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Chapter 44: Where the Heart of Dao is (3)

The terrifying aura shocked the entire mountain and river world and woke up the woman who had been sleeping in the castle for a long time.

Chen Fei wants to vent, vent all the depression in his body, so that his mind can be relaxed and his heart can be peaceful.

It completely ignores the cost and ignores everything.

It's like going crazy, like being entangled.

Until a certain point in time, the extreme release finally caused the body to lose its support. He coughed, the sword in his hand hanged down and stabbed into the ground. He touched the hilt of the sword with one hand to support his body. Chen Fei finally couldn't hold on.

"Hu, Hu, Hu!" The huge consumption brought about happiness. Chen Fei lay on the ground, picked up the sword to Hua Xi, rolled down on the side, pressing his hands on his chest to breathe.

"Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha, it's so good." While smiling, he was wiping his tears. Without the protection of his position, the snowflakes in the sky floated down as usual, and would not melt on Shen Fei's body, burying him. The excessive consumption made Chen Fei's body temperature very low, dissipated his spirit and lost his blood and blood. He could feel that his life was dissipating. He knew this but didn't want to stop it.

What is life, why do people live, and what is the meaning of life.

Chen Fei couldn't get the answer, and wanted to die one by one because he couldn't get the answer. Sometimes, death is also a way to solve the problem, a way to do it once and for all.

Let the ice and snow cover the body, let the cold numb the heart, and Chen Fei fell into a state of semi-cool and half awake. Instincts constantly stimulated and urged him to wake up, but Chen Fei was unwilling to do this, and fought against the body and fought against him. He wanted to be so quiet, feel the truth in his heart, and understand what he wanted and what he really thought.

There is darkness in front of me. What's wrong with darkness? The night gave me black eyes, why use it to find light!

Maybe it's good to fall into the darkness and into the abyss like this. When you wake up, you will become a person who will do whatever you want and hate evil, and become a person who will be careless. The first and second in heaven will make you look crazy. In fact, what's wrong with living like that? Since you are all alive, why aren't you all living a way of life?

Chen Fei knew that he would not die. Neither the boy's golden body, the nine dragons in his body, or the hands in the dark would make him die easily. He just wanted to calm down, just wanted to keep his current posture quiet for a while and gain a moment of peace in his heart.

No one can say clearly whether it is right or wrong, whether it is right or wrong, whether it is good or evil, and no one can clearly see the problem from his own perspective and make choices. Since no matter what is done, it is right, then you should do whatever you want and make yourself happy.

In the darkness, Chen Fei opened his eyes, the cold snow stinged his eyes, his vision was still pitch black, but a window opened deep in his heart.

He suddenly realized that the reason why he was unhappy and wanted to be liberated by death was because there were many factors around him that interfered with him, and there were many people and things he had to care about. Their existence made him unable to act according to his original intention.

Would it be better if they were gone?

Chen Fei showed a wicked smile, and Jiulong opened his eyes inside him, his eyes equally evil.

Terrible thoughts are terrible thoughts born from human hearts.

The appearance of this thought made Chen Fei shudder: "What is he thinking? That is the most important person to him."

Chen Fei opened his eyes and stinged his eyes with the cold that penetrated his bone marrow, which made his mind gain a hint of clarity. The state had been stagnant for a long time, and the Taoist heart that had finally formed collapsed again. Everything became an incontrollable appearance, full of confusion and confusion everywhere. What should we do and how to change all of this.

Chen Fei thought that with Bai Yu's talent and master's tips, he must have found his own Taoist heart. If he knew what his Taoist heart was, he might have some tips on him.

"Huh!" Gasp, and you have to breathe heavily every once in a while. This is an instinctive reaction made by ** to maintain life. A hole was exposed on the thick ice layer, and hot air came out of the hole. It was the location of the mouth. Snowflakes with big fingertips floated down from the sky, falling one after another, landing in the mouth and melting in an instant.

In short, there are things that cannot be covered with ice. As long as people are alive, they will have hope.

Chen Fei thought of the poor people he saw when he came, the ravaged girl, and the corpses that emitted foul smell at the end of the road. Compared to them, his situation was really much better. Why did he begin to question the way to save them? When did this question start?

Yes! It was after Junya appeared!

After accepting Junya's suspense against humanity at the top of her lungs, she began to wonder whether her previous persistence was wrong. Everything was because of Junya's appearance. It was this same age who was the opposite sex who had made Chen Fei's firm heart hesitate, making him start to consider the issue of race, and made him confused about whether human beings should be saved or not, whether the original heart should be kind or evil, and whether the future path should be left or right.

Junya's accusation made Chen Fei feel confused and uneasy, making him worried about his past actions, so that he recalled from time to time whether his persistence had been right or wrong, and that it was this woman who made him uneasy.

"Huh!" He breathed deeply again, Chen Fei finally found the key point of the contradiction and found a woman who made herself weak and full of doubt.

Thinking about it carefully, I began to doubt Prince Lie because of Junya's words.

It was her who brought confusion to herself, it was her who made herself confused and uneasy, it was her, it must be her. Everything happened because of her, it was her appearance that made her do not advance but retreat, and made herself sensitive to racial issues.

"Huh, woman, it's a woman again!" After being played hard by a shameless, vulgar and despicable prostitute named Fang Ting, Chen Fei disturbed his heart for another Fengchen woman. He seemed to be unable to live with women in his life, and always could not live with women. Is it because he was too shaken or too good at acting? Why are they both women, so easily believed and so easily affected by themselves?

Thinking of Fang Ting, who was fake, realistic in acting, shameless, insidious and cunning, and cheated herself, Chen Fei had a bad idea in his heart. If Junya didn't send someone to harm her, it would be that Junya would have sent her to harm her.

I felt a chill in an instant, but then I thought it was not. After all, the identity of the Junya Rakshasa clan cannot be faked. Her hatred for human beings comes from the heart, and her heart of Tao has been buried in the deepest part of her heart and outsiders cannot know it, let alone destroy it.

Junya's experience should be true, and her accusations against humanity are also from the heart. She was touched by the infectious power brought by these truths. It can only be said that her identity as a member of the race, her daily behavior, and her soft and hard personality successfully infected her.

Junya and Fang Ting are different. Fang Ting said on the surface that she is the biological daughter of Cuilan Xuanxuan. It is hard to say whether it is, what is the origin, and what purpose it is. She is just a woman who is good at acting, has experienced countless men, and has a deep understanding of the unclean woman who likes men; while Junya is enduring humiliation for the Rakshasa clan, and the two have essential differences.

Chen Fei had hatred for Fang Ting. He had never really hated someone, and Fang Ting was an exception. Fang Ting's appearance made Chen Fei realize that the more pretentious a woman is, the more she is good at acting, the more proactive the woman approaches you, the more scheming the woman, the more she is, the more she is a romantic and beautiful woman, the better she is, and makes you willingly give for her.

Chen Fei hated Fang Ting because Fang Ting was not just the little money to redeem, but also the trust of Chen Fei in her. He thought that this woman was waiting to be rescued by him and was eager to escape from the sea of ​​suffering. He never thought that everything was his wishful thinking, and that he was the person who was being played with.

A deep thought made Chen Fei recall Fang Ting's existence, her deception of herself, and the most unbearable past. Chen Fei always believed that human hearts could be changed and could be transformed from evil to good through hard work. However, in Fang Ting, he found that his long-term persistence was fundamentally wrong. Women like Fang Ting were born as evil, born as a vulgar, born as a natural vulgar, born to gain the trust of others to get benefits, and finally abandon them. People like this can only whip, humiliate, denounce, and stay away from them.

Chen Fei killed her like a kill an ant. He was always unwilling to do that. In order to show the level of human nature, he showed that he and Fang Ting had an essential difference. Fang Ting was a low-ranking prostitute who was despised by different men. He would eventually become a saint, a saint who completely changed the rules of the world and brought back justice to people's hearts.

Because of this, he was able to get rid of Fang Ting, but he would never do this. He asked Fang Ting to see with his own eyes the difference between doing evil and doing good, and watched him step by step towards the altar.

Chen Fei did not notice that his thoughts became more and more extreme and degenerate. He began to seek the killing of his enemies and the pleasure of being respected in the form of killing. He was falling step by step, getting closer and closer to the abyss.

Destiny appears before you. You can always choose two ways: to the left, be kind and be kind, be far away, and accept all the people; to the right, be evil and harm, and be resentful, and become a demon king who makes the world afraid and causes the suffering of life. To do good and evil, in one thought.

Especially for a person like Chen Fei who has the ability to change something, when he makes a choice, it will have an impact on the world and Jiuzhou, which is the most important thing to ignore.

The heart of Tao is broken, the realm of Tao is stagnant, Chen Fei experienced the most difficult choice in his life, regained his original heart to the left, and rebuilt his heart; he went to the right and became a demon, and he would never be able to recover. He might become a person like Yan Tianqing, even more terrifying than Yan Tianqing.

He faces a choice, and most of the things he encounters in his life are involuntarily, but this time, Chen Fei can choose, and destiny is created by his choice. Whether to do good or evil, whether to become a saint or a demon is all in one thought.

With resistance ahead, Chen Fei felt confused in his heart. This confusion is a karma. He has crossed the peace and nothing, and he can't cross the abyss and will never turn over.

Chen Fei was on the extremely quiet mountain top, feeling his heartbeat and feeling his inner self. He knew that he had the right to choose, but he just didn't know whether his persistence was wrong.

What is a human being, what is an immortal, what is a demon, what is a Buddha, what is righteousness, what is evil, what is a saint, what is a demon!

He thought about life. Life is an art. There are too few people who see through it and too many people who live in a mess. To understand it, you need extraordinary wisdom. Some people can't see through it all their lives and live a good life because they don't think about the truth at all. Chen Fei is too smart and immersed in the way of immortality. A very smart person will definitely think about some problems that ordinary people don't want to think about. This is causing trouble for themselves and can also add some stimulation to ordinary life.

Philosophy! Only by standing on the shoulders of a giant can you see further! Chen Fei now needs an experienced successful person to guide him.

Becoming a guide is the meaning of the existence of a master. A famous teacher is not groundless to be groundless. What a good master teaches you is not only excellent skills, but also enlightenment in life. Chen Fei needs such a person, and needs someone who understands the direction for him, where to go, and whether to choose left or right, is right or wrong.

Chen Fei really envied Shao Baiyu. He could stay on the mountain to receive the master's teachings, but he couldn't do it. He could only explore in the dark alone. Even if he fell to his head and blood, he could only kill his teeth and swallow it in his stomach.

This is a good thing, it is also a bad thing. It is said to be a good thing, because this experience has trained his resilience beyond ordinary people; it is said to be a bad thing, because Chen Fei will suffer more damage and go through more detours for it.

Chen Fei wants to compromise for reality, and he needs guidance. He, who once acted as a bright lamp to dispel darkness for others, also needs such a bright lamp to reflect the direction for his dark road ahead.

All things return to silence, and the divine sword is ruthless.

Is the essence of life the ruthless sword in your hand causing the withering of all things and returning everything to the origin of chaos?

When you can't see the light, you will think that the world is originally without light and become accustomed to it. This is inertia. A person will not feel pain when he has inertia, because you don't know that there is light in the periphery of darkness.
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