A good banquet ended up falling apart in an unhappy end. Even though he forced himself, Ye Yu, who was never good at concealing his thoughts, finally left obvious displeasure on his face, which made the atmosphere in the room feel awkward for a moment.

This atmosphere made Dongma feel a little restless, but Ying seemed to be there calmly, and she seemed to be there no differently than usual. I thought she knew that this naturally made Ye Yu's expression even more gloomy...

Ye Yu felt strange at this time, so even Yukina didn't know how to face it. As for Yukino, who always didn't like Ye Yu, she became surprisingly honest at this time... Like her, Yingriri. Perhaps only the girl he knew since childhood would understand how much unhappiness Ye Yu was filled with...

"Ah... I'm losing my temper, I'll have to apologize tomorrow." Because of Ye Yu's dissatisfaction, the banquet ended in a hurry. The girls left with their own thoughts, and Ye Yu was waiting for everyone to leave, and then he plunged into his room, and he stayed in the quilt without turning on the lights.

Before leaving, Xue Cai was also hesitating whether to stay for one night, but in the end the girl's kindness was still rejected. In this situation, what Ye Yu wanted most was to be quiet by himself... enough experience allowed him to get the best solution to the current situation through self-reflection. Now he was just a little confused for a while... that's all...

"If you think about the better, this is actually nothing... If you have the Internet and have a mobile phone, you can buy a plane ticket and visit it. Besides, Dongma, Ying will come back to China every year during holidays, right? After all, her parents are still here. If you look at it this way, it seems that except for the fewer times you meet, there is no difference compared to now."

In the room surrounded by darkness, Ye Yu was alone and murmured to himself. According to general terms, all the words he said were undoubtedly true, but in the end... all the words turned into powerless sighs. What is the meaning of such self-comfort words?

There is no difference...how can there be no difference! The distance between regions alone is enough to make people sigh. It only takes one meeting every six months or even a year. The time difference is different, the environment is different, the things that happen around you and the things you usually come into contact with are all different. In this way, the so-called friendship will be as reliable as before? Who are you lying to...

What's more, there is nothing in this world that is more forgetful than humans. After the initial adaptation period has passed, they will devote themselves to a new environment and bond. There is only so much time for people to dominate in a day. After they are allocated to new friends, what will those old friends become?

Humans are not big monsters. They can spend ten or even a hundred years waiting. Just a few months are enough to dilute everything before. It would be so easy to recover as before and restore the feeling of the past...

And it is precisely because of this that we should cherish the bonds around us the most, right? But why did they still choose to leave... Ye Yu doesn't understand, and he really doesn't want to understand. The future, ideals, and other things are really that important? So we can abandon all the accumulated ones without hesitation?!

OK Ye Yu admitted that his thoughts were too pessimistic and extreme, but as a guy who had never experienced the pain of separation for the first time like now, he now began to doubt whether the things he cherished were also cherished by others. He was sure that only he would not be wrong, but were Ying and Dongma wrong? After all, everyone was actually doing what they thought was right...

Unfortunately, correctness does not mean that everyone can accept it...

He turned over and lay on his back on his bed, then curled up his arms and placed them on his forehead, Ye Yu stared at the ceiling above his head without blinking. After all, he was a person who was less willing to lose than gain.

I don't know how long it took, a slight sound came from the door. Then after a while, he felt a girl tiptoed onto his bed and snatched half of his quilt with great familiarity... There is no need to guess who would be besides Zhenbai in his bedroom at this time.

"It's so white, you said that if everyone could stay by my side like you..." As he muttered completely impossible, Ye Yu turned over and hugged Xiao Zhenbai into his arms. He hugged the girl's arm very hard, as if only by using his chest to feel the existence from the other party tightly, he would feel a moment of peace of mind.

"Forget it... Stay what you want to stay, leave if you want to leave, leave if you want to leave. I have no reason to restrain myself, and there is no reason to try to keep me. So let it go... I, it's not because of loneliness or something that I'm going to be with you like this."

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The next day, Ye Yu got up early for a long time, but in fact he didn't sleep much last night. He hugged him for half a night, and he didn't feel sleepy until the girl was completely asleep. In the end, he waited in a daze and opened his eyes and it was already dawn.

Sitting up from the bed, Ye Yu had no idea of ​​sleeping. He looked at the phone at the head of the bed and it was just over 7 in the morning. After tucking the quilt for Zhenbai so that she could continue to sleep, Ye Yu left his bedroom.

There were still traces left by yesterday's banquet in the living room. Although the girls helped him clean up all the bowls, chopsticks and bottles of wine, the first impression alone still gave people a feeling after a carnival. This inevitably made Ye Yu recall the entanglement in his heart yesterday, but what was strange was... After just one night of sleep, the depression inexplicably dissipated.

"Hey... After losing my power, I became no different from ordinary humans?" His tone was a little mocking, but Ye Yu's expression on his face could not show any loneliness, but instead he seemed very interested... "This game may no longer be regarded as a game, life is like... After all, life is still life."

He sighed inexplicably, but he was not in the mood to think about it in such a place. He went to the kitchen to make three breakfasts using the ingredients left yesterday, then wrapped one of them on the table in the living room and counted it as the one left for Zhenbai. Then he packed the remaining ones and left his room door.

After leaving the door, he turned left and walked just a few steps, and when he reached out to Ying's door, he suddenly realized that he didn't know whether Ying's girl was awake or not... He took back his extended hand with some self-deprecatingness, but at this moment, a cheerful piano sound came from the room...

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