Chapter 1031 Reluctance
I remember the excitement when she first learned that this was her family, and she pulled her younger brother into the mood; her brother and sister were excited to push and pull the wooden stick.
I imagined the gratitude of her feeling when she raised torches all night to repair them; I imagined the insomnia feeling when the family of four was lying on the kang for the first night...
The past scenes appeared before her eyes one by one. Guan Ping'an took a deep breath and wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes. No, it was raining.
She will not wipe her tears if she keeps her from Guan Ping'an!
With the first home, she will soon have a second home to settle down. With her father, mother, and brother, her home will always be there.
After rubbing her little face, Guan Ping'an pulled the corners of her mouth again. She tried to imagine her new life she was about to face when she was entangled with the old home, and she smiled.
She felt that she was smiling beautifully, but she couldn't see the melancholy, loss, and a little uneasiness in her eyes at this moment.
Whether it is the Mei family courtyard or the Qi Jingnian's courtyard, it is not the home she wants. She urgently hopes that her grandfather Yi can help her find the courtyard as soon as possible.
But this kind of hope is very small. She didn't know that when something happened to Mr. Li, several of the Li family moved into the yard after he left.
"Rice in Chang'an is expensive, and it is not easy to live in a big place." And nowadays, the capital city is even more difficult. Some things, even if she smashed them with gold, would not be able to make flowers.
But she wanted to have a yard surrounded by walls so that the outside world could be kept out of the door and had a rest space where people could take a breath.
"Guanguan?"
Guan Ping'an turned his head and smiled at Qi Jingnian, "Have you eaten?"
Qi Jingnian shook his head.
The two stood in the backyard, looking at the setting sun in the west.
Guan Ping'an breathed, "At the beginning, I saw my father plowing the field manually and planting rice seedlings in the world in April. I thought one day, I would take my family to the city."
"Later, I don't know when it started, but I suddenly lost this idea. I think it's good to stay in the countryside, so I don't have to scheming with people."
"If you really want to improve your conditions, it is not the only way to enter the city. I just want to rely on my own abilities to help my father support this home."
"I look very tired in farm work, but I've never been tired. I'm very strong and it's easier to learn anything. I'm getting some wild game every day and pick some mushrooms, and my life is getting better and better every day."
"But I can't remember when it started. Seeing my aunt Guan Huanxi transfer to the supply and marketing cooperative, my eyes became shallow, and my heart was ready to move."
"See if I'm hypocritical? I always remind myself to be a contented farm girl. How good is this little life. But I still have to keep peace."
"Otherwise, what do I want to do after learning so many things? It shows that I, Guan Ping'an, is still unwilling to give up. But if I want to fight, what do I want to fight for?"
Qi Jingnian looked at Guan Ping'an with his frown and patted her little shoulder, "Let's go as you like. You are already great, you do everything very well."
Guan Ping'an turned his head and looked at him, laughing silently.
It’s not easy to go with your heart. She now understands what Mrs. Zhao said, “Once you go out, what should you do?” mean.
From the day she learned about her father's true life, the simple pastoral life she wanted left her early, and she couldn't escape even if she wanted to.
"The tree wants to be quiet but the wind does not stop." So, her father and daughter planned to stay for another year or two, but with Grandpa Mei's order, it ended.
Reject it again?
Why bother.
Grandpa Mei has all said that the older generation is old.
Guan Ping'an doesn't like using her brain, but it doesn't mean she is really brainless. This is obviously someone mentioned her father before her Grandpa Mei.
No matter what they were thinking about each other, she Guan Ping'an was never afraid, and her husband Guan Youshou never retreated at all.
"The Tian family won't leave?"
Qi Jingnian was stunned by Guan Ping'an's sudden words, then nodded, "From the moment, if Mr. Chen and the others don't move, he will stay."
That means that Mr. Li and Mr. Qu are not the objects of Tian Shengli's protection. The arrival of the five old men is indeed different in the meanings of the two groups.
"The old man is not in good health now. If I hadn't made any mistakes in speculation, he would soon order the couple to take people away."
Guan Ping'an touched his itchy ears and squinted his eyes speechlessly. She didn't believe that he would not be able to find that the safety around him was very safe, so why did he lie in her ear?
Qi Jingnian clenched his fists to cover the corner of his mouth, "I'm used to it." After saying that, he calmed down and looked forward, squinted his eyes, frowned, and then pursed his lips.
"..." Guan Ping'an only felt that his hands were itchy and itchy! You pretend, and then pretend! If there is someone in that direction, she will change her name to Guan Yuanzhi!
"What do you mean, they will have a different destination than us even if they leave?" Guan Ping'an stared at his face, "Will Grandpa Chen and Grandpa Wang be separated?"
Who can predict it? After all, the old men have different fields of work. Qi Jingnian frowned and pondered for a moment, and then attached it to her ears.
"In the short term, Mr. Chen's situation is indeed not as good as Mr. Ding who left, but he is much better than Mr. Wang. Fortunately, the three of them have been approved by each other and are all key targets. Someone is protecting him, but his situation is not much worse."
There is another possibility. That is, the reason why the above-mentioned person transferred Mr. Ding to work at the research base first was that he believed that Mr. Chen and the others were not important to a certain extent.
But Qi Jingnian didn't plan to shake her. Saying this kind of speculation would only make her feel even more worried about the four old men. With him, it wouldn't be possible to let Guan Guan stand in front.
What's more, Uncle Guan Shi, who values friendship and friendship, will also stare at it. His uncle will definitely keep staring at the follow-up situation of the five of them.
After talking about these nerve-wracking things, Qi Jingnian decisively changed the topic and jumped to amusement, which made Guan Ping'an finally smile like a flower again.
Then?
I must take her back to her room for supper.
It's almost dark, and if you stay here, the silly girl must be frozen. "Hurry up, my aunt will attend the conference tonight. Should you go, or Tianyou go?"
"My brother."
"Um?"
"Aren't you calling him abacus beads?" Guan Ping'an turned his head and glanced at him with a funny look, continued walking forward, and then smiled, "My brother is calmer than me."
Yo ~
The little Pan can even admit defeat. It is not easy to hear this sentence~ Qi Jingnian shook his head seriously, "I'm wrong, you are quite calm."
“…”
"It's just that your twins have different focuses. It's about money. Tianyou is indeed more sensitive than you and calms down quickly. But it's about..." Qi Jingnian paused for a second. Don't say it, it's really a big problem to coax people. Why did he suddenly feel unconscious again?
"But it's important to be a big deal, you're very calm."
Edited!
Chapter completed!