The entire team stopped, and everyone looked at Yan Qing, either confused or unbearable.

Only Yan Qing's expression never changed.

"The simplest thing in this world is death, but living is not easy."

Yan Qing said, "If you really want to atone for your sins, just live a good life, do good deeds and accumulate virtue, and finish the life for them that they have not been able to finish. That is the most difficult and torturous thing."

Lu Ningzhi looked at her confusedly, with water drops hanging on his long eyelashes, and mist in his eyes.

Yan Qing let go of his hand.

Lu Ning didn't come back to her senses for a moment, staggering to stand still, but then she heard Yan Qing say: "If you feel that you can't hold on, and don't have the courage to live to atone for your sins, then find a place to end your life yourself. No one should do it for you.

It is your sin to dirty your own hands, and no one should blame you for your experiences and choices. Besides pity, you also feel guilty."

After that, Yan Qing ignored Lu Ningzhi and ordered the team to start again, "Speed ​​up the journey! Be sure to return to Yuhuai City before dark!"

"yes!"

Everyone responded in unison, looking away from the two of them and quickening their pace.

The dawdling gangster was pushed and dragged, staggering past several people.

Yan Qing glanced at Lu Ningzhi, who was deep in thought, and stopped staying.

Lu Ningzhi froze on the spot, watching the soldiers in full armor leave from him. No one looked back at him, and no one urged him to follow.

He was like a stone pillar stuck in the flow of people. The crowd avoided him and walked past him, then gathered together again. Only he stayed where he was.

Until the last person walked sideways, looking at the empty forest and the paths exposed by the messy and folded vegetation. It was quiet and quiet. The rising sun was rising towards the sky and shining speckled light through the gaps between the branches and leaves of the vegetation. Lu Ning was so obsessed.

After looking at it for a long time, I saw a variety of colorful scenes in front of me.

People who do not exist come and go among the hazy green leaves and dust, interpreting all the people and things he remembered in his not-so-long life.

Until the sun set over the west mountain, the setting sun converged its light, the forest darkened, and those who performed in front of him came to a close with the disappearance of the forest light.

Lu Ningzhi suddenly felt a little cold.

The woods at dusk in early winter are cold and scary. There are so many rustling sounds that you can't tell whether they are the wind blowing through the forest or wild animals looking for food.

Lu Ningzhi trembled, suddenly turned around, and ran wildly in the direction of Yu Huai.

Lu Ningzhi, who was panting on the branches under the moon, finally saw Yu Huaicheng.

At that moment, he seemed to be relieved, but also seemed to have a stone in his heart, with a smile on his face, but tears streaming down his face.

He finally lost his strength and fell outside Yuhuai City.

Before losing consciousness, he seemed to hear a sigh.

He tried hard to open his eyes to see, but his eyelids seemed to weigh a thousand pounds. The only thing he saw and remembered was a pair of blood-stained soap boots.

When he woke up again, he was lying on the bed in the government office, with a man sitting next to him. His head was wrapped in a white cotton scarf, and his face was covered by a white cotton scarf. Even his body was covered in a white cotton robe.

.

"woke up."

Seeing that he was awake, the man turned around and said something behind him.

Lu Ningzhi turned her head and saw a person standing at the door. It was the person who killed Ge Dazhuang.

He struggled to get up, but saw that the man just glanced at him, and when he saw that he was indeed awake, he withdrew without saying anything.

Lu Ningzhi was stunned and sat on the bed. For a moment, he felt that he was neither standing up nor lying down.

"Get up when you wake up, don't occupy the bed."

Lu Ningzhi hadn't come to his senses yet, but the man he saw for the first time made the decision for him.

Seeing Lu Ningzhi's stunned look, You Zhiqing shook his head and simply stopped caring about him. He turned to look at others, but after turning around, he said, "There is food in the room outside. Once you are full, if you want to do something else, just

Come and help me."

He heard about Lu Ningzhi from Jin Ming, but that was all.

He was so busy with the wounded and epidemics that he was dizzy. He saw a lot of people who were more pitiful and worthy of mercy than Lu Ningzhi every day.

In comparison, Lu Ningzhi can still run twenty or thirty miles in one breath, which is pretty good.

Lu Ningzhi obediently got off the bed and noticed that the room was divided into several compartments by layers of curtains.

He is on the outside.

Seeing You Zhiqing lift the curtain and enter the compartment inside, Lu Ningzhi followed him curiously, but he didn't expect that You Zhiqing, who was walking in front, suddenly turned around and saw him following behind, poking his head and scolding: "What are you doing here?

This room is full of wounded people, be careful if we see you later, we won’t even be able to eat.”

Listening to You Zhiqing's stern voice, Lu Ning suddenly thought of his father, shrinking his neck in fear, but feeling a sense of kindness from the bottom of his heart.

"...Are you a doctor?"

Lu Ningzhi asked.

"Why, don't I look like a doctor?"

You Zhiqing asked back, his eyes falling on Lu Ningzhi's tangled face, and a thought suddenly came to his mind, "Do you want to study medicine with me?"

Lu Ningzhi opened her round eyes and was flattered: "I...can I?"

"What's not allowed?"

You Zhiqing replied as if complaining, "I'm the only doctor here. Those soldiers with rough hands and feet can only lift people. I don't even have anyone to help me. I hope you can be smarter."

Lu Ningzhi was afraid that You Zhiqing would think that he was not clever and a little impatient. He wanted to say something or do something to prove himself, but he didn't know what to say or what to do.

Suddenly, Lu Ningzhi remembered what You Zhiqing had said before, and when he smelled the aroma of rice porridge outside, his stomach, which had not been filled with water all day and night, suddenly started to growl.

Lu Ningzhi blushed, turned around and ran out. After running out, she poked her head against the door frame and came back, looking at You Zhiqing eagerly: "I eat very quickly, I will be back soon..."

He looked like he was afraid that You Zhiqing would run away in the blink of an eye, which made You Zhiqing shake his head and feel helpless. He glanced at him and said, "Go back to Deputy Commander Yu and ask him to find you a suitable robe, headscarf, and face towel."

Come back after you have packed these up."

"Eh!"

After hearing what You Zhiqing said, Lu Ningzhi happily agreed and ran out in a hurry, making You Zhiqing shake his head.

Studying medicine is a job that requires patience. This kid is so energetic, he really doesn't think Lu Ningzhi can learn anything good.

But having something to do and a thought in mind is always better for the child than doing nothing.

However, after getting along with him for a few days, You Zhiqing took a new look at Lu Ningzhi.

When Yan Qing saw Lu Ningzhi again, he was following You Zhiqing in treating and caring for the victims of the epidemic. His actions were crisp and meticulous, and he could always deliver what You Zhiqing wanted before You Zhiqing opened his mouth.
Chapter completed!