Chapter 186 The Life of Luo Fengdao
In the night, the moonlight shines on the beach like a layer of holy light.
Situ Ling'er caught a few fish and Chen Yang set up a bonfire.
On such a night, the crowd seemed to be camping by the beach. Unfortunately, the lingering threat of death filled everyone's hearts.
The fish was roasted quickly, and although there was no seasoning, it was still very fragrant.
The fish is very delicious.
Chen Yang first handed Situ Ling'er one, then to Qin Lin and Mo Wu, and finally started eating it himself.
There are eight fish in total.
Two per person.
So at this moment, four grilled fish were moved to the shelf next to it.
While everyone was eating with relish, Luo Feng suddenly appeared there.
He walked towards this side.
Chen Yang immediately called Situ Ling'er to stand up.
Chen Yang did not dare to be careless about Luo Feng. Although the two sides had already made an appointment to fight, what if Luo Feng attacked him?
Even if you die, there is no place to reason!
Qin Lin and Mo Wu were sitting, and they also looked at Luo Feng with vigilance.
Luo Feng is in black under the moonlight, giving people a sense of supreme oppression.
Luo Feng slowly approached and finally arrived three meters in front of everyone and stood there.
"Can you give me a fish?" Luo Feng glanced at the four grilled fish next to him and suddenly said to Chen Yang.
Only Chen Yang was in his eyes because he felt that only Chen Yang was the opponent.
Chen Yang was slightly stunned and then said, "No problem."
After he finished speaking, he reached out to pick up the grilled fish rack and threw the grilled fish towards Luo Feng.
Luo Feng took it and he said coldly to Chen Yang: "As soon as the sky is dawn, it is time for us to decide one's life and death. But there is no deep hatred between us. So why not sit down and talk now?"
After he said that, he took the lead and sat down.
His seat was equivalent to exposing his biggest flaws and empty doors to Chen Yang.
It can be said that if Chen Yang and Situ Ling'er attacked at this moment, Luo Feng would be dead.
But Luo Feng's actions showed his honesty.
Chen Yang was slightly surprised, so he naturally would not take the initiative to attack Luo Feng.
Chen Yang's character is that if someone respects me, I will give you one foot. If someone doesn't offend me, I won't offend others. If someone offends me, he will definitely repay ten times!
Afterwards, Chen Yang and Situ Ling'er also sat cross-legged.
Luo Feng ate the grilled fish silently. After a while, a grilled fish was finished. He said to Chen Yang again: "Can you give me another one?"
Chen Yang didn't say anything else, grabbed a rack of grilled fish and threw it at Luo Feng.
Luo Feng took it.
Soon, he finished another one.
Chen Yang smiled bitterly and said, "If you want it again, then there will be nothing."
Luo Feng said lightly: "I'm full."
Chen Yang and others started eating.
Mo Wu and Qin Lin ate one and stopped eating it. They wanted to leave the remaining two for Chen Yang and Situ Ling'er.
Chen Yang and Situ Ling'er were not polite, and soon ate the last two pieces.
After eating this grilled fish, Chen Yang felt that his stomach was warm and comfortable.
Then, Chen Yang looked at Luo Feng and said, "You are not here just to eat grilled fish, right?"
Mo Wu and Qin Lin also looked at Luo Feng curiously, and they were also very curious about Luo Feng's purpose.
Before, Chen Yang and his group had a cold and bloody impression of Luo Feng.
But at this moment, everyone felt that Luo Feng was alone.
Luo Feng suddenly said, "Chen Yang, in your eyes, what kind of person am I? Am I a good person or a bad person?"
This is a strange problem.
Is Luo Feng a bad guy?
He killed so many people with all his might, and he should be said to be a bad person.
But he abides by the rules of the knockout stage, so how can he be said to be a bad guy?
Is that a good person?
Obviously not to say it.
Chen Yang glanced at Luo Feng for a long time, then said, "Why do you ask this?" Luo Feng said lightly, "Ask casually." Chen Yang asked, "Do you care about other people's opinions?"
Luo Feng said: "I don't care. I'm just a little curious."
Chen Yang said: "I think you are a good person."
Luo Feng was very surprised. He glanced at Chen Yang more and said, "Oh, why?"
Chen Yang said: "How to distinguish a person's good and bad? Doing good things is good people? Doing bad things is bad people? I think, in the eyes of the biological chain, humans want to eat them, then humans are absolutely bad people, and extremely vicious evil people. But in the eyes of humans, they are just food, so humans will not think that the person who kills chickens and sheep is bad people."
Luo Feng said: "Your statement is very fresh."
Chen Yang smiled faintly and continued, "So, I think you are a good person. At least, you follow your inner self. Then, for yourself, you are a good person."
Luo Feng said: "What about you, do you think you are a good person or a bad person?"
Chen Yang smiled bitterly and said, "I am not a good person. I have a lot of ideas, but I can't do it. Because there is a layer of morality in my heart that binds myself. At least, I am not a good person to myself."
"But, so what?" Chen Yang said lightly: "Good people, bad people, gentlemen, villains, etc. I don't care about these titles, no matter how others read them, I don't care."
"You have a clear conscience, and a gentleman is open and honest!" Luo Feng said: "You are indeed a person who doesn't care about other people's opinions."
Chen Yang is indeed the case, so at this moment, he just smiled faintly.
After a while of silence between each other, Chen Yang said, "I really didn't expect that we could have a moment of sitting down and having a heart-to-heart talk."
Luo Feng's eyes were like black ice, but at this moment, the ice in his eyes melted a little. He said, "I have never had any friends. This is the first time I have said so much to someone."
Chen Yang smiled slightly and said, "It seems that I should feel honored."
Luo Feng said: "Are you interested in listening to my story?"
Chen Yang was slightly stunned. He was very curious about Luo Feng’s experience. Luo Feng was willing to say it now, so he naturally wanted to hear it.
The same is true for Mo Wu and Qin Lin.
However, Situ Ling'er had no emotional ups and downs. She just snuggled quietly beside Chen Yang, like a well-behaved little wife.
Luo Feng fell into memories and said, "I am an orphan. I have been on an isolated island since I can remember. The island is an organization called the Heavenly King Revival Society. They adopted many babies and then trained them to killers. Among their peers, I have the highest qualifications and are most valued by the superiors. Therefore, the training I received is also particularly harsh."
"When I was six years old, I raised a bulldog. I named the bulldog Qiqi. At that time, Qiqi was the comfort of my life. No matter how hard the training was, how many scolds or beats I was. I could hold Qiqi at night, and Qiqi would comfort me and lick my wounds. It can be said that we depend on each other for our lives."
Speaking of this, Luo Feng paused and said, "Chen Yang, I believe he could also guess what happened later. When he was nine years old, the instructor who trained me to kill Qiqi with my own hands. If I didn't kill him, he would torture Qiqi to death bit by bit. I had no choice but to kill Qiqi in the end. However, this was not the cruelest. They locked Qiqi and Qiqi's body in the same cage, with a period of one month. In this month, I had no water and no food. So I could only eat the flesh and blood of the Tibetan mastiff raw and persisted."
Luo Feng's narrative has no emotion, but Chen Yang and others can imagine how cruel and torture it would be when a nine-year-old child encountered in such an environment.
Luo Feng continued: "In the Tianwang Fuxing Society, if you want to live, you have to be like animals, you cannot talk about feelings. You cannot be soft-hearted or resist. In addition, it is worth mentioning that, for all the time, a beautiful aunt who takes care of our food and daily life was a beautiful aunt. We all call her Aunt Lan. Aunt Lan treats me very well, but I dare not rely on Aunt Lan. I am afraid that the people from the Tianwang Fuxing Society will let me kill Aunt Lan."
"However, I was only nine years old at that time. As time went by, my feelings for Aunt Lan became deeper and deeper. In my life, only Aunt Lan had given me care and smile. I felt that Aunt Lan was like my mother. I also told Aunt Lan that when one day I was strong enough, I would definitely take Aunt Lan away from here."
There was a rare softness in Luo Feng's words.
Obviously, his feelings for Aunt Lan are much deeper than that of the bulldog Qiqi.
Chen Yang even heard that Luo Feng had a kind of dependence on Aunt Lan, that his son was to his mother and also to his lover.
In such a living environment, it is obvious that Luo Feng’s feelings are somewhat deformed.
Luo Feng continued: "Aunt Lan died when I was eighteen years old. I killed it with my own hands."
Chen Yang, Mo Wu and Qin Lin were both disappointed.
"Why? Because the people from the Heavenly King Revival Society force you?" Mo Wu couldn't help asking.
"It was Aunt Lan who begged me to kill her." A trace of unspeakable pain flashed in Luo Feng's eyes.
As soon as this was said, everyone was puzzled.
Luo Feng said: "At first, my instructor called me over. He gave me a dagger and asked me to kill Aunt Lan. I was shocked when I heard the news. I threw away the dagger and refused to obey. In my heart, I could kill all the people in the world, but I would not kill Aunt Lan. I yelled at the instructor with blood red eyes, and if you have the affinity, you should kill me."
"Later, the instructor looked at me coldly and didn't say anything. In the evening, when I returned to the room, I saw Aunt Lan."
Even after so many years, Luo Feng still looked painful when he recalled the situation at that time. "I saw Aunt Lan being ruined by ten big men in turn. These ten big men looked at me with a sneer. I went up and tried my best, and they kicked me away with one kick. Then, the big men left. I went to see Aunt Lan. Aunt Lan was covered with scars on her body, and she cried and begged me to kill her."
"Xiaofeng, kill me, kill me!" Luo Feng closed his eyes in pain. He then opened his eyes and said, "This is what Aunt Lan beg me before she died. Her voice was filled with pain and despair. So, I strangled Aunt Lan to death. That day, I hugged Aunt Lan's body and cried all night. The next day, I wiped away my tears and told myself, Luo Feng, from now on, you no longer need to have feelings for anyone, nor do you shed a tear for anyone."
Chen Yang, Mo Wu and Qin Lin couldn't help feeling sorry for Luo Feng's experience, how cruel and cruel...
Chapter completed!