Zeng Yunfeng sat down by the bed, looked at the old man who had gone through many vicissitudes of life, and said, "I'm back."

"Cough, cough, cough!" The old man coughed a few more times, opened his hazy eyes, and looked at the man in front of him.

A slight smile appeared on his lips, "I thought you would never come back."

As if he was going to use up his last strength, Zeng Yunfeng sighed deeply, "Why don't you use those things I sent you back?"

Tony Brown shook his head, "The life given by God has a certain destiny. No matter how hard you struggle, you will eventually return to the embrace of God."

Zeng Yunfeng tucked Tony Brown in, then helped him up, put the pillow behind his back, and asked him to sit up slightly.

Tony Brown looked at Zeng Yunfeng in front of him and said: "I know that you don't like what I say very much, and you are not very willing to believe in any god."

"Although I didn't inquire intentionally, I also know that a man named Roy Smith appeared on the ocean." He smiled, "Bad boy, I originally thought you would remain anonymous and not reveal any of your identity.

Source, but I didn’t expect that you still remember that you are a blacksmith?”

"People really shouldn't forget their roots. I've heard too many stories about you."

"Cruel and bloody, a few years ago, your story was told to me in Port Royal, and it was the biography of one devil after another."

"The children were so scared that they dared not cry after hearing this." He said, smiling again, "Later, your voice gradually disappeared at sea, but more and more people came to the Caribbean to pursue the legendary footprints.

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"You have accepted many people and helped many people, and you are no longer as cruel as before. Originally, I was worried that one day you would not be able to return to the embrace of God, but fortunately, your nature is not bad."

Zeng Yunfeng disagreed with Tony Brown's words. He might never go to heaven, and the number of lives and souls that perished in his hands was almost uncountable.

If there really is a God, God will not accept him at all. This is an unsolvable situation.

Zeng Yunfeng doesn’t really believe in God, and he doesn’t even believe that God created the world.

He further believed that all of this was due to coincidence and chance, and that people could not truly place their faith in God and expect God to save them. This was extremely ridiculous.

Staying close to ghosts and gods but staying far away from them is what Zeng Yunfeng has always done, but many times he wants to explore the difference between gods.

In Zeng Yunfeng's eyes, there is no difference between gods. They all have the same emotions and desires, the same joys and sorrows, and the same abnormalities and psychosis.

They will not be inexplicably compassionate, nor will they pity the vicissitudes of this world.

They are what they are, a group of selfish and ruthless guys, who are actually not much different from humans.

As for who created them and who is the origin of human beings, Zeng Yunfeng does not want to explore it for the time being, because it is not nutritious at all.

In Zeng Yunfeng's understanding, the reason why people exist is to live, and to live, to live more meaningfully.

Of course, this meaning is for oneself and the entire ethnic group.

As for other things, it is not very relevant. As for those lofty ideals and beautiful wishes, if they can be realized on the journey of life, it will naturally be excellent to add some color to the journey of life.

But if it doesn't come true, don't be too sentimental. Everyone has their own way of living, and everyone has their final conclusion.

Human life is extremely short, but that does not mean it must be meaningless.

If human life is compared with those gods and other races, it may be as insignificant as a drop of water in the ocean, not worth mentioning at all.

Human beings accept new life and death, work hard, have the courage to create, and bloom the colors they want most in a very short life. This is the meaning of human life.

Zeng Yunfeng is not too sad that Tony Brown is about to grow old or even die.

The reason why he is depressed is because in the short life of human beings, it is usually impossible to bloom the colors they want.

Most human beings spend their entire lives in this kind of inability to pursue and obtain. With countless expectations and countless longings, they just fall into a long sleep.

Zeng Yunfeng didn't know if there was a perfect world in the afterlife, because he really hadn't encountered it. His life was always going back and forth, as if spinning back and forth in a circle. He couldn't understand all the emotions of Tony Brown.

Nor can I understand Tony Brown's nostalgia for the world. Perhaps this is a relatively lacking part of Zeng Yunfeng's emotions.

He could feel the grief of death taking away his relatives and friends, but he could not understand his own regret and nostalgia for the unfinished events in the world when he was dying, as well as his longing for the future world of the dead.

In general, Zeng Yunfeng's life was full of shortcomings. He had a new life, but he did not get a real death, at least he never really saw it.

Tony Brown looked at Zeng Yunfeng in front of him and said, "You have grown taller and grown up. After all, I have lived up to my brother's instructions."

"You are a strong child. You wanted to spread your wings and fly high. I couldn't stop you, but one thing I can tell you is that if one day you are tired of flying, this will still be your home."

"I hope you can come back to see me often and don't let too much grass grow on my grave. It would be better if you could bring me some wine occasionally."

Tony Brown talked about his behind-the-scenes affairs, but these behind-the-scenes affairs seemed to have nothing to do with him.

Zeng Yunfeng didn't know that Tony Brown was so calm about life and death. As if he thought of something, Tony Brown said again: "My child, looking at your current situation, I am very worried. I know that you are lonely and you need a partner."

"Don't refuse in a hurry, you have to choose a partner anyway!"

Zeng Yunfeng frowned slightly. If he had a partner in his current situation, it would not be particularly ideal. Instead, it would become a fetter for him or become his weakness.

Tony Brown seemed to hear Zeng Yunfeng's heartfelt voice, and then said: "If a person has no weaknesses, he cannot be truly strong. Likewise, if he has no weaknesses, he is not complete."

"Child, you need them. There is no shame in weakness and fear. They are actually part of human beings. You need them. I can see that you have not been so happy in these years."

"I believe you have also seen many human tragedies that you have never been able to see." Tony Brown said quietly.

Then he lightly patted the bedside table next to him with his left hand, "In this cabinet, there is a book. This is a memoir I wrote. It records my life. The writing is very poor, although my life is not that good.

It’s gorgeous, but there are always some things left over from life, and I hope it can bring you a little inspiration.”

Zeng Yunfeng sighed slightly. Is there any inspiration from Tony Brown's life?

He lived a confused life, drinking to drown his sorrows, and looked like a drunkard.

"Everything I want to say is in this memoir. I know you don't like a verbose and drunken uncle. Quietly accompany me through this last journey, and then go pursue what you want!"

As he spoke, Tony Brown closed his eyes, as if telling Zeng Yunfeng that I am tired.

At this time, a maid was leaning quietly by the door, looking at the scene in front of her. She was not surprised by Zeng Yunfeng's arrival.

Obviously, Tony Brown has told him, the maid, many stories about Zeng Yunfeng.

Of course, in the ears of the maid, his name is destined not to be Royer Smith, but more likely to be the embarrassment of Zeng Yunfeng's body when he was a child.

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