Chapter 783: Lost to myself
Lei Ling looked at her eyes filled with pain, and a faint pain in her heart.
Lu Sisi looked at him without saying anything, and said with a wry smile: "I envy those people who have a wonderful life. They have their own pursuits and ideas, and have the courage and perseverance to stick to the end. But I want to persevere, but lost to myself."
When Lei Ling heard that she was so nervous about telling her story, she was also shocked. She could express her feelings so bravely as she had only met twice, and he did not have the courage to do so.
He whispered: "Miss Lu, we will all go there together, don't be too sad."
He has something to do in Jiang City these days and will go back tomorrow.
Today she happened to call her and he came out.
Thinking of the pain that night when she cried in her arms, he couldn't forget it and wanted to see her.
No woman has ever cried in his arms without warning.
Lu Sisi smiled and shook her head, "Lei Ling, you really can't comfort people. You are wrong. Some things cannot be passed. It is like being imprinted in your heart by a branding iron. When you are sad, they will all show it.
Do you know what the greatest pain in life is?”
Lei Ling shook his head. He had never been in a relationship so far and did not know what the so-called pain was.
Especially the greatest pain in life, he still hasn't experienced it at the age of thirty-five.
But he knew one thing: Don’t think too complicatedly about everything or hold it too tightly. Time can indeed dilute pain, but it cannot cure everything.
Lu Sisi smiled bitterly and said, "It's because the soul has no sense of belonging.
I have never had a home since I was a child. Growing up alone abroad, the feeling of loneliness is really crazy.
Every time you want to find someone to accompany you, you find that there is no one you can find. You shouldn’t have experienced that feeling.”
Whenever she encounters something sad, she always solves the problem after crying once. She cries behind her back and laughs in front of others. This is how she comes here.
No matter how strong a person is, he must have weaknesses in his heart, which will break when touched and hurt when touched.
When Lei Ling heard this, under the golden glasses, he looked at her with deep eyes. When he looked at her with a painful expression, he seemed to be able to empathize.
Lu Sisi raised her wine glass again and drank the red wine in the wine glass in one go.
It seemed as if she had swallowed all the bitterness. The sexy neck was exposed to Lei Ling's eyes. Her skin was very good, smooth and crispy. It can be seen that she usually pays attention to maintenance.
He watched Lu Sisi go to pour wine again, and he grabbed her hand and looked at her tightly, "Sisi, you can't drink anymore."
Lu Sisi smiled with a charming look on her face and pulled his hand away, "Lei Ling, don't let me drink a little after I've been holding it in for half a month. Today I don't have to take care of my son's homework, I can relax.
Do you know that there are people who want to hang themselves to commit suicide by teaching their children homework?
I tell you, I am one of them. My son has serious procrastination, so it's too painful for me. Every time I teach my son to do homework, I'm so angry that I want to commit suicide. Fortunately, I have a cute little niece who can control the boy in my house."
When Lei Ling heard this, his deep eyes became distressed. It was really not easy for a divorced woman to live with a child.
She is the daughter of the Lu family and she looks bright and beautiful on the surface, but who knows that behind the glamorousness is a heart full of holes.
Lu Sisi got drunk, and Lei Ling took a taxi to take her back.
Lu Haocheng opened the door and watched Lei Ling send his sister back. He frowned and said, "You got my sister drunk?"
Lei Ling said: "She got herself drunk, and I just sent her back."
Lu Haocheng glanced at his sister who was closed and silent, and his heart was full of worry.
He knew the pain in his sister's heart.
"Mr. Lei, thank you!"
Lei Ling said: "She and I are friends."
The word "friend" made Lu Haocheng less prejudiced.
He asked, "Mr. Lei, do you want to come in and sit down before leaving?"
Lei Ling shook his head slightly and glanced at Lu Sisi, "Next time!"
After saying that, he turned around and left.
Lu Haocheng didn't say much, closed the door.
Mu Qing came over and looked worried, "Si Si, why are you drunk?"
Lu Sisi closed her eyes as if she was asleep.
Lu Haocheng looked at his mother, "Mom, I'll take my sister back to the room first."
Mu Qing nodded, "She has always felt very sad for Ah Heng's affairs."
Lu Haocheng nodded and said, "Mom, don't worry, my sister is very obedient after drinking, and she slept until dawn."
Mu Qing looked heartbroken. His daughter and son had never had a happy life. Because of Lu Yike's betrayal and her departure, the one who hurt the most was her son and daughter.
"Acheng, send your sister to the room and I'll go and help her change her clothes."
Mu Qing explained.
"good!"
Lu Haocheng nodded and sent Lu Sisi back to the room.
Lu Haocheng returned to the upstairs, and Lan Xin had just taken care of her three children and returned to the third floor.
Lu Haocheng looked at her with a tired look on his face, his eyes full of distress: "Qiqi is asleep."
Lan Xin looked at him and nodded and said, "Since I knew you, my dear father, this little girl seemed to have become a different person, so obedient.
When I went to bed at night, I didn’t let me tell her stories anymore and reviewed my own homework."
When Lu Haocheng heard this, he raised his eyebrows proudly, "My father is very charming."
Lu Haocheng held her hand and returned to his room.
Lu Haocheng looked at his room, but there was still no breath of her. The two of them pleaded guilty, but they still lived in their own places.
Le Jinyan is in a bad mood during this period, and Lan Lan has been taking care of him.
He has been a monk for half a month.
He held her and sat by the bed, gently hugging her into his arms, his tone full of grievances: "Wife, we are husband and wife."
When Lan Xin heard what he said, she raised her eyes and looked at him in confusion, "What's wrong?
Why did you say such things suddenly?”
Lu Haocheng: "?
!”
This silly girl is so simple and cute.
He gently tapped her pretty nose, "Follower, we haven't been together for half a month, so how could you ignore your husband like this?"
Lan Xin blushed and understood what he meant. She was not used to the role of wife.
She looked at him and smiled faintly, "Lu Haocheng, Yanyan is in a bad mood during this period, I have to accompany her."
When Lu Haocheng heard this, he felt unwilling to say: "Lanlan, what about tonight?"
Lan Xin said: "Yanyan is already asleep, I am tired, and I want to rest."
Lan Xin said it very bluntly. She had to do a lot of things on weekends.
Lu Haocheng's eyes suddenly turned red and he pulled her tightly, "Lanlan, what about me?"
Chapter completed!