Chapter Five Hundred and Thirty Six: The Future Talk
May 15th, sunny.
A full month has passed since Lu Mingfei ended his psychological counseling.
Life seems to have returned to the plain and boring life of the past. We study at sunrise and return at sunset. The three points and one line in the past have been shortened to two points and one line. After removing the Internet cafes, there are only two places to stay: school and home.
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There are less than 50 days left in the countdown to the college entrance examination on the blackboard. The learning atmosphere in the classroom is as tight as a sealed urn. Lu Mingfei is sitting in the back seat at the table next to him and the window is slightly open.
There are only a few cracks on the urn, and only by getting closer can the cool and clean air from outside blow in.
Lu Mingfei sat on a chair and turned around to stare at an empty table, chair and bench in front of the classroom in a daze. The corners of his mouth were always so dazed, and his eyes never moved from the beginning of class to the end. Occasionally, he would be whipped up by the teacher angrily to answer questions, whimpering.
After swallowing the vague words, I sat down and continued to be in a daze. I was like a talking stone sitting near the window that was stained by the occasional water droplets that drifted in from the window. As time went by, moss grew and turned green. If you get closer, you can still smell it.
I smell a strange smell.
The bell rang. The teacher on the podium put away the lesson plan and gave a few instructions about the college entrance examination and review before turning around and leaving. The classroom began to become noisy. The students began to move around to stretch their joints that were stiff from sitting for a long time.
A group of girls gathered at the door of the classroom chatting about the latest lipstick models and bags. The one wrapped in the center was naturally Su Xiaoqiang. The girls were willing to follow this girl because it turns out that no matter which of the latest women's products they love,
, you can always find it in stock at Su Xiaoqiang's house. If the other party likes it, he might lend it to you for a few days. If you are in a better mood, it is normal to just give it away.
"Lu Mingfei." Someone stood in front of Lu Mingfei, blocking his view.
Lu Mingfei looked up and saw that it was Zhao Menghua. The boy looked at him as if he wanted to say something, but he hesitated. Lu Mingfei guessed what the other party was going to ask, but before he asked, he still whispered, "What's the matter?"
?"
"I know many people have asked you this question and I have asked it before, but I still want to ask it again, one last time." Zhao Menghua took a deep breath and looked at Lu Mingfei, "Chen Wenwen went with you and Su Xiaoqiang that day.
When you really go home after watching a movie, she really”
"She went back alone." Lu Mingfei looked at the empty seat in front and whispered, "It rained heavily that day, there were no cars outside the cinema, and the road to Su Xiaoqiang and Chen Wenwen's home was not convenient, so we only sent her to the bus
After arriving at the station, everyone went their separate ways."
"Do you still remember who was on the bus at that time?" Zhao Menghua asked unwillingly.
"I have no idea."
"Is there really no other information?"
"I really don't know." Lu Mingfei paused and said softly, "Actually, if you want to know more, you can go to the police in charge of her disappearance. They have been following up on the investigation this time.
, I told them everything I knew.”
"How could you not know anything? You were the last one to see her that day!" Zhao Menghua asked loudly.
His voice was a little out of control, and he shouted too loudly, attracting most of the eyes in the classroom. Many people guessed the content of the conversation going on there, and couldn't help but turn their heads and look at the empty desk for a month.
During the period of time, they lost one of their classmates. This does not affect the continuation and rhythm of most people's lives, but for a few people, it is like an ugly hole left there, every time they see it
That desk will cause fear and uneasiness in my heart.
"I really don't know." Lu Mingfei said, looking at his desk.
Zhao Menghua stood there for a long time, and finally whispered in a low voice, "Why didn't you send her home that day?"
Lu Mingfei's face changed slightly, and the corner of his mouth twitched as if he wanted to say something. He raised his head and looked into the eyes of the boy in front of him looking directly at him. Seeing the pure emotion in his eyes, the words that originally came to his mouth suddenly seemed like
Like a punctured balloon, he deflated. He slowly lowered his head and avoided the other person's sight and said, "I'm sorry."
"" Zhao Menghua also opened his mouth, as if he wanted to say something, but when he saw what Lu Mingfei wanted to say, he couldn't say it. He only felt a little weak, clenched his fists, turned around and left, whispering before leaving.
Said, "You should have sent her home. If so, those things wouldn't have happened."
Lu Mingfei sat there and looked down at his desk. He waited until Zhao Menghua was far away before raising his head. He saw the unoccupied desk again. There were one or two gardenias on the table, but it was too long.
The reason has dried to an ugly dark brown color for a month. It takes a whole month to make the fragrant white flowers wither into a shriveled corpse! What a terrible word, this word comes to mind, his
The corner of his mouth twitched even more, and he was restless. He looked at Su Xiaoqiang who was wrapped by a girl at the gate and finally couldn't help it. He stood up and walked over. At the same time, he recalled in his mind the last time he and Su Xiaoqiang didn't go well.
conversation
"What did the psychiatrist ask me? He didn't ask me anything. He just talked to me about whether I felt guilty."
"Guilt?"
"I didn't take Chen Wenwen and you home after watching the movie that day. If I had asked the driver to take you back, her disappearance would not have happened."
"Wait, watch the movie, you can't really"
"Lu Mingfei, you don't want to say it was my fault that time, do you?"
"No, I mean"
"I still have something to do at home. I'm going back first. If you need me anywhere, you can come to my house and ask me for help. See you next time. I'm very uncomfortable here and I'm a little tired."
Every time, every time Lu Mingfei tried to find Su Xiaoqiang, he got no results. Those truths were hidden in his stomach, as if he was the only one in the world who knew these truths, which was as painful as a lump in his throat.
The girls were a little surprised when they saw Lu Mingfei walking over, but they didn't say anything. The other party was looking at Su Xiaoqiang and the purpose was Su Xiaoqiang. They didn't know why Lu Mingfei was coming, but they all wisely stopped talking.
Watching quietly.
"Can Su Xiaoqiang go outside?" Lu Mingfei said.
"What are you doing outside? Is there anything you can't say here?" Su Xiaoqiang looked at Lu Mingfei and asked.
"I want to tell you something very important."
"?" Su Xiaoqiang raised his eyebrows, and the expressions of the girls on the side were equally exciting. Lu Mingfei naturally knew what these people had misunderstood, but he couldn't explain it and could only wait for the other party's response.
"Okay then." Su Xiaoqiang smoothed her hair and stood up from her seat and walked out of the classroom door. Lu Mingfei also followed the girl dejectedly and got out, leaving a small group of people in the classroom to start getting excited.
The discussion about the exciting drama that may take place.
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"I know what you want to say." Su Xiaoqiang turned around and leaned on the handrail and looked at the boy standing on the next step. "I was the first to leave after watching the movie that day and saw you and Chen Wenwen off to the bus.
I took the car and left after the station. The person most likely to know about Chen Wenwen's situation is you, not me. No matter how many times you ask me, I can only tell you that I have no information to provide you."
Do you really not remember what happened that afternoon? Lu Mingfei was forced to hold back the words he spoke. He looked up at Su Xiaoqiang, who seemed to remember nothing. He was a little numb. What he originally wanted to say
They were all scattered.
"I know you like Chen Wenwen." Su Xiaoqiang added, "But it is a fact that she has been missing for a month. You and I don't know the inside story and can't do anything. Maybe we shouldn't go to the movie that day.
"
Lu Mingfei was speechless and couldn't say anything. He could only stand there blankly. Su Xiaoqiang looked at this weak kid in a daze and walked down two steps and hugged him gently without any charm.
With only pure comfort, she patted his shoulder and left sideways, "I really don't blame you for this, so don't blame yourself. Be more open-minded. Again, if you need anything, you can come to my house and ask me for help."
I feel uncomfortable talking about these things outside."
Watching Su Xiaoqiang leave, Lu Mingfei stood there for a while, clenching and unclenching his fists, putting his hands in his pockets and lowering his head to leave, but at this moment his expression suddenly paused and he reached out from his pocket.
Chapter completed!