Chao Ci whom Pei Shu first met when he was in college.

He had a smooth life since childhood, with a superior family, perfect appearance, and high talent. All the extravagant expectations that ordinary people could imagine were concentrated on him. Such extreme good circumstances created Pei Shu's extreme ego and arrogance.

He treats the people around him who are flattering, people who covet his money or appearance, or so-called friends with similar family backgrounds. He treats these people indifferently, and he really does not take them seriously in his heart.

Chao Ci is a special case.

He seemed to be no different from those around him, but he felt particularly comfortable getting along with him.

This man seems to have maturity and grace engraved in his bones. He always knows what kind of relationship is the most comfortable, what kind of distance, method, and degree. Staying with him is better than having those goals and intentions engraved on your face.

It feels much more comfortable for people on board.

Not only that, he also admired Chao Ci's ability. Chao Ci's ability was far beyond that of his so-called peers. Even the arrogant old guy at home said that people like Chao Ci are destined to stand at the top.

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Sometimes, Pei Shu even felt that Chao Ci was his confidant, and this feeling deepened day by day. Because he not only liked the way he got along with Chao Ci, appreciated Chao Ci's ability, but also appreciated his

Way of doing things, cultivation and knowledge.

Pei Shu is a genius, and he is not partial to science. When he was a freshman in high school, he won gold medals in various subject competitions and even won championships in various international competitions. His university major was physics, but he still covered a wide range of subjects.

Including physics, mathematics, philosophy, literature, etc. When he and Chao Ci talked about these - even performances, the other party would never be unable to answer the question. He could talk and always guide Pei Shu to speak logically.

It's true to himself, sometimes he doesn't even know what he thinks.

The same is true when talking about personal views on some events. In the conversation, the words fit perfectly with oneself, as if they were two matching semicircles created by God.

But of course Pei Shu also understands a truth. When you meet someone who perfectly suits you, the probability of actually meeting your soulmate is very small, and the vast majority of the probability is that the other person is far more mature and knowledgeable than you.

, is to be downwardly compatible with itself for a certain purpose.

And he is the only heir of the Pei family, so it is natural for Chao Ci to want to please him.

This thought made him a little unhappy, but he did not say it out loud. Pei Shu has always been a perfectionist. If it were anyone else, he would have walked away after thinking about this, but he was willing to endure this imperfection for the sake of his resignation.

friendship.

Later, something happened that made Pei Shu happy again.

Because he found that Chao Ci had a completely different attitude towards the eldest son of the Cheng family, who was as powerful as the Pei family. His attitude was more to show his abilities appropriately, and even if he wanted to please, it was still business matters and cooperation.

After discovering this, Pei Shu became happy again.

But when they had known each other for almost a year, Pei Shu discovered that the reason why Chao Ci really got close to him was because he liked him.

A person who is four years older than me and whom I regard as a confidant likes me.

Pei Shu's first reaction was nausea.

He regarded Chao Ci as his only true friend.

He was so disgusted that he didn't want to see Chao Ci again. To hell with this ridiculous, stupid friendship.

He no longer had any contact with Chao Ci. But Chao Ci rose too fast, and he could always hear news about him. This person who was despised by him finally created a company that could rival the Pei family.

business empire.

However, it was difficult for him to get rid of the control of his family, and he couldn't even get a supporting role in a film and television studio.

When Na Ci came to see him, he looked at Chao Ci and suddenly felt that everything was ridiculous and disgusting.

But he still had to compromise with everything that was ridiculous and disgusting.

At that time, the 22-year-old Pei Shu didn't understand where the disgust in his heart came from, but the 25-year-old Pei Shu figured it out.

He thought he was disgusting with Chao Ci and disgusted with life, but in fact, he was disgusted only with himself.

He hated himself for being so incompetent, and all the hostility he showed was actually just him feeling inferior and escaping in front of Chao Ci.

The better Chao Ci is, the more it highlights how ridiculous he was when he thought he was Chao Ci's confidant. The better he is, the more it highlights how ridiculous he is now that he can't even escape the control of his family and now has to sell his body.

inability.

The first time he went to bed with Chao Ci, he thought he would be disgusted, but he was completely addicted beyond imagination. Such an addiction that went against his emotions made him irritated, and he couldn't help but said mocking words to Chao Ci. See

Looking at Chao Ci's eyes that concealed sadness, he felt distressed for some reason.

All kinds of complicated psychology made him escape. Perhaps he wanted to prove that he was not a taboo supported by Chao Ci. He began to accept all the women who surrounded him outside, and even deliberately revealed it to the media.

But in fact, he almost never touched them because sleeping with those people would make him sick.

Every time he saw Chao Ci's hidden heartache, he felt a little happy, but also felt inexplicably distressed.

He used to think that this pleasure was the pleasure of revenge, but later he realized that it was the pleasure of feeling that Chao Ci was jealous of him, and the pleasure of feeling that Chao Ci loved him.

It's hard to tell when he fell in love with Chao Ci. When he was nineteen, he only had friendship with Chao Ci, but when such an outstanding and mature person showed unreserved love for him, almost no one could help but be moved.

This is a tug-of-war. Chao Ci can keep insisting, and one day he will completely soften Pei Shu, who is almost just showing off his strength. But it also has the opposite side, because there is no end and no hope for Chao Ci.

Yes, so he chose to give up, and Yu Peisu's bravery was shattered, revealing his true heart that he should have faced long ago.

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The previous tug-of-war suddenly turned over, and Pei Shu chased Chao Ci, but Chao Ci avoided him and ignored him. In the blink of an eye, another three months passed.

On this day, a piece of news was directly trending on the hot search list within a minute of it appearing, followed by a dark red and eye-catching word "Explosion", and it stayed on the hot search for a full day.

#PEISHU came out publicly#

The reason was that Pei Shu was asked about his specific relationship with a certain queen during a movie promotion interview. He originally thought he would get an ambiguous answer from Pei Shu, but Pei Shu suddenly said seriously: "I don't like women, and I won't do it in the future."

If you ask this kind of question again, my wife will misunderstand you."

This was a huge shock. Pei Shu, who was the fantasy object of countless people across the country and even the world, came out as gay like this!

There was a huge commotion on the Internet, but the conservative domestic public opinion still had a great impact. The next day, Pei Shu held a press conference. The entire press conference only said one sentence: "I don't care about the so-called public opinion, if you can't tolerate me

I won’t stick to the entertainment industry for my love, and it would be a good choice to go back and inherit the family business.”

The old man only had him when he was forty years old. He is the only son. After all, this is his responsibility.

Furthermore, if he can become the leader of the Pei family, even if he is still inferior to Chao Ci who has climbed up from the bottom step by step, he will at least have comparable capital.

And his love for acting...at first was just because he liked the emotions he felt in the drama, but now he has the deepest love and no longer needs to act.

This press conference created a whirlwind no less than the public coming out as gay the day before.

The fans who had been struggling to support the public opinion suddenly became upset. They did not expect that Pei Shu would quit the entertainment industry just because of this incident! Although Pei Shu originally had a huge number of fans, one fan cannot be compared with the public opinion.

They tried to resist, but now they all became fierce and captured the high ground of public opinion everywhere, just begging Pei Shubie to really withdraw from the circle.

And this comment also won the favor of some people. Not many people are really fools. Everyone can see that Pei Shu's career is in full swing. He can quit the entertainment industry for his lover. It can only be said that it is true love. And

Take responsibility.

Of course, there are still a large number of conservatives and extremists making incomprehensible insults, as well as the overwhelming arrangement of marketing accounts.

When Mr. Pei saw Pei Shu publicly come out as gay the day before, he almost became angry and had high blood pressure, but when he waited for the press conference the next day, he suddenly smiled and opened his eyes again.

Anyway, he has come to understand over the years that Pei Shu only has eyes for Chao Ci. He dare not point it out, but he also knows in his heart that this day will come sooner or later.

It would be nice if he could come back and inherit the family property. He has nothing to gain.

After the press conference, Pei Shu sent a message to Chao Ci: [Did you see it?]

Chao Ci looked at the news and was a little silent.

He didn't expect that Pei Shu could do this for him.

It would be a lie if I said in my heart that I could not be moved.

In fact, he felt heartache, failure to love, disappointment and death from Pei Shu, but when he was rational, he never blamed Pei Shu.

Pei Shu was right. He and Chao Ci were just doing business. He didn't like Chao Ci, so it wasn't actually wrong.

But he fell in love too late, even if it wasn't wrong, he couldn't come back.

It’s different.

He silently replied to Pei Shu: "You don't have to do this for me, and I'm not your lover."

It seems that the other side cannot accept such understatement and lukewarm news, and they send messages one after another:

【why not?】

[Don’t you like this? Even if I do this, it seems childish to you?]

…

He talked a lot, and finally sent a message: [Chao Ci, I want to see you.]

Chao Ci turned off his phone and didn't look at it again.

Pei Shu couldn't see the speech because he couldn't go to see it.

Pei Shu dared to come out in public because the Pei family was actually not listed at all. The Pei family was a complete behemoth. All their assets were actually in their own hands. It was difficult for outsiders to estimate how much assets they had, and Pei Shu's appearance

The cabinet will not affect the Pei family's property.

But now he is in the spotlight, with paparazzi everywhere. Once someone discovers that he is looking for Chao Ci, and once someone discovers that the "lover" he talks about is Chao Ci, the blow to Chao Ci's reputation will be fatal and will be huge.

The stock market affecting Chaoci Company.

He couldn't see the speech, and even the messages he sent had nothing to show for it.

He stayed alone in his villa for four days.

Only then did he realize that Chao Ci really didn't love him anymore.

I had been so kind to him, but he finally gave up on me.

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