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postscript

Song Shixing is over!

This is the end of the fifth book after "The Evil Man", "Cao Thief", "The Criminal" and "The Usher of the Tang Dynasty".

The book is about 1.6 million words, and the length is not very long.

To be honest, it is very different from my initial setting, because when I first conceived this book, it was almost five million words.

But, I really can't continue writing!

2012 was a year for me that I didn’t want to mention again.

In this year, I lost perhaps the most precious relationship in my life.

To put it in an online term: I feel like I won’t love anymore...

That's it.

But in the end...

Since September, every time I write a word and every chapter I create, I feel a strong, even bone-breaking pain.

This pain made me unable to construct the plot, outline the details, or even think.

There was one time when I wanted to get rid of this book eunuch... really, because at that time, I was already so painful that I was stunned.

Finally, it was only after the persuasion of the book friends that I decided to continue to create.

But the emotions, rhythm, and even thoughts at that time could no longer return to the state of the original creation. So I decided to end it early, but even so, it was still painful and I was struggling with writing every day.

From December to January, from January to February, from February to March…

The passion for creation has gradually disappeared, replaced by an endless disgust.

Yes, it's just disgust!

Dislike yourself, hate writing, and even hate everything.

But no matter what, I finally insisted on completing it and wrote the three words [Full Book].

OK, free!

But at the same time, I was a little confused.

When the three words "Full Book" are finished, it means goodbye to the past.

People... are always a bit naughty.

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I asked some book friends, and overall, the open ending was pretty good.

All the pits that should be filled in, and all the things that should be explained have been explained.

As for how everyone thinks it, I don't know...

Thank you to all book friends, thank you to all friends, thank you to everyone...

I accompanied me through the lowest stage in 2012. As Xiao Yi said to my brother: the past has passed, and we should still face the future ahead.

I am already 38 and have to plan for many things seriously.

Getting married, getting married, having children... many things have to be put on the road.

So if you think about it carefully, it is actually quite good to be able to put an end to the past.

At least, I'm free...

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Next, I will take a break.

The new book has been fully conceived, returning to the Three Kingdoms and returning to passionate blood.

I want to go crazy, want to vent...and, I'm ready.

So, April 27ri, let’s meet again in the Three Kingdoms.
Chapter completed!
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