After thinking about it carefully, she and Xiaoxi have lived together for four years, but never knew that she had situational disorders, and birthday cakes and candles are the stimulation sources of her illness.

Before, when she was in college, every time she met Xiao Xi’s birthday, she was always delayed by various things and never had the opportunity to celebrate with her.

This time, she finally made arrangements and wanted to wake Xiao Xi up, but she never thought that she would backfire and was shocked.

The more Jian Wei thought about it, the more guilty she felt. She looked unconcealed with loss and depression.

As if she noticed her mood, Du Lingyang spoke slowly, "Her illness was just an accident and had nothing to do with you. Even if it wasn't for you, she would have a disease again whenever she encountered a similar scene. Moreover, early detection means early treatment, which is a good thing for her."

Jian Wei raised her eyes in surprise, "Are you comforting me?"

Du Lingyang looked away uncomfortable, "As a doctor, I have the obligation to help you analyze from a medical perspective."

Jian Wei was stunned for a moment, then she couldn't help but smile slowly at him, "Thank you."

Although this man always looks dumb, sometimes he is very sensitive and can quickly detect her emotional changes.

Even though he was a little arrogant and did not admit it personally, it still made Jian Wei's heart feel a little warm, and her worried look couldn't help but soothe a lot.

"You're welcome." Du Lingyang responded calmly, but the corners of his mouth couldn't help but rise slightly.

Joyvan stood aside, his seductive peach blossom eyes slowly narrowed, and a faint smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and he said to himself, "It seems that the doctor is finally going to get started."

On this side, Gu Moyan hurriedly sent Yan Xi back to the apartment.

Along the way, she remained quiet and didn't say much. As time went by, her body gradually stopped trembling.

When Gu Moyan carried her to the sofa in the apartment, she was also very quiet.

Facing Yan Xi like this, Gu Moyan felt heartbroken, but was afraid of putting pressure on her and did not dare to say too much, so he had to keep silent with her, not ask more questions or think more.

He walked to the kitchen, made a cup of jasmine tea, and then handed it to Yan Xi.

"Drink some hot tea." He looked at her and said slowly.

Yan Xi's eyes paused slightly. After a few seconds of silence, he slowly raised his hand and picked up the ceramic tea cup on the coffee table.

The faint warmth gradually passed along the outer edge of the teacup to Yan Xi's palm, causing her face to gradually warm up.

She lowered her eyes slightly, looked at the white jasmine that was floating gently on the water, and sniffed the shallow fragrance, and her heart seemed to have become much more peaceful.

She slowly brought the flower tea to her lips and took a sip. The sweet and fragrant smell slowly lingered between her lips and teeth.

She held the flower tea in her hand and slowly raised her eyes to look at him, "Am I strange?"

Gu Moyan was slightly stunned, and his heart felt as if someone suddenly hit him hard, causing pain.

"Not surprising." He responded slowly.

"You don't need to comfort me. You know very well what I look like." Yan Xi sipped the flower tea and said calmly.

Gu Moyan's mottled eyes stared at her. After a few seconds of silence, he couldn't help but curl his lips and said, "How long has this state lasted?"

Yan Xi's movements suddenly paused, and she lowered her long eyelashes, "It started since she was five years old."

After he was slightly silent, he couldn't help but curl his lips again, "Have you ever seen a doctor?"

Yan Xi pursed her cherry lips and said softly, "I have seen it, a kind of situational disorder, a kind of psychological disorder."

After she paused, she suddenly raised her lips and smiled at him, "How is it? Are you scared by me? You just have some difficulty breathing and will be cured soon."

Her voice was so quiet that it seemed to have no connection with the trembling woman just now.

Gu Moyan's heart suddenly ached, and he couldn't help but raise his hand slowly, stroked her pretty little face, and slowly spoke, "It's okay, in front of me, you don't need to force yourself like this."

Yan Xi smiled in surprise, "Perilous? How could it be? I didn't."

The smile on the corner of her mouth was a little more than before, but it seemed so dazzling when it fell into Gu Moyan's eyes.

Although she didn't know what she had experienced, she is now used to wearing a hard shell, hiding her true emotions, swallowing all the pain into her belly, and facing everyone with a smile.

This is her best protection model, but she makes him feel extremely distressed.

His big hand slowly slid down, landing on her waist, and gently carrying her into his arms.

Suddenly, he fell into the warm and familiar embrace, and the faint mint fragrance slowly lingers on Yan Xi's nose, which made Yan Xi's heart suddenly touch, and his cherry lips couldn't help but tighten.

"I looked ugly when I was sick, right?" She suddenly raised her little face and smiled at him.

"No." His voice was cold, but his big hands hugged her tighter and tighter.

Yan Xi raised her lips and smiled. After a few seconds of silence, the smile on the corner of her mouth slowly lowered.

"In fact, we have similarities, such as being abandoned by our mothers."

She paused suddenly, then laughed at herself, "No, to be precise, my mother never wanted me."

Gu Moyan's eyes paused suddenly, and his thin lips were tightly pursed into a straight line.

"My mother said that my birth is a curse. So, I am not qualified and should not celebrate my birthday. After all, I am a person who is not welcomed to this world." She continued to whisper with her long eyelashes.

Although her tone was very calm, the sadness and helplessness in the words hurt Gu Moyan's heart.

He held her firmly in his arms, and after a long silence, he couldn't help but curl his lips and asked, "Do you hate her?"

"Hate?" Yan Xi smiled slightly, "For me, she was the greatest gift for her to give birth to me. How can I have the right to hate her? She has no obligation to love me, nor is it necessary to be nice to me. Besides, because of my appearance, she has lost too much and she has become crazy. For such a person, I can only be grateful and guilty. I cannot have any other emotions, nor should I have."

Gu Moyan was slightly stunned and couldn't speak for a moment, so he had to hug her hard, wanting to make her feel her existence.

"Actually, I often wonder, why am I born? Being abandoned by my mother and disgusted by my father, what is the meaning of existence of me like this? If I really disappear, will they feel better?" She leaned against his chest and said softly.

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Chapter completed!