Chapter 52 I'm waiting for you, my man stands tall
"The observatory can condense the starlight and understand the secrets of heaven. Such a heaven-defying thing has only experienced the 339 great catastrophe. Since you were born, you have been carrying 368 catastrophes and endured the fullness of hatred in this world. Do you know why?"
When I heard the question asked by Li Daozi, I felt the pain of eating coptis chinensis and said with a wry smile: "Disciple doesn't know."
Li Daozi shook his head and said, "Everything in the world has cause and effect. 'When God is about to give a great responsibility to this person, he must first suffer his mind and mind, exhaust his muscles and bones, starve his body, empty his body, and act and chaotic what he does.' This is also a disaster. Many people who are destined to guide history must suffer and suffer all the hardships, but you are different from them. That is because deep in your soul, there is a mark that even the world is scared, and this is why you really can't do it."
"Even this world is scared?" I was stunned when I heard this suddenly, and I didn't know why Master Li told me these things.
Seeing my innocent look, Li Daozi's face became more and more serious, and he continued to say, "The so-called Tao follows nature. This nature is actually the world we are in. Of course, it is not just the world in our naked eyes. It can be the world we perceive, or the world that encompasses everything after being integrated into one. The will of a mountain gathered together is the mountain god, and the will of a river gathered together means the river god. These wills are branches of huge wills. The destructive nature of your body makes them feel scared, so there is a thread of destiny leading you to destruction."
I smiled bitterly and said, "Since that's the case, I might as well die sooner, so it's better than being so worried!"
Li Daozi looked at me with a smile for a while before saying, "Are you really afraid?"
I shrugged my shoulders and said, "I'm not afraid. If you didn't save me, you would die if you died, and you would be free from worries. Now, there are too many ties in my life. I can't bear to leave them, and I dare not imagine their sadness and pain after I die. So if I can live, I still want to survive with shame."
Li Daozi was amused by my words, patted my shoulders, and then said, "The reason I saved you was to hope to defeat the demonic nature in the subconscious by cultivating your humanity. Although I don't know what the final result is, life is like this. Since it has been decided, there is no possibility of remorse. I hope that when you are in a difficult situation in the future, you will remember two points. First, there is a lot of things in this world that you deserve to cherish; second, if you don't remember, I will kill you with your own hands."
When I said such words, I was originally very solemn, but I could feel the warmth. I immediately held Master Li's hand tightly and said solemnly: "Thank you."
After the conversation, Li Daozi returned to the back mountain, while Xiao Keming came up and said to me: "Senior Brother, are you planning to marry my little aunt when you come back this time?"
This kid has been a messenger for me and Junior Sister Xiaoyan since he was a child. This matter can be hidden from others, but he can't hide it from him, but he is smart. However, when I remembered the conversation with Li Daozi just now, I couldn't help but sigh, patted his shoulder and said, "Oh, I want to marry your little aunt and ask you to call me uncle; but the world is unpredictable, and many things are something you children cannot understand..."
Xiao Keming sneered and glared at me fiercely and said, "You didn't want to be responsible anymore, right?"
Damn? What are the little kids thinking in their minds now? It's so terrible that they can say anything from his mouth. I can't explain too much to him. I feel that the meditation from last night to today has consumed too much energy and I'm too lazy to say more. My eyelids are heavier one after another. I listen to Xiao Keming gusting and saying something else in my ears. My mind is in chaos and I can't help but fall asleep.
In a daze, I felt like I was back in my room before and heard two people talking next to me. One was still Xiao Keming, and the other was...
My mind was a little unclear. When Xiao Keming's voice went away, he felt a warm breath coming from his nose. When his lips touched a little soft touch, he finally remembered that the one who was talking to Xiao Keming just now was Xiao Yan's junior sister who I was thinking about day and night. Thinking of this, I suddenly opened my eyes and saw the black hair and smooth forehead. Under the bridge of my nose, there was a little cherry lips that touched my lips. Don't think about it, isn't this Xiao Yan's junior sister who secretly kissed me in my sleep?
I stretched out my hand with difficulty and tried to hug the young sister Yan who was sneaking into my arms. However, the noise was too loud, but she discovered it. Her face turned red in an instant, and she jumped away like a little rabbit, without giving me any chance to be a hooligan.
Although the sneak attack failed, I felt very happy when I saw the beautiful junior sister Xiaoyan, who was as beautiful as a picture. It was dusk now, and the sunset shone in through the pane, sprinkling her delicate and soft face, with an unreal beauty. Perhaps because of her practice with Yinghua real person Yang Ying, Xiaoyan has always been eighteen years old, and her skin is as white as a freshly peeled egg. Only the deep affection between her eyebrows and eyes made her separate from her little loli's self.
I smiled and said, "Sorry, I accidentally slept for a long time just now, disturbing you, but if you don't mind, let's continue?"
Junior sister Xiaoyan smiled like a flower, shook her head and said, "No, you didn't brush your teeth."
I didn't speak with a bitter face. Looking at her calm and natural beauty, I thought no wonder that Huang Yangshen was obsessed with my junior sister Xiaoyan. It turned out that there was still a big difference between women. Some women were like Coke sold in a small shop outside. They were very pleasant to drink and hiccup, but they forgot after all. Xiaoyan... should be like a bottle of beautiful wine with endless aftertaste? Uh, forgive me for making such an inappropriate metaphor. In my heart, she should be the most irreplaceable emotional symbol.
I have been protecting her for ten years since she was a little loli, and if I can, I am willing to protect her for the rest of my life.
It's a pity...
As early as when I was courting Taolin, I had already told Xiao Yan about my situation without any restraint. Naturally, I would not hide it from her at this moment. I now talked about why I was so weak and powerless, as well as what I met on the observatory, and then talked about my guilt towards her. Eighteen kalpas have only ended eleven, and seven kalpas have just ended. Every disaster during this period is a life-and-death death. I can't promise anything to her, nor can I guarantee her marriage like Xu Danding. I am really sad.
As for my concern, Xiao Yan showed surprising optimism and didn't care about her shyness. She walked to my bed and squatted down, held my hand, placed it on her tender face, stared at me affectionately, "There are seven more stakes, that's very soon. I believe that the man I chose must be a stubborn and stand upright. No matter what difficulties there are, they will be safe. Tell me, are I right?"
Isn’t the reason why men are full of courage because of their encouragement from their beloved women? Even though I was full of confidence, I hugged Junior Sister Xiaoyan in my arms and said solemnly: “Well, I will definitely do it!”
Junior Sister Xiaoyan nodded with certainty and said, "Okay, I'll wait for you!"
The two of them have a deep relationship, so they won’t feel bored when they are together. I hugged Junior Sister Xiaoyan and told my experiences over the years. I was not a storyteller. In order to maintain my majesty, I would deliberately remain silent for more time. However, in front of Junior Sister Xiaoyan, all these were left without a trace. I was like a child, telling the story ups and downs, and all I wanted was to hear the woman in my arms and smile, and I had no other request.
However, such a warm time is always short, but it was finally broken by Xiao Keming, the little bastard. The guy broke in like this and shouted: "Senior Brother, Master asked me to come and ask you, saying that it will be Senior Brother Xu's wedding in a while. Do you want to go over and watch the ceremony?"
With Xiao Keming's light bulb, Junior Sister Yan was not getting tired of me anymore. I felt that my energy gradually recovered. I also got up and washed up, and then went to Qingchi Palace to watch the ceremony.
Since my master agreed to make the decision for Xu Danding, he naturally would not do anything perfunctory. He also personally took action to marry Xu Danding and Luo Lan. Such honors are the only one among the three generations of disciples, which greatly satisfy the vanity of the Elder Xu and his wife. The only regret is probably the absence of Master Xu Danding, Elder Mei Lang. It is said that he went to Xichuan to travel and did not come back for half a year. He wanted to notify him, but he didn't know where the person was.
The wedding was extremely grand. Three days later, Xu Danding and his wife went out to Maoshan with me. I also went to Jurong Tianwang Town and said that they were sending a letter to the Xiao family. However, I think it was Xiao Yan's junior sister who gave me more contact with her family.
I don’t know if it was Junior Sister Xiao Yan or Xiao Keming, what was mentioned in the letter. The Xiao family was very enthusiastic about me and cooked fermented rice dumplings, eggs and meat dishes for me. Although I was not familiar with the customs here, I felt that the treatment seemed a bit too high. At night, with Mr. Xiao and the third brother, and the young and the young, under the big tree in the yard, I saw a colorful parrot standing on the tree. I was curious and asked with a mouthful, "Brother Xiao, why don’t this bird be tied up? I’m not afraid of flying away?"
Chapter completed!