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She actually forgot the cause and effect, the cause and effect she received for standing at the peak.

Every cause and effect represents another burning, which is Nirvana in another sense, carrying all the unhappiness and hatred of others, throwing himself into the raging fire, and carrying the sins of others with the burning exercise of one's own soul.

It is different from her own soul training. She cannot defeat the burning of her soul with her own beliefs. She must bear it completely and for others.

When Zhang Xiaohan saw the soul ball reverse, he retreated. It was not the cause and effect of one person and two persons, nor the cause and effect of thousands of people, but the cause and effect of millions of monks. The life span of each monk is calculated in units of tens of thousands.

How could she not retreat?

But how could she back down?

All of this was her choice, and she had no choice.

Endless pain came, and the soul was divided, torn and burned again. She felt it clearly, while clearly feeling the monk's life, feeling the regret and sorrow that did not belong to her.

Day after day, year after year, what she has endured is not the phoenix nirvana once every five hundred years, but the endless death and death.

The burning of the soul seems to have become a part of life, and pain becomes the continuation of life. The most terrifying thing is endless. No, even though you know that there is an end, you can't see the distant end, and it seems that there is no end.

Is this her choice? If she did it again, would she still make such a choice?

If it would be so difficult to become a god, would she still choose this difficult path like this?

In a trance, she heard her voice: "The meaning of life is passing by, and I will never regret the ups and downs."

The pain in the soul suddenly disappeared, and the eyes became brighter. She was standing by the pool of Black Miasma Mountain. The lotus leaves swayed and the lotus flowers bloomed. The hibiscus stood side by side with her, and also looked at the lotus leaves in the pool.

Is this an illusion? But what I saw in front of me was so real, Zhang Xiaohan blinked and looked at herself. Her cultivation was already in the late stage of Mahayana, no, it was the peak of the late stage of Mahayana. In her dantian, there was no Qiankun Cauldron, only two Qiankun Tokens and that bowl existed alone.

The spiritual consciousness seemed to be in a daze. She suddenly remembered when this was. Before she and Mu Jin took Ye Weiyang to enter the divine realm together, she had just dispersed the inner demons, and her own spiritual power overlapped with the purple qi, and her cultivation level rose to the peak of the late stage of the Mahayana.

And before what she said just now, she said:

"There are always many reluctances in life, even eternal life will not be perfect. I often say that living is for the sake of living, for the sake of living. In fact, I have not really understood it. Hibiscus. I still remember our time in Wuji Sect, remember that we talked about everything together, cooked food together, and talked about everything except practice. At that time, we were really happy. It seemed that there were only two of us in this world."

She was once again in a daze, staring at the lotus leaves in front of her, then looked up at the blue sky and white clouds above the pool, covered by her spiritual sense, and her spiritual sense was only at the level of a golden immortal.

"When will it fly?" Mu Mu's voice appeared softly in her ears.

Zhang Xiaohan turned his head slightly: "Hmm? Ascend?"

Mu Jin's side face was the same as before: "You have reached the peak of the late Mahayana period, and there is no longer anything you have yet to settle for in this world."

Mu Mu's side face overlaps with the cold Ran under the sea. Zhang Xiaohan couldn't tell which one was real and which one was illusory. Suddenly she thought of something, and she heard her voice: "Senior Brother..."

As soon as the three words were spoken, he felt the fluctuations of spiritual power. Zhang Xiaohan and Mu Jin all looked to the top of the Black Mischia Mountain. Song Chensha and Li Piaoxue appeared at the same time. Two people, one was handsome in the wind and the other was as gentle as jade. They suddenly met, but Zhang Xiaohan was stunned.

Song Chensha is still there, he has not been swallowed by the Zhu Xian Bow!

"Congratulations to the junior sister for advancing to the late Mahayana peak, and also congratulations to the junior sister for her success in her cultivation and her smooth exit from the seclusion." Song Chensha smiled slightly, and his eyes looked at Zhang Xiaohan as if shining brightly.

"Congratulations to Boss Zhang for coming out of seclusion, congratulations to seniors for their success in their cultivation." Li Piaoxue also chuckled, looking at Zhang Xiaohan with joy and the comfort of the elderly.

"Thank you, Senior Brother, thank you, Fellow Daoist Li." Zhang Xiaohan bowed, smiled slightly on the surface, but his heart was like a storm. The scene in front of him was so real, but the previous pain of Nirvana was vivid in her mind. She had no way to tell which one was an illusion and which one was the real one.

If the eyes are illusions, the sight lines and the divine consciousness are so clear, if the experiences in the divine realm, the demon realm and the underworld are illusions, the suffering of the phoenix nirvana in the soul is also shocking.

However, the five-element flying sword in the Dantian was not damaged, and the Qiankun Cauldron disappeared. If what you saw in front of you was an illusion, the illusion would be too real.

The few people sat tacitly on the grass without giving in, and Zhang Xiaohan sat down speechlessly.

"Advanced to the late Mahayana peak should be a celebration. Why doesn't the younger sister look very happy?" Song Chensha looked at Zhang Xiaohan and said gently: "Junior sister, your life span is less than ten thousand years. You can let go of the ascension for the time being. The fairy world may be more harsh than we imagined. Ascension later, it is not impossible to complete the unfinished things in the upper world."

Zhang Xiaohan's heart moved. After she advanced that day, Song Chensha and Li Piaoxue came over and said the same thing. I still remember that she pondered for a while and remembered that she promised Dong Xiao to find the separated muscles and bones for him. This was indeed unfinished. So she nodded and agreed after Song Chensha said this. But now, if she was denied, would the things that happened before stop happening? She would not go to the divine realm with Mu Jin Ye Weiyang, and then everything would no longer exist?

She pondered, just like the time she pondered after hearing these words that day, but when she spoke again, what she said was completely different: "In this life, there will be many things that will not be finished, and how can she do whatever she wants. Ascension is a matter of time. Since it is necessary to ascend to the sky sooner or later, it is better to be early rather than late."

Zhang Xiaohan's words obviously surprised Song Chensha and the other two. In their feelings, although Zhang Xiaohan did not reject the ascension, he had to leave before the matter was finished in the human world, which was not Zhang Xiaohan's habit of doing it.

The three of them all looked on Zhang Xiaohan's face, but no one spoke to persuade him. They all understood Zhang Xiaohan's temper, and what she decided was unintentional to persuade him.

"What are you going to do if you clone?" Mu Hibiscus asked after a while.
Chapter completed!