Jessica never thought that she would see Jin Shengyuan smoking one day! Just like she couldn't imagine herself eating cucumbers.

Seohyun's words, the shocking reality, Yoona's outburst... also gave her a great stimulation. Taeyeon is actually a portrayal of her, but their expression methods are different.

Originally, Jin Shengyuan's changes some time ago made Jessica think that he could handle this matter forcefully. No matter what the final result was, it was better to cut through the mess quickly than to torture each other like this. But she didn't expect that he was just a "paper tiger"

.But this is also in line with his character. He considers the other person's feelings too carefully and too seriously. It would be strange not to do so. You can call him sentimental or indecisive, but this is who he is!

It’s just that with his cautious approach, it’s hard to say not only how long it will take to solve the problem, but whether it can even be solved at all!

During this time, he kept asking and caring about Taeyeon's condition, and at the same time he kept exploring his own attitude through Krystal. Sometimes Jessica couldn't help but think, with three women, his character is not afraid of exhausting himself to death?

Moreover, it's not just him who is tired, the three of him will also be affected! Look at Taeyeon now, living a life hiding herself behind a mask, which makes people around her uncomfortable and distressed.

When she just returned to the dormitory, she saw Taeyeon's lips curled up slightly, her side face filled with a hint of happiness, and her face quickly covered up with "protective color". Jessica felt as if something had touched the softest part of her heart.

generally.

The words "I'm back" that she pretended to be strong made her speechless for a moment.

When she returned to the bedroom to change clothes, after struggling fiercely, she suddenly made a crazy decision: "Sooth Taeyeon!" Regardless of Taeyeon, the relationship between her and Jin Shengyuan, how to deal with it is Jin Shengyuan's business -

Since she wants that kind of result, she has to bear the intermediate responsibility - she doesn't think she is generous enough to take care of her love rival, but just for the friendship between the two for more than five years, the common dream of the nine of them "Girls' Generation" and the members'

Feel.

However, no matter how she thought about it, she could not deny that she and Taeyeon were love rivals, so she cursed Jin Shengyuan bitterly.

…

With an oval-shaped childlike face, sparse eyebrows like a fence, sharp raised eyes, small and beautiful lips, a vivid chin, and a height of 1.6 meters, such a small man conquered Jin Shengyuan.

No one can deny her status in Jin Shengyuan's heart! Originally, Jessica didn't understand why Jin Shengyuan loved her so deeply, but at that moment, Jessica suddenly understood that she originally loved Jin Shengyuan as herself!

How is it possible for a person to give up himself?

Looking at her, Jessica felt a sudden sourness in her heart. After her lips moved for a while, she suddenly said in a deep voice: "I'm sorry."

The voice was very soft, but it was like a muffled thunder in Taeyeon's ears! She originally thought that Jessica was deliberately showing off her "generosity" from the perspective of a successful person, but she didn't expect to hear "I'm sorry"! She even suspected that it was

It's not that I heard wrongly.

"You don't have to say sorry to me." There was no anger as expected. Taeyeon only felt a sense of desolation from the bottom of her heart and said calmly, "You understand him better than I do, and he likes you better."

After Jessica was silent for a moment, she suddenly asked: "Is it fun to deceive yourself?"

"I've already quit, what else do you want?" Taeyeon shouted in a low voice as if she had been stabbed in a sore spot, her face suddenly turned ugly.

Jessica did not answer her, but sighed quietly and said with a dazed look: "When you first came to the company, you immediately became the company's key training target. Do you know how much pressure you brought to me at that time?"

Taeyeon was startled for a moment, and then fell silent. She didn't know why Jessica suddenly said this.

"I was sick for seven days because of this!" Jessica said, but there was no expression of anger or resentment on her face, instead there was a faint warmth and happiness.

Taeyeon bit her lip, vaguely guessing what she said.

"But these seven days have become the happiest seven days in my memory." Jessica's voice was light and airy, as if coming from the clouds. "He personally took care of me for seven days, took me to the hospital, fed me medicine, and helped me do everything.

Rice... It was a big bed, but I told him it was okay to sleep on the other side, but he insisted on sleeping on the floor... Later, I confessed to him, but he refused. However, the relationship between me and him

But we became closer because of it.”

Taeyeon listened to her story quietly and wanted to get up and leave, but her body refused to obey her orders. Jin Shengyuan also said this before, but not as detailed as she did.

"Do you know? The first time he met you, I gave him your photo!" Jessica continued, "At that time, I even joked about introducing you to him as his girlfriend. Unexpectedly, this joke ended up becoming

reality.”

"When the two of us officially decided to date, I was obviously in pain, but I took the initiative to help you cover it up... In order to cover up the relationship between you two, I spread the scandal with him. At that time, I actually

I feel happy... When you stayed at his place for the first time and stayed up all night, I didn't sleep all night... When he had a conflict with the company director because of you, I was so jealous..." She put everything about herself

Confess everything to Taeyeon.

"I have quit." Taeyeon said again, but her voice was not as firm as before, a little more erratic and weak. A girl has been silently in love with a man for more than five years. If the other person was not her, she would

You will definitely be moved.

"I said all this just to tell you that I didn't mean to hurt you." Jessica ignored her and continued, "But it's true that I hurt you, so I'm sorry."

Taeyeon remained silent, finally no longer hiding her thoughts behind the mask. Jessica had revealed everything nakedly in front of her, and she could no longer escape.

She doesn't want to accept this "I'm sorry"! If it's anything else, she can forgive it, but not this one. Moreover, this is not just Jessica's problem, but also Jin Shengyuan's betrayal!

Seeing that she finally revealed her true emotions, Jessica raised the corner of her mouth slightly and said, "It's okay if you don't want to forgive, I just hope you don't torture yourself like this."

Taeyeon frowned fiercely. What did this sentence mean when she said it? Guilt, compensation, or...

"Just think of it as my guilt." Jessica seemed to have noticed her speculation, and said, "More than five years of friendship, Yuli and the others' worries..."

"Is it worth it?" However, Taeyeon suddenly interrupted her, stared at her and asked. After saying that she "deceived herself" for a long time, what she is doing now is also deceiving herself?

The reasons she mentioned are undeniable, but what really plays a decisive role, Taeyeon understands, and she understands it herself. However, Taeyeon did not expect that she would actually make such a decision! At the same time, a deep sense of inferiority arose

Once again, Taeyeon's heart was born. First it was Yoona, and now it's Jessica. Is it true that she is the one with the least affection?

Jessica was suddenly silent.

Taeyeon stared at her closely, feeling extremely nervous.

The atmosphere in the living room suddenly became more depressing, as if something was brewing. If she heard "yes" from Jessica's mouth, Taeyeon's already tense emotions would be broken instantly.

As if feeling Taeyeon's emotions, Jessica looked up at her and said, "Ask yourself, I think the same as you."

"Like me?" Taeyeon was stunned for a moment, then slowly lowered her head, feeling suddenly irritated and confused for no reason.

Jessica pursed her lips slightly when she looked at her. If she hadn't found such a reason to paralyze herself, she wouldn't have been able to talk to her calmly like this.

But what does what she is doing now count? A burst of irritation arises from the bottom of her heart, but even if she is abandoned by Jessica, as long as she makes up her mind, it will be difficult to shake.

"Yooner..." Jessica wanted to test whether she had seen Yoona's true thoughts. Suddenly she heard the sound of opening the door, and then Yuli complained: "Hey Yigu, I'm exhausted! We

came back."

Jessica's voice stopped suddenly, and then after looking at Taeyeon who raised her head, the two of them suddenly stood up and wanted to do something, as if they were electrocuted.

However, Xiuying had already ran in and shouted at the same time: "Ah! I smell the fish balls! Who is there..." Just in the middle of her sentence, after seeing the scene in the living room, she opened her mouth wide.

After being stunned for a moment, she turned around and said, "I forgot something outside!" Then she turned and walked directly out of the dormitory, stopping Yuli and Tiffany at the same time.

"Why don't you let us in?" Tiffany asked with a pout.

Yuli, who was the most curious, slipped in under Xiuying's arm, and after seeing the situation in the living room just now, she turned around and said, "I also forgot something outside."

As she walked, Yuli blinked in disbelief. Did she have a hallucination just now?

"What's wrong?" Tiffany's curiosity was also aroused, but she was stopped by Xiuying and Yuli, so she had to ask in a low voice.

At this time, Jessica came over and said, "If you don't come in, the supper will be cold."

"Ah!" Upon hearing this, Xiuying and Yuli left Tiffany, who was still hesitating, and turned around to return to the living room.

"What's going on?" Tiffany walked in confused, pouting to express dissatisfaction. However, Jessica didn't explain anything.

"Pani, you're back." In the living room, Taeyeon, Xiuying, and Yuli greeted each other, and then said to Tiffany who walked in.

"Ah?" Tiffany responded blankly, and her eyes suddenly became moist. How long has it been since she felt Taeyeon's vivid breath? However, her eyes widened again immediately, and she even forgot to shed tears. At the same time, she also understood that Xiu The reason why Ying and Yuli turned around and left.
Chapter completed!