It was not that she had doubted that the boy who looked like Little Noah in her dream might be Feng Xun when she was young, but she had no memory of her acquaintance with Feng Xun...

Feng Xun himself never mentioned it. Even if she was young and didn't have a deep impression of her at that time, then he would have enough impressions, but he pretended to know nothing and kept it so deeply!

When he heard her talk about her mother's death, he always comforted her and helped her find out the truth. However, the repeated delays made her doubt that he, who had always been able to find any news, could not find any news about the cause of her mother's death!

Later, the appearance of the Rose Cross made her feel relieved of the doubts in her heart. After all, such an organization is mysterious and terrifying. They deliberately concealed the death of their mother, and it was not surprising that Feng Xun could not find it!

Now that she has recovered her memory, she realized that it was not that he could not find out, but that he had known about his mother's death for a long time. He had also witnessed it with his own eyes that it was his mother who helped him block the dangers, but when his mother fell to the ground and bleed, he chose to leave coldly...

Xia Chuqi didn't even want to think about it carefully, nor did she look back on the blood-stained memories, but the memories in her mind kept popping up, making her mind almost explode!

If she had known this was the case, she might have followed Dr. Brown's advice and should not have picked up that past memory, so she would not have to be as sad and painful as she is now!

"Maybe I really shouldn't remember..." Xia Chuqi smiled bitterly, constantly shaking his head and pounding his head, as if only in this way could the pain be alleviated.

Seeing her pale face, Feng Xun subconsciously stretched out his hand, hugged her in his arms, ignored her struggle, but just hugged her tightly and kissed her down in a fine and dense manner.

"I'm sorry, little girl, it's all my fault... All of this is my fault... You can torture me no matter how you torture me... don't torture yourself..."

He held her whole body in his arms and murmured in her ear, suppressing pain in his voice.

Perhaps his arms were too warm, or perhaps his low voice could always soothe her emotions. Xia Chuqi finally calmed down after a brief struggle.

She did not push his hand away, but just looked up at him, watching his familiar facial features coincide with the boy in memory, closed her eyes, took a deep breath, then opened her eyes again, and asked in a low voice: "You have not lost your memory like me. You have always remembered my mother's death, right?"

Feng Xun nodded and replied in a difficult tone: "Not bad!"

"You have recognized me a long time ago, right?" Xia Chuqi asked again.

It’s ridiculous that she even regarded their first encounter in Hawaii as the arrangement of the Moonie, but she didn’t expect that their first encounter happened in childhood. The day of that first encounter was also her mother’s death!

Feng Xun nodded silently. He did not recognize her from the beginning, but just when he recognized her, he could not let go!

"Did I never remember what happened back then? You are planning to keep me in the dark?" Xia Chuqi asked coldly.

"I'm sorry, little girl..." Feng Xun felt ache in her heart by her cold gaze, shook his head and replied, "I don't want to hide it from you all the time, I just want to find a suitable opportunity to tell you..."

"The right time?" Xia Chuqi laughed angry at his words, snorted coldly, and asked coldly: "What is the right time? Should I wait until I get pregnant and cannot leave you, or should I get the truth about my mother's death from the Rose Cross?"

"None of them..." Feng Xun's heart sank. He never expected that one day she would misunderstand herself like this!

He would not let her go, nor would he tie her up with her pregnancy and childbirth. He would not do such a thing to her, but she thought... he would be like those despicable men!

Thinking of this, Feng Xun felt a bitter taste constantly flowing in his heart. He was never afraid of being misunderstood, but now he realized that it was such a pain to be misunderstood by the little girl he loved!

"Little girl, I know that even if you lose that memory, you will eventually find some truth..." Feng Xun took a deep breath and explained slowly: "I want to tell you earlier, but I retreated. I am afraid that you will hate me for this, hate me for killing your mother, and I am even more afraid that you will choose to leave without hesitation..."

He said this, an ugly smile appeared on the corner of his lips: "I am afraid of seeing indifference and hatred in your eyes... I always thought that I could do everything, as long as I held power, I could protect what I could protect and get what I wanted, but in this matter, I became a coward!"

Xia Chuqi opened his mouth, and the questions and reproaches were all indescribable at this moment, looking at his bitter smile, the fear and helplessness in his eyes, he could not say anything.

She was a child at that time and he was not an adult, could she blame him?

It was not him who made her lose her memory, and it was not him who killed her mother with his own hands...

She could only lower her eyes, stop looking at him, stretched out her hand and whispered: "Feng Xun, let me be quiet--"

Feng Xun didn't say anything else, just looked at her lowered eyes and silently, and was a little worried, and advised softly: "Little girl, I know what that memory means to you. If you have anything in your heart that you want to vent, you can come to me, but don't keep it in your heart!"

"Exhaust?" Xia Chuqi shook his head, his eyes turned red: "Can I vent my vent to you make my mother alive?"

Feng Xun couldn't speak for a moment, which was the thing he regretted the most. After he later took the power step by step, he would deal with the people behind the scenes one by one, and would not be able to get her life if he helped the woman who died in order to save him!

"Little girl, I'm sorry..." He could only apologize to her in a hoarse voice. What else could he do besides apologizing?

Xia Chuqi laughed softly, and tears continued to fall along her cheeks with laughter: "I finally understand... why did you suddenly kneel in front of your mother's tombstone... It was my queen mother who realized it..."

"Little girl, if I kneel in front of your mother's tombstone, I can continue to do this, kneel for ten days, one month, as long as you can forgive me..."

Feng Xun looked at the tears on her face, reached out to help her wipe it off, and whispered word by word.

"You're crazy--" Xia Chuqi shook his head and looked at him with tears in his eyes. He didn't expect that he would say such crazy words!

"No, I'm not crazy... This is all I deserve... My life was originally exchanged for your mother's life..."
Chapter completed!