"Xiaoyu also said these words to me..." Ma Shanshan lowered her head, "I know you are for my own good, but... I just can't convince myself. I also know that I am giving up on myself and hurting myself, but I can't control myself, I just want to do this, and I hate myself too!..."

She took a deep breath, tears flashed in her eyes, and she closed her eyes in pain.

"You want to destroy yourself and use it to accuse your fate," Wu Youyou looked at her, "so you obviously hate the fox demon, and you know that he is just coveting your body and your essence, but you still summon him to let him suck his essence."

"I feel disgusted when I think of him! I want to vomit!" Ma Shanshan said excitedly, "He is a criminal! It's poison! I hate him, I hate myself, I hate fate! Destiny uses him to destroy me, I don't accept it, and I don't admit defeat! I would rather destroy myself than let fate succeed!"

Wu Youyou frowned, "Why do you have to do this?"

"So I hate myself..." Ma Shanshan smiled bitterly with tears in her eyes, "I hate myself to death, I really hate myself to death, do you know?"

She burst into tears.

Wu Youyou nodded and took a tissue and handed it to her.

She took it, wiped her tears, and took a deep breath.

"If I kill that fox demon, will you hate me?" Wu Youyou asked.

"Yes," said Ma Shanshan.

"Why?" asked Wu Youyou.

"Because he destroyed me," Ma Shanshan said hatefully, "If you kill him, I will be completely unclean in my life. He must die, but he must die in my hands. Only when I kill him with my own hands can I leave this world cleanly!"

She smiled bitterly, "But... but I can't kill him... I can't do it, and I don't have the ability..."

Wu Youyou nodded.

Ma Shanshan took a deep breath, "If... you want to say this, don't say it. I thank Xiaoyu, and thank you too. I can handle my affairs myself, so you don't care."

"Who do you think can watch you destroy yourself?" Wu Youyou asked, "Little Fish? Or me?"

"This is my own business." Ma Shanshan looked at him seriously, "You can't control it, don't worry, okay?"

Wu Youyou thought for a while, "Okay."

"Thank you", Ma Shanshan said lightly.

Wu Youyou took a sip of tea and continued, "Then I won't send you after dinner, you can go back by yourself."

"Yes," Ma Shanshan nodded.

Wu Youyou looked at her for a while, smiled faintly, turned to look out the window, and stopped talking.

Ma Shanshan herself felt a little embarrassed. She obviously cared about herself, but her words...

She hesitated for a moment and finally swallowed the words back.

For a person who has no future, other people’s misunderstandings are not important. Anyway, the world has misunderstood her so deeply, so it’s okay to have one more...

The two of them were silent, and no one spoke for a long time.

The waiter came over and started serving the dishes.

Ma Shanshan looked at Wu Youyou, cleared her throat, "Eat something..."

Wu Youyou smiled, "Okay."

He picked up the sushi soy sauce, poured some for Ma Shanshan, then poured some himself, picked up some mustard and put it on the plate, then picked up a piece of salmon, dipped it in soy sauce and mustard, and put it into his mouth.

Ma Shanshan also imitated him, picked up a piece, dipped it in seasoning, and put it in her mouth.

She frowned and couldn't help but want to vomit.

"Don't vomit!" Wu Youyou said, "Close your eyes and chew!"

Ma Shanshan frowned, covered her mouth, and forced herself to chew a few sips, and swallowed it like a pill.

Wu Youyou laughed.

He picked up another piece and started eating with relish.

Ma Shanshan was puzzled and thought to herself that this thing was delicious?

But seeing that Wu Youyou was eating delicious, her unyielding temperament came up, and then picked up another piece and started eating it with a bit of it.

Slowly, after eating a few pieces, she began to adapt.

At this time, grilled eel and sushi came.

As usual, Ma Shanshan looked at Wu Youyou first.

Wu Youyou demonstrated it to her as if she was doing a demonstration.

She understood, picked up a sushi and started eating it.

"You are learning to communicate and invite gods to deal with demons, which is really a bit difficult," Wu Youyou said while eating, "I can help you and solve this problem with you."

Ma Shanshan didn't say anything.

"Actually, I'm not trying to help you," Wu Youyou looked at her, "The fox demon is not only a girl, you can't mind it, but others can't let him continue to harm him like this. For those people, I have to get rid of him."

He said this last sentence very firmly.

Ma Shanshan raised her head, frowned, and put down her chopsticks, "Who else did he harm?"

"In addition to you, there are three girls, all college students like you," said Wu Youyou. "He relies on the cultivation of girls' essence, and you are the only one, so how can he eat? Some of the three girls are lighter than you, and some are serious than you, but without exception, they all regard him as their boyfriends and lose their nature by being fascinated by him. If this continues, they will die. You said, can I stand by and watch?"

Ma Shanshan understood.

When speaking to a wizard, you must use the principle that the wizard can accept.

Ma Shanshan has a common problem with a wizard. She is stubborn. The more she asks to help her, the more she wants to fight against her, the more she refuses to agree. Wu Youyou regards circumspect as straightforward, not for her, but for her, but for saving people. In this way, she listens to it.

Ma Shanshan has a simple and kind personality and a chivalrous heart. She is not afraid of the fox demon killing her, but she cannot tolerate him to harm other innocent girls. As a decent wizard, this is something she absolutely cannot accept.

She was silent for a moment, raised her head, "What do you want to do?"

"I'll go find him after dinner," Wu Youyou said, "Save those three girls first, and then deal with him."

"Why didn't you kill him directly?" Ma Shanshan was puzzled.

"He cursed you all." Wu Youyou looked at him, "If you kill him directly, you may be fine, but those three girls will be ruined."

"Did you put a curse?" Ma Shanshan wondered, "We?"

"Yes", Wu Youyou nodded.

Ma Shanshan took a deep breath and looked at him, "Can I go with you?"

"You can do it?" Wu Youyou asked deliberately.

"I want to kill him with my own hands!" Ma Shanshan said gritting her teeth.

"Yes," Wu Youyou said, "But, you have to listen to me if you do it."

"Okay!" said Ma Shanshan.

Wu Youyou smiled slightly, "After the meal, let's go find him."
Chapter completed!