You insist on forcing yourself

Author: meow yuanmiao

You insist on forcing yourself

After discussing the battle strategy with the general, Yan Qing stayed in the camp all the time, paralyzing himself with various chores to escape.

Just like she was avoiding Qin Zhen, she didn't know how to face Meng Shulan.

Especially after we talked about the two of them last time.

She doesn't know how much time she has left, but it's definitely not enough to repay a deep love.

After being reborn, she changed a lot of things and resolved a lot of regrets. Only her debt to him was irreparable and unable to make up for it.

But Meng Shulan is not Qin Zhen. If Yan Qing wants to hide, he will come to find her.

In early April, Meng Shulan disguised herself and took Hongying to the military tent to block Yan Qing.

Walking into the big tent, Meng Shulan frowned when she looked at the pale person on the main seat. She took a few steps forward and stood in front of her. She could not speak the words of reprimand, but felt that her heart was filled with tears.

The sour, dull pain was stuck in the throat like a tide, making it impossible to go in or out.

Yan Qing's brows were originally frowning. When he raised his head and saw the person in front of him, he relaxed due to surprise. His eyes flickered slightly. He lowered his eyes for a moment before raising his eyes in embarrassment and smiling, "Why are you here? You're better.

?"

While talking, Yan Qing collected the things on the table and poured him a cup of hot tea.

Meng Shulan sat down next to the case, holding hot tea, frowning and looking at her for a while, then lowered his eyes, "It's not serious anymore, but don't always be brave. The war with Xueyuan is not serious, there is no need to press so hard.

Beware of fights between trapped beasts.”

The same reprimand as in the past made Yan Qing breathe a sigh of relief, as if she had returned to the past in an instant. She was just a young general in the Erjun garrison who played a vanguard, and her father, brother and elders reprimanded her for her recklessness.

"I am measured."

Yan Qing also answered as before, "It is already the end of March now. When the snow begins to melt in April, it will be extremely difficult for the snowfield to cross the Magagehe River to harass Jingcheng. By then, it will not be until the river surface returns again in winter."

Before the ice freezes, their main attack point must be the Northland."

"Without the Langkou Pass, the North will be easy to attack and difficult to defend, and Jingcheng and Mocheng will be difficult to support."

Faced with people he knew well, Yan Qing did not hide his plans, "To reduce the pressure on the Northland, the best way is to give them a hard time before they free up their hands to focus on one place.

hit."

Meng Shulan nodded slightly, his eyes fell on her pale face, his eyebrows were slightly frowned but he restrained himself, and suggested in the usual tone, "The coach will not move the account, it is still what you warned me about. In this battle, you

It’s the coach.”

Yan Qing lowered his eyes slightly and chuckled, "I have a sense of propriety."

Hearing these words, Meng Shulan knew that she still wanted to fight this battle in person, and her expression immediately became more serious. She wanted to say something but was interrupted by her.

"You came here today, do you have something to tell me?"

Yan Qing looked at him. He had changed from the little general who listened to the training to a general marshal who could be a leader. "You faked your death and escaped, but you were still chased all the way. It shows that the person behind this matter is not an ordinary person, so

There is no military power in one territory."

Meng Shulan looked at her for a moment, lowered her eyes and nodded, "Yes, you are right."

Taking a deep breath and suppressing the worries in his heart, he continued what he said before, "Actually, I came here to persuade you to return to Western Xinjiang."

"You are now the defender of Western Xinjiang. I am responsible for the border defense of Northern Xinjiang and it is during war. How can I leave my post without permission?"

Yan Qing rejected him without thinking.

"The premise is that this country is still the country it used to be."

Meng Shulan raised his eyes and looked into hers, "You know what I'm talking about, and I know what you're thinking. But you can't hide. As long as there are descendants of the Five Family, that person will not stop.

"

"Then in what capacity do you persuade me to return to Western Xinjiang now?"

Yan Qing asked, "Are you the leader who will be in charge of this country, or just Meng Shulan as an individual?"

"I have no intention of becoming a king."

Eyelids drooping slightly, Meng Shulan looked directly into Yan Qing's eyes.

Yan Qing was slightly startled.

That was the first time she saw him looking at her like this, so strong that no one could refuse.

He was not as gentle as he appeared, she had always known this, but he rarely showed any toughness beyond alienation.

More often than not, he is more like a smooth ruffian than those veterans, using the most elegant posture and showing the most unconventional attitude.

He is stubborn and she knows it.

They are all equally stubborn.

But most of the time, he compromises with her. Unless she bows her head, he never forces anything on her.

But at this moment, the person who should stand up at this time and who is best able to take over the country is stubbornly refusing to bow to her on this matter.

"A country cannot live without a king for a day."

Yan Qing knew that he would not bow his head, but he had to force him to do so. "You also know that this is something you can't avoid. If you want to get the maximum benefit at the minimum cost, you can only raise the banner of 'orthodoxy'."

Meng Shulan did not speak, but looked at her intently for a moment and asked a question that she should not have asked, "If I sit in the high hall, what about you?"

Yan Qing did not answer, but he insisted on an answer, "Are you willing to be trapped in a high wall?"

After all, you can't escape what is coming.

Yan Qing smiled bitterly, lowered her eyes to avoid his gaze, and opened her thin lips slightly. Before she spoke, the person opposite had already made a decision for her.

"You shouldn't be trapped in a high wall. You should be standing on the cliff, overlooking the mountains."

Meng Shulan stared at her with burning eyes. For the first time, he spoke aggressively to her, but also begged humbly, "At this point, everything is in chaos. I don't know how to keep you. I think I should

I don’t have time to wait for you to understand. So I can only use this world as a prison and imprison you in the high hall."

"At least this way, I can continue to be that counselor and watch you from a distance that's not too far or too close."

Yan Qing's eyebrows furrowed deeply, and he felt a lump in his throat, making it difficult to speak.

How did it get to this point?

"How did you get to this point?"

Yan Qing didn't understand, she had lived two lifetimes without understanding.

"Who knows?"

He said it carelessly, but he said it seriously, not even pretending to be lighthearted, "When I came back to my senses, I had already reached this point. The glimpse of the dragon back then has turned into the crazy thoughts I have now.

"

This feeling was too heavy, she couldn't bear it, and she couldn't afford it.

Yan Qing held her eyebrows and was silent for a long time, then took a deep breath and looked into his burning eyes, "I am just a general. I will not seize the throne. A general who seizes the king will be punished by the world."

"What if you are willing to give in?"

He is not ignorant of the truth that she knows, but he insists on forcing it. Even if he uses strong words, he can still say it in a logical and frank manner, "If you are about to seize the throne, the world will attack you. But if you are already about to die

I am willing to give in. Who in this world can say anything?"

"Even if the history books record absurdity, I will not change my mind."

Their eyes met, and he spoke loudly every word, "It is more appropriate to leave this world to you than to me. I can't hold such a huge empire in my heart."

Recycle the introduction to the small theater!

When Lao Meng A got up, he was a little paranoid about love.
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