This book actually started in August 2019. It was because of the lack of books that I had the idea of ​​writing a book by myself. I wrote some at that time, but later because I was too busy with work, I put it on hold for the time being.

I didn't start writing until the holiday in early January before the New Year, when I was publishing a book. I was very slow at that time because I couldn't follow the ideas, but after all, with the support of my life background, no matter how slow I was, I could have more than 4,000 words a day.

But since the second volume, I have struggled a little because of the lack of life.

I am not a soldier, but I lived in the army when I was a child. It was a military medical school. But at that time, I was young and had a blurry impression. When I grew up, I lived in the army for a while because of some things, but it didn’t take long and I didn’t understand it deeply.

I wrote this book because I thought about chatting with a friend. He was a soldier and had performed confidential tasks. Of course, he did not mention the content of the task to me. He just told me about their psychological state when they wrote their suicide notes for the first time. The excitement and glory, and wished they could sacrifice their lives for the country, but they felt a little timid in my heart. I could understand it and moved me when I heard it. It was such a group of people who supported the backbone of the country.

This is not the first novel I have written. I have written two beginnings before, but because of my lack of background, I was not satisfied with it. Of course, I was not a eunuch, but I didn’t publish it at all.

This movie was written by me as a prototype. I am the fat man in reality. Of course, I am also working hard to lose weight, but it has not yet been reduced. Wang Xuebin has put my vision in mind. I hope he can live the way I want.

Many people have asked me that the epidemic is so serious now, so I will do whatever it takes to go out if I don’t go at home. Here I will explain to you, just like Wang Xuebin, I can’t be idle every holiday and have to go out to be a volunteer. Now I am a volunteer. Of course, not in the epidemic area. Since I was fourteen, I will be a volunteer, temple, Taoist temple, nursing home, orphanage, traditional culture training meeting, poverty alleviation, education assistance, and warmth... I have worked as a teacher, taken care of children, the elderly, worked as a cleaner, chef, logistics, driver, reception, etc. I have done it.

So, although it is not said that it is very busy now, it is not idle every day. In addition, Kavenka is eager to live and die now. From the 23rd of the New Year to now, he has written no more than four chapters. I really dare not update more now, so I hope you will forgive me. After two days, the plot will be straightened out and will be updated.
Chapter completed!