Chapter forty-one regrets the past(1/2)
Even though there were countless grudges between her and Yan Nuo in the previous generation, Yan Nuo was still her rare good brother for her.
So, she really wanted to cherish this relationship, otherwise she wouldn't have made concessions so easily.
After all, the other party was about to almost kill her and Gu Moyan, how could she be so Virgin?
In the final analysis, it is just because Han Deru has a good son and Yan Mo has a good brother.
After seeing off Yan Nuo, Yan Xi and Gu Moyan left the hospital.
However, instead of going home, they went to the nursing home, where her mother was.
More than half a month has passed since I was injured at the Yan family last time.
During this period, Shi Zhi was taken care of by Lin Yuge.
Yan Xi was busy with Gu Moyan's affairs and had no time to pay attention to Shi Zhi and the company's affairs. Now Gu Moyan is no longer in trouble, so she naturally has to visit her mother.
Last time, it should have been a big impact for Shi Zhi. Yan Xi was a little worried about the stimulation or trauma of her spirit.
Although Lin Yuge told her that nothing was abnormal, Yan Xi was still worried and prepared to go over and take a look.
However, the result made Yan Xi very surprised.
Yan Xi stood at the door, knocked on the door lightly, and waited for a few seconds before slowly pushing it open.
The warm sunlight gently scattered into the room, and it was laid on the floor into a golden carpet.
A gap was slightly opened in the window, and the cool breeze slowly came in, causing the thin curtains to sway slightly.
A woman was wearing plain clothes and stood there like that, leaning against the wall, leaning slightly to the side, tilting her head, looking into the distance, her face was beautiful and beautiful, but her expression was a little blurry and she couldn't see it in detail.
Yan Xi's heart suddenly lifted up, took a few steps forward unconsciously, and asked tentatively, "What's wrong with you?"
The woman in front of her slowly turned around and her face was never calm.
Seeing Yan Xi, her expression moved slightly, and a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth.
"Xiao Xi." She called to Yan Xi softly, her tone actually had a little gentleness.
Yan Xi was suddenly stunned, and his body suddenly became stiff and could not move.
It is true that this figure, appearance, and voice are undoubtedly her mother.
However, judging from her behavior, it has nothing to do with her mother.
Because her mother never smiled at her, and she would not call her so gently.
She must have had hallucinations, or her mother was stimulated by the last incident, so her condition became worse.
Otherwise, she really didn't know how to explain the current situation.
At this moment, she was not at all happy, but panic, worried, or worried.
Shi Zhi's eyes fell lightly on Yan Xi's body, and she waved to her gently, "Xiao Xi, come here."
In an instant, Yan Xi's little face suddenly turned white, and his heart seemed to be rubbed into a mess of thread, panic.
The situation in front of her was something she had never encountered before and she had never dared to think about.
So, she didn't know how to deal with it, nor did she know how to respond to the woman who looked straight at her.
Perhaps, she should have walked a few steps forward, grabbed the woman's hand, and called her affectionately.
However, at this moment, her subconscious unconsciously wanted to retreat and stay away from this reality that was too vain for her.
Seeing that Yan Xi had not moved for a long time, Shi Zhi couldn't help but slowly disappear. A trace of gloom gradually slipped through her eyes, and she lowered her head slightly, looking a little disappointed.
Gu Moyan's eyes paused slightly. After a few seconds of silence, he couldn't help but walk to Yan Xi's side, gently pulled her hand, slowly curled his lips, "Mother is calling you."
Yan Xi was slightly stunned and looked up at him unconsciously, but saw that his eyes were full of tenderness. The panic and uneasiness in his heart seemed to have subsided a lot in an instant. After hesitating for a moment, he couldn't help but slowly look back at Shi Zhi.
As if he had noticed her gaze, Shi Zhi slowly raised her eyes, and her expression seemed to have become a little gentler again.
Yan Xi was suddenly stunned, and her breathing seemed to become difficult, as if something was pressing her chest tightly, making her feel a little uncomfortable.
She subconsciously grabbed Gu Moyan's big hand, and her whole body seemed to become tense.
Gu Moyan bent down slightly and said softly beside her, "Don't worry, I'll go there with you."
His big hand slowly shook her little hand, and the faint warmth slowly passed along his skin to Yan Xi.
In an instant, Yan Xi seemed to have taken a reassurance, and her mood gradually stabilized.
As long as she feels that she is by her side, she will feel as if she has been injected with endless courage and has no fear.
Yan Xi took a deep breath, slowly relaxed himself, and then slowly walked to Shi Zhi.
Shi Zhi looked at Yan Xi carefully, from top to bottom, and finally her eyes slowly stopped on her face, and the smile on the corner of her mouth gradually became a little awkward, "I didn't expect that suddenly, you have grown so big."
Yan Xi was stunned for a moment, pursed her lips slightly, and nodded softly.
Shi Zhi looked at her and her expression suddenly became gentle. She slowly raised her hand to touch her cheek.
Yan Xi watched the elegant plain hands gradually approaching him, and unconsciously became nervous, and his heart was beating faster and faster.
She couldn't help but recall the past days, remembering that these hands had picked up the glass and smashed them hard at her head, remembering that these hands had once grabbed her neck tightly, and remembering that these hands had suffocated hard towards her cheeks, a strong sense of suffocation suddenly came to her face.
The fear hidden in her body was like a beast that suddenly woke up, as if she was about to swallow her.
As she watched the familiar hands gradually approaching her, dense cold sweat kept floating on her forehead, and her breathing seemed to be getting more and more difficult.
The memories of childhood seemed to gradually overlap with the current scene, and she seemed to feel the powerlessness and grievances she had at the beginning.
She wanted to escape, but seemed to have nowhere to escape.
She wanted to shout, but it seemed to be futile.
She wanted to beg the woman in front of her, but she found that she was tightly covered by her mouth and could not say anything at all, so she could only cry "whimper".
In an instant, Yan Xi felt a chill on his back, and a strong chill continued to spread upward along the soles of his feet.
She opened her eyes wide and looked at the woman in front of her, and her body began to tremble slightly.
The boundless fear drowned Yan Xi like a flood, isolating all her struggles and screams.
Just as Shi Zhi was about to touch Yan Xi, Yan Xi's body moved unconsciously, subconsciously took two steps back, avoiding her touch with a panic look on her face.
In an instant, Shi Zhi's movements were stiff.
She stared at Yan Xi in a daze, as if she was a little surprised. Gradually, a very bitter smile slowly rose to the corner of her mouth, "Are you so afraid of me?"
Yan Xi was stunned and unconsciously wanted to explain, but felt a dry throat and could not say anything.
Gu Moyan's eyes paused, he slowly raised his hand and patted her back. His movements were gentle and gentle, as if comforting and soothing her emotions.
"It's certain that you're afraid of me." Shi Zhi slowly withdrew her hand, her voice faintly feeling sad.
She paused for a moment and then said softly, "After all, I have done so many excessive things to you, even if you hate me, it is natural."
Yan Xi looked at her, and her heart felt as if something was tightly pinching, and it hurt a little.
She had never seen her mother's expression like this, which made her feel a little strange, but also a little heartache. It seemed that there was a hint of guilt.
This is the first time my mother has seen her so in front of her eyes, and it is also the first time my mother has said so much to her.
Perhaps, she should control herself and not avoid it.
After all, she is no longer the child she used to know to hide in the corner and cry.
Even if she faces any attack, she would not be so stupid to resist there.
The wound will only continue to increase and will not stop because of once or twice.
So, over time, she almost got used to this way of getting along with her mother.
Now the mother standing in front of her actually made her feel gentle. She must have felt uncomfortable recently, so even her thoughts became confused.
Yan Xi stood there, staring at Shi Zhi straight. After a long silence, she seemed to suddenly think of something and spoke with some trepidation, "Mom, are you awake now?"
Shi Zhi looked back at her, paused for a few seconds, and couldn't help but smile at her and nodded gently, "I've been awake for several days."
Yan Xi paused suddenly, his expression full of disbelief.
How many days? Her mother has been awake for several days in a row?
This was a surprise to Yan Xi!
You know, Shi Zhi has been ill for more than 20 years and is in a daze all day long. Even if she is awake in the middle, it will not last long.
Many times, her movements and speech are based on her subconscious thoughts.
So, this time she actually woke up for several days in a row, which was a rapid development.
Perhaps, this means that Shi Zhi's condition is improving, and there may be a possibility of recovery in the future.
As soon as he thought of this, Yan Xi felt that he couldn't calm down. He unconsciously walked forward a few steps and asked, "Then have you felt any physical changes in the past few days?"
Shi Zhi looked at her, but didn't say anything, but her eyes slowly turned red.
Seeing this, Yan Xi was immediately panicked and subconsciously said, "What's wrong? Are you feeling uncomfortable?"
Shi Zhi looked at Yan Xi's nervous expression, and tears slowly slid down her cheeks.
"Even if I treat you badly, do you still care about me?"
To be continued...