The wind messed up Le Zhishi's hair. He looked at Song Yu, looking a little helpless, but his words were firm, "I'm not afraid."

Song Yu guessed Le Zhishi's answer. He was indeed a very stubborn child.

Soon, Le Zhishi lowered her eyes again, "I just feel...a little sad and I don't dare to look at her."

He regarded Lin Rong as his mother and did not want to hurt her at all.

The first time he saw Lin Rong, he could almost recall the jokes Lin Rong made about Song Yu's love. Although they were all teasing, it was obvious that she probably also hoped that Song Yu could find a girl he liked and be happy and safe.

spend your life.

I don't know what to do when I'm happy.

"Don't think about it." Song Yu saw the sad look on his face and couldn't bear to throw such a complicated problem to him. This was not Le Zhishi's fault in the first place, "Let's go up first."

"Um."

Returning to the dormitory again, the dormitory aunt greeted her eagerly, "Mom is leaving?"

Le Zhishi responded in a low voice, "Yes, I'm back."

"Don't worry about being sick. She almost fell down when she came in."

When she was happy, she saw the snacks Lin Rong gave her. The packaging was easy to spot, and she could imagine Lin Rong rushing to get in the door and wrestling, because she sometimes walked carelessly, which was the same as herself.

With Lin Rong's care, Song Yu was able to go upstairs with Le Zhishi and enter and leave his dormitory at will.

In fact, it's not that he didn't know that as long as he signed the registration form and indicated his identity, he could come to Le Zhishi's dormitory from time to time to take care of him. But he just needed a reason to have a space where he could be alone with Le Zhishi, so he deceived himself and others.

Make the decision to rent an apartment.

Fortunately, Le Zhi also likes him, at least now. Otherwise, he really made too many wishful decisions.

During the weekend, there was no one else in the dormitory. Le Zhishi opened the door and turned on the light, climbed into his bed, found his cell phone next to his pillow, and also saw the spray Lin Rong placed next to his pillow.

Feeling a little depressed, he got off the bed, opened the cabinet, packed two sets of his clothes into his schoolbag, along with his laptop and the turquoise given to him by Song Yu.

Song Yu stood in front of his desk and discovered the chicken soup that Lin Rong had painstakingly stewed, as well as the snacks and snacks she had given to each roommate on the table, all of which were well distributed.

Even the same habits told him that Le Zhishi was also the "son" brought up by Lin Rong.

Song Yu's mood was complicated, and his body felt a little numb. He hid the little thoughts in the past from everyone, and over time it became a habit, and he could digest them by himself no matter what.

But now he is no longer alone. He promised to cherish Le Zhishi, but this decision seemed to drag Le Zhishi into the abyss of self-blame and suffering. Song Yu felt very uncomfortable for a while, not knowing

What should be done.

"I've packed it up." Le Zhishi saw Song Yu lost in thought, stretched out his hand, touched his fingers, briefly held his fingertips, and said softly, "Let's go."

Song Yu agreed, then took Le Zhishi's bag and drove him back to the secret small apartment. Along the way, the two of them had a tacit understanding of avoiding talking about what had just happened. Song Yu played a soothing song

Piano music covers the silence in the carriage.

Le Zhishi checked the messages on his phone. He saw more than a dozen missed calls, which was shocking, as well as WeChat messages from friends. He had a very strong escape mentality and turned off the screen not wanting to see any of them. Suddenly

For a moment, he very much hoped that Song Yu could drive him away in this car and hide in a place where no one could find him.

But this bad idea only existed for a few seconds, and Le Zhi gave up. He couldn't take Song Yu away, nor could he leave Lin Rong and Song Jin.

Calm down, Le Zhishi carefully replied to all the messages one by one, and then chose to shut down.

The apartment was not far from the school. They arrived quickly. The lights in the underground parking lot were very dim. Le Zhi got out of the car and followed Song Yu into the elevator. He sneezed in the elevator, so Song Yu stretched out his hand and shook his head slightly.

She hugged his waist.

Opening the door of the apartment, it was dark inside, as if it was no longer the beautiful and warm room in the afternoon. Song Yu stretched out his hand to turn on the light switch next to the door, but was stopped by Le Zhishi. Song Yu wanted to ask him what was wrong, but

The next second, Le Zhishi hugged him and buried her face in his collarbone. He didn't say anything, but the hug seemed to be a comfort to Song Yu.

The strange thing is that they seem to be in the dark as a matter of course.

Le Zhishi crossed his arms on Song Yu's back, stroking up and down very gently, trying to ease Song Yu's tense mood. After a long time, he spoke, "I'm hungry, let's drink the soup."

."

Song Yu said yes and turned on the light.

The chicken soup contains red dates and wolfberries, as well as nourishing ginseng and fish maw. It is golden and bright in color, and a familiar aroma hits your face as soon as you open the lid. When Le Zhishi took out the porcelain bowl and spoon they bought,

After washing it and serving the soup, he took a sip and remembered his childhood. He was in poor health and had a lot of things he couldn't eat. Until he graduated from elementary school, Lin Rong would bring him meals to school every day and accompany him in the cafeteria.

He finished eating.

Everyone envied him for having such a beautiful "mother" who was good at cooking, so when he was a child, Le Zhi would not call him Aunt Rong outside. He enjoyed being praised by others for his mother's greatness.

This pitiful vanity makes Xiao Le Zhi feel very satisfied.

"Eat more." Song Yu gave him a stewed chicken leg and put it in a bowl.

Le Zhishi looked at Song Yu, wondering if he had done something wrong and if he shouldn't have told her what she liked about him. If he could just be patient, it would be better for everyone.

Time passed very slowly in the quiet air. Le Zhi wanted to say something to make Song Yu happy, but Song Yu was always talking. He said that he should remember to take medicine and take his temperature later.

Send a message to mom, he said as he stood by the sink and washed out the dishes.

Song Yu usually doesn't talk so much, he is always the quietest one. He talks so much, but it makes Le Zhishi uneasy. He is very confused and confused. He blames himself for being too naive, thinking that as long as he can be reconciled

Song Yu was already in heaven when they were together, but when they came back to their senses, they realized that this heaven was probably the hell of the person they loved.

This may be the reason why Song Yu has always kept silent about his feelings.

One night, Le Zhishi quietly followed Song Yu's words, took medicine, and washed up. When he returned to the room, he found that the quilt Song Yu had brought last night was missing. He couldn't help but feel a little disappointed, but

He didn't want to put more burden on Song Yu, so he didn't say anything.

He lay on the bed and sent a message to Lin Rong, saying that the chicken soup was delicious and asking her if she got home safely.

Lin Rong responded quickly and sent him a picture of a marshmallow and an orange sleeping side by side.

[Aunt Rong: Is my brother in a better mood?]

Le Zhishi said honestly, it seems not.

Lin Rong replied quickly.

[Aunt Rong: You coax my brother. He likes to be alone every time. I'm actually very worried. As my brother grows up, he doesn't want to tell his mother anything. Fortunately, you are still by his side. He and you

We will smile more when we are together. It would be great if my brother could rely on us as much as you do.]

Looking at the words sent by Lin Rong, Le Zhishi thought for two seconds.

[Lele: Aunt Rong, if one day you feel that your brother or I have hurt your heart, can you not be angry with him? Just be angry with me. You can hit or scold me. My brother loves me very much.

Yours, I love you very much, but if you do something wrong, it must be my fault.]

Lin Rong replied quickly.

[Aunt Rong: What are you talking about? Could it be that you have done something that you dare not tell me? No, you are both so obedient. If you have anything unhappy, tell me and I will help you solve it.

Otherwise, why do we need parents? And I know that you all love me and your father very much, and I will never be angry with you.]

After a while, he received another one.

[Aunt Rong: At most, I will be angry for a short while, and you can just calm me down.]

Le Zhishi sniffed.

[Lele: Well, I love you [love]]

His nose was a bit uncomfortable because of the congestion, and because he wanted to cry, he felt even more uncomfortable. He needed tissues. He got out of bed and searched around the bedroom. He thought he saw him in the living room during the day and planned to go down and get it. He opened it gently.

He opened the door and saw Song Yu in the living room on the second floor. He hesitated and did not go downstairs directly.

Because he found Song Yu standing in front of the white low cabinet next to the sofa, found a bottle of medicine, poured one pill into the palm of his hand, and drank it with cold water.

Le Zhishi frowned, thinking that Song Yu was also sick. He was very worried, and took another look at the bottle of medicine. He always felt that the packaging of the bottle was very familiar. Song Yu was about to turn around, and Le Zhishi also returned with some guilt.

He went to his room and closed the door. He leaned behind the door and heard Song Yu's soft footsteps going upstairs, and the wooden stairs made a dull sound.

The steps stopped at his door for a few seconds. I don't know if it was Le Zhi's hallucination. His heart beat faster, but in the end the steps did not stop and he reached the next room.

Le Zhishi suddenly recalled why he felt familiar. He had seen this medicine bottle on Song Yu's dormitory table with the same packaging. Song Yu told him it was melatonin and wouldn't let him take it.

He belatedly picked up his cell phone to inquire about the effects of this hormone.

[Taking melatonin can help alleviate sleep disorders and relieve the pain of insomnia to a certain extent.]

Seeing this sentence, Le Zhishi's heart suddenly felt a little painful. He continued reading and read all the introductions about this hormone.

The night passed quickly, and the lake outside the glass window was very quiet. Le Zhi looked at the lake, and his worried face reflected in the transparent glass, as if the lake was also looking at him.

Ten minutes later, he tried hard to convince himself not to disturb Song Yu's Le Zhi, but finally couldn't hold it back. He was afraid that wearing slippers would make too much noise, so he put on his socks, stepped on the ground barefoot, opened the door very softly, and walked out.

I went to the next door and spent almost half a minute twisting the door handle, trying not to make any noise.

Song Yu's room is always dark and quiet, like a bomb shelter that isolates everything. He likes to close all the curtains, leaving no trace of light. Le Zhishi groped in the dark and groped forward very carefully, and soon

His eyes adjusted to the darkness and he saw Song Yu's bed, and he moved closer.

But it was still discovered.

Song Yu reached out and turned on the lamp, and the room suddenly lit up. Le Zhishi stood beside the bed blankly like a stupid thief who failed in a robbery, staring at him awkwardly.

"Why are you here? Are you feeling uncomfortable?" Song Yu leaned up and looked at him.
To be continued...