"If following you to Western Xinjiang was a spur-of-the-moment decision, then the thought of me for the past five years is definitely a long-term plan."

The light and slow words mixed in the wind that hit his ears, clearly hit his ears and fell into his heart. Yan Qing was stunned on the spot, his mind went blank, but his heart was making a quick noise, sifting through each item.

past.

All the emotions that she had ignored intentionally or unintentionally, and avoided, all surged in at this moment, like the waves crashing on the shore, making her whole heart throb endlessly.

Unknown emotions filled her heart, making her at a loss.

Looking into Meng Shulan's burning eyes, Yan Qing subconsciously wanted to hide.

But her panic was clearly reflected in those clear eyes, leaving her with nowhere to hide.

Such scorching eyes nailed her like nails, making her unable to move her feet or move her eyes away.

She seemed to have something to say, but she didn't know what to say, so she could only twist her sleeves helplessly and look at him dreamily.

Meng Shulan, who had not received an answer for a long time, was feeling uneasy and her heart was beating like a drum. She stared closely at the panicked eyes of the person opposite her, her clenched palms filled with hot sweat, and her fingertips were almost pinched into her flesh.

But the person opposite him was still unwilling to give him any pleasure. He opened his clear and deep eyes and looked at himself helplessly, as if asking himself, what should she do?

Just like the little girl I met when she was lost, just like the little girl who got into trouble and didn't dare to go back to the military camp, just like...

Now.

She always trusts herself, just like her brother.

He didn't know if she was just like a brother to him.

But at this moment, he wanted to use this trust shamefully, and wanted to trap her in his heart and lock her beside him.

Just like he had thought about countless times, he would do anything to keep her by his side, even if he broke her wings and locked her in a cage.

Even if she rejected him, he would always have a reason to rely on her that she couldn't refuse.

She can never get rid of herself.

He has nothing to fear, right?

What's more, she hasn't rejected herself yet.

What's more, she trusts herself so much.

Is it true that as long as she says it, she will believe that she also has herself in her heart?

Meng Shulan looked at Yan Qing solemnly, her hands loosened and tightened, sweating and drying, her heartbeat ringing like a roar in her ears, and her eyes only saw the panic-stricken person opposite.

She left without turning around.

She is looking for answers to herself.

she……

Maybe, there is a place for yourself in your heart?

Meng Shulan's eyes darkened, her head was buzzing, her throat was rolling, her trembling fingertips slowly reached out, gently and stiffly, she tucked her wind-blown temple hair behind her ears, and continued to breathe.

As a result, things have slowed down and tightened.

The warm touch from the fingertips seemed to be carrying scalding fire, falling into my heart and igniting my boiling blood. My whole body became hot and my breathing became rapid and heavy.

The nameless impulse screamed in my heart, but my fingertips became more and more careful, gently tracing her outline, not daring to relax at all, for fear of startling the already at a loss.

But once desire is released, it is like an evil beast out of its cage. If it is not satisfied, it will become more ferocious and difficult to suppress back in the heart.

The look in his eyes was so hot, like fire, that it burned her heart.

The fingertips covered with a thin layer of calluses gently wiped the cheek, causing a numb itch to wrap up in the heart, mixing with the heat in the heart, making people feel a different kind of emotion for no reason.

It's unclear, the way is unclear.

The wet fingertips felt slightly cool, but where they touched there was still a hot temperature that could not be dissipated by the night wind.

The fingertips brushed against the red lips.

Those slender lips seem to have magic power, making people unable to look away, unable to control themselves, and unable to help but want to touch them.

Breathing and smelling each other, the scalding temperature penetrates the skin, and even from a slight distance, it is frighteningly hot.

The close distance made Yan Qing uneasy.

The gloomy eyes of the person opposite were as deep as night, making her deeply trapped in them, but she felt panicked and nervous for no reason.

His upright body was stiff, his hands were tightly holding the sweat in his palms, his throat was rolling, and his rapid heart seemed to have stopped beating at this moment, but his ears were filled with its noise.

The tip of my nose felt slightly cool when touched lightly, but it instantly became hot.

The eyebrows and eyes of the person in front of me were blurred at this moment, and only the dancing flames in the eyes were frightening.

Almost instantly, Yan Qing's breathing suddenly stagnated, and as if he finally came to his senses, he lowered his head quickly, and the tip of his nose brushed against his warm and hot lips.

Meng Shulan's heart suddenly stopped beating, her mind went blank, her whole body stiffened, her hot blood suddenly cooled down, and her hands and feet seemed to have lost consciousness.

Staring dreamily at the top of her hair, the pupils in Meng Shulan's wide-open eyes shrank slightly, and her eyelashes trembled constantly.

Strands of pain spread from the chest to the limbs and bones, thin and dense, like ants eating bones.

Slowly, Meng Shulan's fingertips trembled, and he slowly let go of her face, slowly straightened his stiff back, and slowly opened the distance between him and her, but his eyes were always glued to her, hoping for something.

possible.

But gradually, after the blood subsided, my brain went blank, and I finally understood one thing.

She rejected herself.

Maybe he went too far.

He tried to lie to himself.

Maybe things are not as bad as you think.

Maybe she was just frightened by her excessive behavior.

perhaps……

Looking at Yan Qing who was standing stiffly with his head lowered, Meng Shulan finally slowly lowered his eyes.

Maybe, there is no possibility at all.

Even though he thought about countless reasons why he should rely on her after being rejected.

He used his usual cheating tricks and told her calmly that he was just joking and that his happiness was just like the love and care of a brother for his little sister.

With her slowness, she would definitely believe it.

Maybe even cut yourself a bit.

But no matter what, he can stay by her side after all.

As long as he is still her most trusted brother, as long as he remains by her side, and as long as she never promises it to anyone else.

He still has a chance after all.

Or, use some means to force her to be tied to him.

Whether it was a marriage granted by an imperial edict or an order from her parents, she was even bound by human kindness and morality...

In short, it's good to keep her by your side.

He had imagined this countless times during countless sleepless nights.

But when he was really in this moment, he realized that he was far from as free and easy as he thought.

She didn't speak, but she no longer had the courage to stay with her, let alone confine her to him?

He still panicked to her.

Even if Yan Shuai didn't make a three-part agreement with him at the beginning, he would never dare to say it out loud.

He can be free and easy with everyone, and he can be dismissive of everyone, but he can't be calm in front of her.

She is so dazzling and decent, which makes her insignificant and worldly.

He was born a proud man of heaven and never let anyone look down on him.
Chapter completed!