Chapter 23 The Past
The gap between the two is growing bigger and bigger.
After the war broke out and Zhou Tiankuo was injured, Hua Banzhi tried her best to ease their relationship.
Women are all greedy and want to replace the cinnabar mole in their hearts, and the result is even more miserable!
The relationship between the two fell to freezing point, and they learned from their mistakes. Hua Banzhi changed his strategy and began to study hard and improve himself. Didn’t he like the cinnabar mole in his heart?
As a result, the consequence of Dong Shi's imitation is just a joke.
After self-loathing, he embarked on the road of committing suicide. Zhou Tiankuo directly removed the firewood from the cauldron for his cinnabar mole in his heart. With a transfer order, he took her to the remote grassroots troops. Not only did the conditions be difficult, but there were people around him whom he didn't know, and no one could see him even if he wanted to commit suicide.
The result was that Hua Banzhi was alone in the empty house, almost driving herself crazy.
After living for half a lifetime, I jumped around like a clown, as if it was a joke.
This marriage is exchanged for a heart full of flowers and holes. When you are frustrated, you have to find some sustenance in your life so that you can continue to live.
The love flower has no courage to try again, and don’t look at her crying, making a fuss, and hanging herself, like a shrew. She is a very traditional woman in her bones, that is, marrying a chicken and following a chicken, marrying a dog and following a dog, and ending with one another.
Half a lifetime of lessons made Hua Banzhi clearly know that her honor and disgrace were placed on men, so she didn't dare to put housework in front of her leader no matter how she quarreled or made trouble.
At this point, her mind still has a clear understanding.
So Hua Banzhi put her spirit on her "work", but she came from the countryside, and she couldn't even read the big words in her pocket, and she was blind.
How difficult it is to learn from scratch? It starts with literacy with the ridiculed eyes of others.
At that time, it was a movement, and the more knowledge he had, the more unlucky he was. This made the benefit of being remote in the residence.
Moreover, Zhou Tiankuo was the top leader at that time, so it was still beneficial to be his lover.
Hua Banzhi provided them with shelter, and they taught her this stupid student.
Hua Banzhi has no purpose, learns everything, and refuses everyone to know because she doesn't know which one is good.
Politics, economy, military, history, philosophy, medicine, traditional literature, and even the Four Books and Five Classics... Hua Banzhi learns whatever you want.
The half-branch of flowers wandering in the sea of books opened the door to the new world, and then she realized many of the truths she had never understood before.
Whether in the Republic of China or at the beginning of liberation, in this era of alternation between old and new, rituals and music collapsed greatly. Some were conservative in the old system, with three wives and four concubines, and some were married and husbands followed the new system.
Abandoning your wife and children, abandoning your family, and getting married must be smaller than the other. The unrestrained disliked the original wife of the hometown and called her opposition to arranged marriages, breaking feudal etiquette, and pursuing freedom of love...
Those so-called progressive literati's faces are disgusting and even more annoying. The monsters and monsters in that era were just tossing and pretentious when they lived...
Victory, liberated, promoted, and changed to a wife! This is that era. Because of the revolution, the so-called dross of feudalism was broken, no one was willing to consider that the countryside wives suffered all their lives! Nurses, college students, and art troupes are all the favorite objects of those people.
There were family principles in the feudal era, and many people dared not change wives blatantly, but now! There is no such taboo, it is all revolutionary!
Although Hua Banzhi adheres to the morals of a wife and respects her parents-in-law, and as a wife, she does everything she can do, but she is born in the countryside and has no knowledge or culture, and can easily erase everything she has. Deception is even more sinful, and it is wrong from the root, so she has no chance to complain. She will finish what she does by herself and kneel down.
Hua Banzhi said nothing, even though she was making a mistake, she spent that era like this when it was a mess outside.
It is said that a person with poetry and literature is naturally elegant. Over the past ten years, the temperament of a flower half-brain has changed drastically, but it cannot stop the passage of time. When people get old, they don’t have the energy to make trouble.
Zhou Tiankuo was frustrated and obsessed with his career. With his strong roots, he had a prosperous career. After the change of opening up, he rose to prominence and even rose step by step.
The two ushered in a rare harmonious time, but they were just respectful to each other.
However, one thing made the two completely break up.
Hua Banzhi married Zhou Tiankuo for many years but had no children. She felt guilty and even inferior because of this, so she couldn't raise her head in front of Zhou Tiankuo.
But when he knew that Zhou Tiankuo had a surgery on purpose, it was because the cinnabar mole in his heart was because she had a miscarriage. So he punished himself like this, and it can only be said that Zhou Tiankuo was cruel enough.
It's a true sense of déjà vu of the protagonist in the novel, and she is the damn vicious supporting actress.
The blow from this incident made Hua Banzhi feel like he had sucked his soul, and he was seriously ill and had half his life lost.
Should I hate? Who should I hate? He hates him? Or I hate myself. I spent almost a lifetime of my life to understand a truth, that is, sometimes I must have, and no matter how long I live, don’t force it.
Divorce? The two of them are already ‘model couples’, and Zhou Tiankuo is a model for sacrificing their families as everyone. Zhou Tiankuo, who has a high position and power, is not allowed to divorce.
The two of them respect each other like ice and continue to live their respective lives.
Hua Banzhi closed her heart and refused anyone. Now she is different from the past. She is strong inside and does not need other people's pity and sympathy.
Living like a walking corpse, living alone and living old, thinking that one person has died, but who knew that he had entered the path of hell among the three evil paths in the six realms of reincarnation.
This path should be the most tragic cycle. As long as you are committed to the hell, you will have to go through various tortures until the sin is offset, and you will enter several other cycles again.
I think she didn't do anything traitorous or evil, and she was not a powerful person who held the power of life and death. She was very sinful, so why did she fall into hell?
I can't figure it out, and I don't have time to make it out for her.
The soul is like an old woman, pale and has no ability to resist. Unexpectedly, she is thrown into hell, a world where the strong are respected.
It was a meal on the plate that became an evil spirit in minutes. You could only fight with your mind and fight hard. If you fail, your soul would be scattered and you would never be reborn.
Hua Banzhi is fearless at all, and it’s better to be distracted. She is too tired to be a human being, but she doesn’t want to lose so much without understanding. Why?
Only after entering hell did I realize that what I suffered in the world was not worth mentioning. Rebirth was much more painful than reincarnation.
At this time, the flower has cut off love and love, and the mind has long been tempered and tempered into iron because of its entry into the world.
Although the force value is zero, you can still fight with your mind.
After seeing the evil and poison of human nature, these evil spirits are actually cute in Hua Banzhi's eyes.
Chapter completed!