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Chapter 22 Don't I Live

The new land is full of beauty, and the sad thoughts are like smoke.

Su Yang is compassionate and dreams are everywhere.

"I'm not dead?"

After Gu Baozhu woke up, he looked up at the starry sky, opened his red lips lightly, and his voice was soft and moving. In Gu Baozhu's memory, everything about her was frozen at the moment when she hung on the hanging beam. When she woke up, she just thought it was on Xiaoyingzhou and on the deck of the ship, she was awakened.

His eyes froze. When he saw Su Yang standing on the side, Li Xinrong looked unfamiliar, but Du Kangen was standing on the side, which made her feel bored.

I stood up and looked around with the bright moonlight. I saw the burial objects in the coffin, the tombs on both sides, and the handwriting on the tombstones.

"So I'm really dead..."

Gu Baozhu walked in front of the tombstone, touching the tomb text on the tombstone, and then saw her in her underworld clothes, sighing quietly, walking between life and death, which was like a sleep for her. The death was not real, and the life was not real.

"Why did you save me?"

Gu Baozhu turned around and looked at Su Yang, Li Xinrong and Du Kangen on the other side, with sadness in her eyebrows and said, "I committed suicide because I didn't want to marry someone. You are here. If you want to marry me home in a hurry, it would be wrong."

Gu Baozhu was not willing to commit to others hastily, not to mention that among the three people in front of him, Du Kangen seemed to be the one she despised, while the person next to him was in disheveled clothes, with his chest exposed and abdomen exposed, and his body was strong but not colorful. He wanted to speak, but he couldn't open his mouth. He was also a person with nothing in his stomach.

Only the person in the middle, Rong Ruobingyu, had a bright aura and calm manner. She was not confused at all when she looked at her, making Gu Baozhu realize that this person should be the leader among the three, and his eyes were also placed on Su Yang.

"None of us will marry you."

Su Yang helped Li Xinrong and Du Kangen refused.

Li Xinrong and Du Kangen's eyes were full of resentment.

When Gu Baozhu heard this, she felt relieved and her mood was still low.

"Why are you not happy but sad when you are resurrected?"

Su Yang asked when Gu Baozhu saw this

"If you die, you have no king to the superiors, no ministers to the subordinates, and no matter what the four seasons are, you will always regard heaven and earth as spring and autumn. Even if you are in the south, you cannot pass."

Gu Baozhu said quietly: "And the immortal master brought me back to life, which made me lose the joy of the king and re-experience the fatigue of living people."

Gu Baozhu's words are all about Zhuangzi's meaning, and the previous sentence is even more about Zhuangzi's original text. At this time, she said it quietly, it was crisp and pleasant. Li Xinrong and Du Kangen were both confused and didn't understand it, but Su Yang fully understood Gu Baozhu's meaning.

Once she died, she was free from the class oppression of this world, the oppression of women in this world, and lay peacefully in the coffin. At this time, she was free, and once she returned to this world, the fatigue of life would return to her.

“Is there no happiness to be alive?”

Su Yang looked at Gu Baozhu and asked with a smile: "I am happy when I hear the orioles singing, I am happy when I meet the frogs croaking, I am cultivated when I see flowers, and I will remove weeds when I encounter them. Read the "Yi" Xiaochuan, talk about the noon case, the frost in the snow on the snowy night, the spring breeze is harmonious, and the world is bright and bright, which is better than the indifferent underworld."

When Gu Baozhu heard Su Yang depicting the colors of life, her eyelashes drooped, she added a little more color in her originally deserted eyes. Reading and literacy and enjoying tranquility is indeed the most colorful time in Gu Baozhu's life, especially when she was reading, she was completely selfless, as if she had entered another life.

In life, people who commit suicide often enter a dead end of their thoughts. Even in modern society, there are many people who don’t care at all because of just a few words. A very ordinary sentence becomes an opportunity for other people to die.

Perhaps that sentence happened to be the last straw that crushed that person's heart.

For Gu Baozhu, although there are many fun in life, there are also many unfree things in life. He also heard that Governor Gu would match her casually, and he was angry and hung his way away.

At this moment, it was also because he had walked between life and death that Gu Baozhu's desire to die had faded.

"well……"

Gu Baozhu sighed again and said, "My daughter's family is in the world, and everything is beyond the control of others. As you said, how much can a daughter's family experience? But there are many rules and regulations..." He looked down at the gold, silver and jewelry buried in the coffin, and sighed, "The things buried with you are rich."

"I'm not alive."

Su Yang said with a smile.

"puff……"

Gu Baozhu covered her face with her long sleeves and was amused.

The sentence Su Yang said just now is from the Book of Songs, and the widely circulated "Life and Death and Life and Death and the Continuation of the Son" and "holding the hand of the Son and Growing Up with the Son" are in this poem. The original meaning of Su Yang's words is that the two are too far apart and have no chance to meet each other, but after being distorted by Su Yang, it became a matter between Gu Baozhu and Gu Governor Gu.

Du Kangen and Li Xinrong looked at Gu Baozhu blankly. They both generally did not understand literature and science and did not understand why Su Yang's words made their goddess laugh like this.

After laughing, Gu Baozhu's face turned red, and finally cheered up, saluted Su Yang, and said, "Thank you for your life-saving grace by the Immortal Master."

Su Yang nodded, accepted Gu Baozhu's gift, looked at Gu Baozhu and said, "What are your plans? Do you want to go home directly or go to another place?"

Knowing the reason why Gu Baozhu was seeking death, Su Yang asked more questions about where Gu Baozhu went.

Gu Baozhu turned around and looked at the tombstone standing there. After a moment, he said, "Guardian Gu Baozhu is dead. Now I live only for myself." Gu Baozhu stared at Su Yang with his eyes and asked, "Immortal Master, look at the little girl's root bones, can she practice the art of becoming an immortal?"

After experiencing life and death, Gu Baozhu has the idea of ​​cultivation. Perhaps only after becoming an immortal can he live freely in this world.

Su Yang looked at Gu Baozhu and said, "I'm afraid I can't achieve anything."

Unless you take jade liquid and gold slurry like Su Yang, Gu Baozhu's qualifications and root bones will have absolutely no hope in practicing.

"Please ask the Immortal Master for advice."

Gu Baozhu asked Su Yang: "Baozhu doesn't seek to go to heaven and earth, but only wants to be able to make his own decisions, and no one can deceive him."

Since there is no hope in practice, Gu Baozhu settled for the second best.

"Do you have a place to stay?"

Su Yang asked Gu Baozhu again.

Gu Baozhu is an official lady who is spoiled and fed with wealth. Su Yang can teach her some magic to use it as a way to stay with her, but she doesn't want her to be by her side. One way is to avoid suspicion, and the other way is to be troublesome.

"There is a place to stay."

Gu Baozhu thought for a while and said affirmatively: "Baozhu has a friend in Hangzhou City. She has a very good relationship. She always wants me to help her do something. If Baozhu joins her, she will definitely be able to give Baozhu a place to stay, and she will not tell others about Baozhu. This is where Baozhu will live in the future."

But Gu Baozhu felt insecure after losing the identity of the official lady. If she returned to the mansion, then Gu Baozhu would no longer have the freedom to breathe freely at this moment.

If Su Yang can guide her in practicing, then this sense of security can be retrieved. As long as no one dares to deceive her, Gu Baozhu can make the decision by herself, so that Gu Baozhu can read and explain the articles freely. Whether there is a man or not or not is not a problem for Gu Baozhu.

Many times, she is very satisfied when she is alone.

Gu Baozhu looked at Du Kangen and Li Xinrong.

"I am a dead person. I'm going to go to the underworld. I won't bother you anymore, nor will I talk about you."

When Du Kangen saw Gu Baozhu's eyes, he replied naturally. Looking at Gu Baozhu, Du Kangen felt very sad. He thought that the two of them could join the underworld together, but he did not expect that in the end, the Yin and Yang strange road. When Du Kangen got down to the underworld, he would be so vast that he would be in the forever friendship with Gu Baozhu.

"Even if I die, I won't say you're alive."

Li Xinrong also promised that even if he offered a high reward, Li Xinrong could guarantee that he would not say this.

"Thank you."

Gu Baozhu thanked the two of them and looked at Su Yang.

“Okay.”

Su Yang said: "I can pass on you several methods to make your body strong and have the ability to defend yourself. As for which step you can go, it depends on your personal fortune."

Since he had saved Gu Baozhu, he simply helped her. After all, Su Yang had already opened his mouth to practice the method and made a magic trick based on Gu Baozhu's physique, which was not harmful to himself or others.

When Gu Baozhu heard the words, he was already overjoyed and hurriedly thanked Su Yang. He died once, which made Gu Baozhu's material desires very weak. He thought that he was transcending the world and was free and at ease. Looking at the various burial objects in the coffin, he only regarded them as the source of disaster, and did not take them, but let Su Yang close the coffin, and waved his sleeves, and there was a pile of new soil.

"Buddha."

Li Xinrong looked at Su Yang and said, "Can I practice the immortal path?"

Li Xinrong came here tonight, and after experiencing ghosts, he saw Gu Baozhu resurrected from the dead, gaining insights and comforting his heart. Naturally, he also had ordinary thoughts in his heart.

Gu Baozhu's smile with Su Yang just now made Li Xinrong understand the distance between him and Gu Baozhu. This is not the difference between an official lady and an artist, but also the difference between the two people in terms of cultural experience. This difference made Li Xinrong feel the difference.

Su Yang picked up Li Xinrong's lantern, pointed it gently, and a light naturally appeared inside, and said, "Take this lantern back, it can ensure that you are free on the road. Your opportunity is not at this time, but it is not far away."
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