felt that she would not have met so by chance.
Chapter completed!