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Lin Aiguo's funeral was simple, and it took less than ten days from cremation to arranging the funeral.
Since Lin Aiguo passed away, Lin Suizhou has been more taciturn than before. He noticed the difference between his father. Qianqian and Liang Shen never dared to come and disturb him again, for fear of angering him. The atmosphere in the whole family seemed very tense.
After returning from the cemetery, Lin Suizhou went back to the room directly. Looking at the man's gloomy back, Jiang Tang sighed heavily.
"Mom." Qianqian held Jiang Tang's hand, "Dad looks unhappy, I want to play with him..."
The shallow eyes were filled with expectations.
Recently, she didn't dare to talk to Lin Suizhou, and she didn't dare to lie in his arms and act coquettishly like before. Although he was at home all day, they met very few times. My father often sat alone in the courtyard without looking at anyone or paying attention to anyone. Qianqian was worried, but she didn't dare to get close.
Jiang Tang touched her daughter's soft hair, bent down and looked straight into her eyes: "It's okay, dad will be fine in a few days. Can Qianqian go and play with her brothers first?"
Qianqian nodded and went to the yard to find his brothers.
Jiang Tang pulled her hair out of distress, took a deep breath and walked upstairs.
Lin Suizhou was not in the bedroom, so he must be in the study. Sure enough, when Jiang Tang arrived at the study, he saw a man working at the desk.
The huge study room was silent, and the man who had not rested for many days was even thinner than before. He was wearing a black shirt, his sleeves rolled up to his elbows, his eyes were covered in purple, and his eyes were carefully and focused on modifying the company documents.
Because of dealing with the funeral, Lin Suizhou has already had a lot of work left, and it must be completed quickly in the next few days.
Her eyelashes trembled slightly, she bent her fingers and knocked on the door, and then walked in.
Jiang Tang walked around Lin Suizhou, but she couldn't understand the things on the file, so she scanned it casually and looked away.
"You have some rest, you haven't had a good sleep these days."
Lin Suizhou shook his head, holding the pen's hand was slender and powerful, "The company has accumulated a lot of documents. It must be done today. You go and rest first, don't worry about me."
His voice was hoarse and he could hardly hear the original tone.
Jiang Tang frowned: "Your voice sounds wrong, is your throat uncomfortable?"
"No discomfort." As he said that, Lin Suizhou half-clenched his fist and coughed a few times.
“…”
Sure enough, something was wrong.
Jiang Tang raised his hand and stroked his forehead and then tried his body temperature again. It was very hot.
She felt a sudden slap in her heart, and she took the pen from his hand without thinking, pulled his arm and forced him to pull the person up: "You have a fever, come and lie down for me."
"I didn't have a fever." Lin Suizhou's jaw was tight and his body was not moving at all. "Give me the pen, this document is very important to me."
Jiang Tang shook his head stubbornly: "I don't care about any documents or documents, your body is more important than anything else."
"I said I'm fine."
"No." Jiang Tang's hands behind her back, "Come here and lie down for me."
Lin Suizhou took a deep breath, and he closed his eyes, his voice feeling a little weak: "Jiang Tang, I don't have time to make trouble with you, I'm going to be busy, you can go out."
He lowered his eyes coldly, and then took a new pen from the pen holder.
The man's side face was hidden under the light, calm and indifferent.
He never used this attitude to face Jiang Tang before.
Jiang Tang's lips trembled, his eyes gradually turned red, and soon, tears fell down.
Bang!
She threw the pen over hard, and her tone was crying: "Forget it if you die, I'm too lazy to care about you!"
Lin Suizhou used his wrist and raised his chin slightly.
Jiang Tang cried, looking wronged like she had never felt before.
Her tears fell to the ground one by one, and even more on Lin Suizhou's heart.
Looking at Jiang Tang who was crying, Lin Suizhou suddenly felt a little confused.
What exactly is he doing?
His family was behind him, but he never wanted to look back. He was a father and a husband, but now he was worried about his wife and children.
Lin Suizhou's throat was dry. He put down his pen and reached out to hold a corner of Jiang Tang's shirt. "Can you help me cook porridge? I'm a little hungry."
He half raised his head, his eyes as aggrieved as a child.
Jiang Tang trembled and laughed. After lowering his head and wiped away the tears on his face, he said in anger, "I cooked it but it's not delicious, you must dislike it. I'll ask Xiao Gao to cook it for you."
"I just want to drink it." Lin Suizhou shook the corner of her clothes like a spoiled person, "Cook it for me, okay?"
"Okay." Jiang Tang slapped his hand away for the smile, "You don't want to be so fierce in me in the future."
He looked obedient: "I'm sorry, I won't do that in the future, I swear."
"Then do you still have to work?"
Lin Suizhou looked at the messy documents on the table and shook his head gently: "No, if I continue, my wife will still cry."
Jiang Tang kicked over and said, "Get out."
Looking at Jiang Tang, whose eyes were red and his face slightly sunk, Lin Suizhou's eyes sank slightly. He held his slender and soft waist with his big hands, and took his long arms over, easily bringing people into his arms.
On the soft chair, he hugged her tightly.
On this cold night, only she could bring him some tenderness.
Lin Suizhou buried his face in Jiang Tang's shoulder, took a deep breath of the seemingly non-existent fragrance, and said in a hoarse voice: "Thank you really, really,"
Lin Suizhou's voice was very hot, and his whole arrogance disappeared, becoming fragile and sensitive.
Her heart was tangled, and her fingers touched the hot earlobe, and she softened her voice: "What are you thanking?"
"You have been with me recently, thank you very much."
"I am you..." paused, "Girlfriend, and your child's mother, don't be with me."
He smiled softly, opened his mouth and bit her collarbone.
Jiang Tang groaned, gently swayed his eyelids, and asked hesitantly: "Well, do you want to do it? You may feel better."
Once a person is happy, he will feel better. I just don’t know if Lin Suizhou can still be energetic.
Hearing the sound, Lin Suizhou raised his chin and looked at Jiang Tang. Until he saw her face red, he shook his head: "I'm sick."
“…”
"...Then you go to bed, I'll cook porridge."
"Oh." He stood up obediently.
Jiang Tang kept sending Lin Suizhou to the bed and then went to the kitchen to make porridge.
She only knows how to make millet porridge, and put a few longans and red dates in it. Logically, this is something that women drink during their menstruation, but the left and right nourish the body, so there is no need to be so particular. The hot millet porridge was cooked quickly, and Jiangtang served a bowl and carefully carried it upstairs.
"Lin Suizhou, I'm done." She put the bowl on the bedside table and went up to see him.
In the bed, the man had already fallen asleep. Because of the cold, his breathing was particularly heavy.
Looking at his tired look, Jiang Tang felt a little reluctant to wake him up, but when she thought that Lin Suizhou hadn't eaten for a day, she felt uncomfortable again. Finally, she reached out and pushed him to wake him up, "Lin Suizhou, eat something before sleeping."
The man frowned slightly and slowly opened his eyes.
"You're done?"
"Yes." Jiang Tang picked up the millet porridge, put it beside her mouth and whispered, then handed the spoon over, "Come on, ah..."
Lin Suizhou: “…”
Lin Suizhou: "I'm not a child."
Jiang Tang smiled and said, "Sorry, I forgot."
He looked helpless and drank slowly with her hands.
As he ate, Lin Suizhou felt that the taste was a little wrong, "What is it in it?"
Jiang Tang said honestly: "Bished seed, red dates, wolfberry, and longan and lotus seeds."
“…”
Isn’t this something a woman drinks during confinement?
Jiang Tang: "Oh, I added a spoonful of brown sugar in the end."
“…”
No wonder it's so tired.
Seeing that Lin Suizhou's face was wrong, Jiang Tang hurriedly said, "That, you haven't eaten for a long time. I've checked this thing to nourish your body."
Lin Suizhou nodded: "It's a good idea to make up for it."
Why do you always feel that there is something in his words?
Fortunately, he finished drinking it obediently. After eating the porridge, Jiang Tang went to find cold medicine again. When he lie down, she put a fever-reducing patch on his forehead for children.
Lin Suizhou touched the forehead and looked at her inexplicably.
Jiang Tang scratched her face and laughed embarrassedly: "It's all medicine, you can just use it."
Lin Suizhou: “…”
Seeing that he closed his eyes, Jiang Tang finally breathed a sigh of relief.
As the night came, the man lying beside him was still uneasy.
He was muttering in his dream, his expression seemed to be very struggling and painful, and he couldn't help but sweat. Jiang Tang could only wipe his body with a towel over and over again.
Lin Suizhou was weak and his limbs were weak. His head was dizzy. He was obviously asleep but he was extremely awake. When he half opened his eyes, he could still see Jiang Tang who covered him with a quilt to measure his body temperature.
The warm orange light shines on her, making her whole body gentle. Women are extremely beautiful, especially at this moment.
"Are you awake?" Seeing him squinted his eyes, Jiang Tang's palm fell on his forehead again. After feeling his body temperature drop, Jiang Tang smiled, "If the fever subsides, it will probably be fine tomorrow."
Lin Suizhou coughed a few times: "Are you asleep?"
"How can I sleep like this?" Jiang Tang brought warm water to his mouth, "Come on, drink some water, and then drink the cough syrup."
Lin Suizhou obediently drank a few sips of water, which was a little salty, and it should have been filled with salt.
"Don't ask so much, just drink it if you want to drink."
Lin Suizhou did not dare to resist and obediently held the straw in his mouth.
The syrup didn't smell very nice, and he immediately frowned. After drinking it, he realized that this wasn't the thing his son drank when he caught a cold? He was still coaxed to drink it.
After drinking three sips, Lin Suizhou closed his eyes and said two words: "It's hard to drink."
I will never give the children to drink again.
"I'll serve you all night, and you still think this and that." Jiang Tangnu nodded, lifted the quilt and lay on it.
Lin Suizhou opened his eyes and his voice was low; "I have been having nightmares."
"What did you dream about?"
Lin Suizhou's Adam's apple rolled up and down, and his blurred eyes gradually became clear, "Do you want to listen to a story?"
Jiang Tang turned around.
He tugged his lips and told a very cruel past in a calm tone.
The protagonist of this story is a little boy, under four or five years old, at an innocent age.
He lives in the military courtyard, his parents are soldiers and they are not here for many years. The only ones accompanying the little boy are the old man and an old yellow dog.
He is smart and looks particularly out of place.
Later, when his parents retired, the family decided to travel to Myanmar.
The tragedy has happened since the moment of making a decision.
My parents once wiped out a drug trafficking den, but they never thought that there were still several people running away. They followed and searched all the way and finally found the little boy's parents.
I only remember that it was a rainy night, and the family of three was kidnapped to the depths of the forest overnight.
The small house, the screaming wild dogs, the pungent bloody smell and the constant screams.
When he said this, Lin Suizhou's expression became particularly cold.
The criminals had no sense, and they found an extremely cruel way of revenge, which was to kill his parents in front of the little boy.
The little boy was tied to the table and watched the group inject drugs into their parents. The drugs would keep them awake while experiencing torture, and they would be awake to see the process of death.
"Zhouzhou, don't be afraid..."
The tortured mother, unrecognizable, still said these words to him with a smile.
The sun sets and rises.
After seventy-two hours, they left forever, and the little boy coexisted with his parents' bodies for 24 hours.
Then, the majestic female soldier led her troops into the wolf's nest, wiped out the bandits, and saved the little boy. At the moment of the explosion, the other party protected him tightly. From that day on, the woman lost her ability as a mother.
The rescued little boy followed the female soldier.
He had nightmares all day long, often locking himself in the closet and not coming out. The female soldier had a headache and found the best psychologist for him, staying by his side every moment, and taking him out of that terrible predicament.
For female soldiers, the little boy is the child of his comrades-in-arms; for young boys, the female soldiers are his only remaining support.
She is harsh, funny, and not gentle. She always gives gifts on her birthday. She doesn't like it, but never refuses it.
The little boy grew up slowly. He was no longer cute when he was a child. He became silent and irritable. He skipped classes and fought every few days. However, his academic performance ranked among the top, leaving the teachers with nothing to say.
The mother never thought that a boy was wrong in fighting, and even taught him to punch him when he should.
Later...
The female soldier has a new family.
The boy was rejected by the adoptive father who suddenly came out, but he was not qualified to hinder his mother's happiness. All he could do was blessing. However, not long after, the adoptive father passed away.
Lin Suizhou's tone was slow and his eyes were calm like water. He was like an outsider, with no fluctuations in his expression.
Jiang Tang was shocked and couldn't say a word.
When she first came to this world, she only regarded Lin Suizhou as a villain in the Otome game. A paper man who played ggs before she had not existed for a long time was not worthy of her affection. But at this moment, she felt that she was wrong.
Lin Suizhou is not a villain or a cannon fodder. He is alone, a person around her. He is not as unbearable as in the plot, and he deserves something better.
"Jiang Tang, I really miss her." Lin Suizhou lowered his head and a tear fell on the back of his hand.
"You, you still have me." Jiang Tang didn't know how to comfort him, so he stretched out his hand and hugged him in his arms. "You still have Qianqian, Chuyi, Liang Shen, you will have grandchildren in the future. You... You are not the only one, don't cry anymore, if you cry... I would also want to cry."
"I didn't cry." Lin Suizhou looked up, "I had a cold and my eyes were sore, and I couldn't control it."
Jiang Tang pursed his mouth, reached out to wipe it hard on his face, and then kissed him, "Okay, I believe you."
Lin Suizhou curled his lips and gently pushed her with his palm: "Don't kiss, it will be contagious."
Jiang Tang raised his chest and looked proud, "I have a good physique and are not afraid of infection."
He smiled softly, and after laughing, his eyes were filled with loneliness, "I'll tell you everything now. If you want to leave me, I have nothing to say."
Jiang Tang was stunned: "Why did I leave you?"
Lin Suizhou's eyelashes trembled slightly; "I also saw that I am paranoid and not normal. The reason why I was like this in the first year of junior high school is probably related to me. I cannot forget the death of my parents. Even if I don't want to admit it, I must say that their deaths have a great impact and harm to me. Even if I have experienced treatment, I still can't get out completely. Now I am just an irregular time bomb. I don't know when it will explode. Do you really want to live with such a person?"
Every word he has sincere.
Lin Suizhou always thought he had come out, but since Lin Aiguo passed away, the buried past suddenly appeared clearly before his eyes. Every nightmare made his heart beat faster, and he could no longer fall asleep peacefully, and even... he even wanted to go back to the closet and go to that world.
Only darkness will not hurt him.
"What about you?" Jiang Tang asked back, "Would you like me to leave you and find another wild man?"
He did not hesitate: "I don't want to."
Looking at the man in front of her, she asked a question that every woman would ask, "Lin Suizhou, do you love me?"
Lin Suizhou raised his eyelids and looked at the eyes for a long time before responding: "I have never loved anyone." He said, "besides you."
Jiang Tang leaned over with his lips and leaned over: "You are right. The children are indeed like you, especially A Wu. He is fierce, but very gentle. In the first year of junior high school, he is very well-behaved, smart and sensible; in shallow, gentle and delicate; in a stupid, cute and kind manner, do you think they will be bad kids in the future?"
Lin Suizhou shook his head: "No, they are very obedient."
Jiang Tang looked at his eyes seriously: "Of course. In the first year of junior high school, he was smart and sensible, as shallow and gentle as you, Liang Shen was stupid and cute and kind like you, and if you have three children like this, how could it be a bomb?"
Lin Suizhou opened his mouth and said no words for a long time.
Jiang Tang gently pressed his forehead over, "I am really happy if you are willing to tell me this. If you trust me, I will naturally not let you down."
"Jiang Tang..."
"Lin Suizhou." She said, "Let's go remarry next month."
The moonlight outside the window is gentle, and her eyebrows and eyes are even more delicate than the moonlight.
When everything was silent, the woman with stars in her eyes said, "It's time for us to give each other a title."
She didn't know what the future ahead was, and what the ending of the two of them would be. But after seeing the sensibility of Chuyi, the cuteness of the shallow love and the reckless gentleness of Liang Shen, she decided not to leave here again.
Jiang Tang has not learned how to be a mother yet, but for the rest of her life, she will be Mr. Lin's wife.
Chapter completed!