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193 I want to keep this child

"Ahem" Lu Xiaoman saw that the topic of the present is getting farther and farther away from their original topic today, so he pretended to clear his throat, coughed a few times, and pulled back the general's thoughts, "Let's go ahead and don't interrupt."

"Okay, okay, then you can continue talking." Su Xiyan looked at Chen Ziyu, nodded at him, and signaled that he could continue talking now.

Chen Ziyu actually didn't know what to say. The words he said just now were just the words buried in his heart these days. Today he was just taking this opportunity to find someone to talk about. If he didn't say them, he would probably be suffocated.

Although his second brother Chen Ziyan lived with him these days, he was not easy to tell his second brother. Even if he wanted to say it, he didn't know where to start. The most important thing was that the two big boys couldn't say these words. However, even if they didn't come here now, he wouldn't be able to wait long before he would tell his second brother about this, because he felt that these words were in his heart and he was about to drive himself crazy.

"I actually don't like children, and this child was born to me by Lili, but we are still young now. I'm afraid that our personality will still be fixed, so I've been struggling." Chen Ziyu sighed, "I'm fine, you know that Lili has not been to other places yet, and because she is introverted and shy, she has few people in contact with. I dare to swear that I will always love her, but in fact, I don't know when I can love her." Chen Ziyu said confusedly, "I don't want to say anything high-sounding to deceive you. Today, we will just talk about my heart. I haven't entered this society now, nor do I know what factors this society will have in the future that I can't control. I don't dare to guarantee her happiness in the future."

"Also, Lili has never been exposed to these colorful places due to family reasons. And she has three years left before graduation. Three years is long and short. I am afraid that if one of us regrets it, then what should the other person do? How to live? If this child is born at this time, who would say that this is not irresponsible to this child?" Although Chen Ziyu does not live in a single-parent family, several of his friends live in single-parent families. Every time he hears them, even if he has not experienced it, he feels miserable. This makes him dare to decide how to stay or leave a child.

When Su Xiyan and others heard these words, they were stunned. Yes, after all, Li Li has contacted few people now, and she still gives people an immature feeling. How can she be a mother? That would be a kind of harm to Li Li and Chen Ziyu in the future.

"But, when Lili came to us a few days ago, we persuaded her to abort him when we first found out, but she firmly refused our persuasion, and even said that she was going to give birth to her." Fu Xiaoxiao heard Chen Ziyu's words and knew his concerns. She had to admit that Chen Ziyu really loved Li Li. She thought a lot and thought a lot for her. Perhaps it was because she cared too much that he chose to hide from the beginning, thinking about calming down both of them, and then thinking carefully about what to do.

"I don't know what to do, kid, kid..." Chen Ziyu said this and thought of the cute and cute child in his dream. As he thought about it, his eyes began to turn red. If he said it was aborted, he really thought that such a cute child would disappear, so how could he bear it? But if he didn't abort, as far as they are now, they are still children, how could they take good care of another child? Chen Ziyu felt that he was really about to collapse.

Su Xiyan looked at Chen Ziyu, thought for a while and said, "Don't think too much, we also know that with your current conditions, it is not realistic to say that you have children, but you also know Lili's temperament."

"That's right, they are all still young. What should I do if I give birth to that child?" Chen Ziyan nodded in agreement. He thought that they are still children now. Sometimes they can't take good care of themselves, so how can they take good care of a baby?

"And just now, Li Li has not yet come into contact with this world. If the child is born and she is separated from Chen Ziyu for some reason, what should that child do?" Gao Xiang also agreed with his face.

"I want this child too." Chen Ziyu suddenly spoke and said such words.

Everyone present couldn't believe it when they heard Chen Ziyu's words. Didn't he still disagreed with it just now? Why didn't he change his mind after a while? What was going on?

"I have always dreamed of a child in my dreams these days. He is very beautiful and will call me dad softly. I wonder if this child knows that I don't want him in my heart, so he came to me." Chen Ziyu said foolishly, staring at the ground, staring at it without turning.

"Are you crazy?" Chen Ziyan looked at such a younger brother and shouted at him angrily, "Tell me, are you crazy? Do you know what you said just now? Didn't you agree to not want this child before? What are you thinking now?" Chen Ziyan stood up in anger and walked around the house. The expression on his face was very irritable. He understood the words his younger brother said just now, and he thought he was sensible, but not long after, why did he change his mind again and say that he wanted to give birth to this child? Then what after he was born? Who will raise it? Who will take care of it?

Chen Ziyu listened to his brother's questioning words, said nothing, lowered his head, and waited for his brother to finish speaking, after a while, he spoke a hoarse sentence, "I just want to keep him."

When Chen Ziyan heard this, he was very irritable, and even more irritable when he finished listening. Now he felt that he was in a bad state.

Not only him, Su Xiyan and others also felt bad. Looking at Chen Ziyu's expression, it was like saying again, "Can you stop being fucked? We can't continue talking well, okay? Please be normal!!!"

In fact, Chen Ziyu didn't know why he suddenly reneged on himself. He also knew that this was wrong. However, as soon as he remembered that the child in his dream was so cute, he suddenly couldn't bear to let him disappear into this world before he could take a look at this world. No one except them knew that this life had ever existed.

"You" Xia Lin looked at Chen Ziyu hesitantly, not knowing what this person was thinking about now. She had already agreed before, but why did she suddenly change her mind?

Gao Xiang looked at Xia Lin hesitantly at Chen Ziyu, probably knowing what she was thinking about now.

"Chen Ziyu, have you thought about it?" Gao Xiang said to Xia Lin what she wanted to ask Chen Ziyu in her heart, "This is not a small matter, this is a life. No matter what decision we make, we must be responsible for what we do."

Chen Ziyu looked at Gao Xiang in a daze, as if he didn't understand why he said that.

"And we have to consider many factors in this matter today." Gao Xiang looked at Chen Ziyu seriously. In fact, in his heart, he didn't know what Chen Ziyu was thinking about now. He still remembered what Chen Ziyu said just now. Even though he didn't say it out loud, in his heart, he agreed with Chen Ziyu's statement, just like what he said just now, yes, they are still so small and have not been completely fixed. When they face the various temptations of this society, no one is sure to say that they will definitely not be tempted, but what is the situation now!

"First, we must first consider the other party's actual situation and our own situation; second, we must consider our own family and our other party's family situation; third, we must also consider the child's future life. Fourth, whether we can still accept this child and whether we can decide whether we can communicate well with our family." Gao Xiang squeezed his head and thought about this. He said that in fact, what he didn't understand at all was just a few questions based on his life experience over the years.

Chen Ziyu was obviously stunned when he heard this. Yes, he just wanted to keep the child with his own will. Well, plus Li Li, but if he really wanted to keep the child, his parents and Li Li's parents would definitely know. What would they think about this in their hearts? Will they agree or object? If they agree, it would be fine, but what if they disagree? Then what should they do? Then what should they do? Then what should the child do? This series of questions kept circling around Chen Ziyu's head.
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