Chapter 123 You wake me up
Su Yan's cold voice fell slowly.
Shen Xing stood at the door, as if standing in a world of ice and snow, his whole body was frozen directly.
My whole body was so stiff that it was so difficult to even lift a finger.
The words the young man uttered and the response he gave were like a heavy hammer, ruthlessly shattering the last trace of fantasy in her heart.
It hurt so much that she couldn't breathe.
So that everything in front of me became gray, despair emerged in my heart, and fear lingered.
She even wanted to die.
Because, Shen Xing imagined it a little bit.
From now on, what will it be like if there is no more boy in her world?
She found that she didn't dare to imagine it anymore.
It's as if there is an abyss ahead, and if you take another step forward, you will fall straight down.
She didn't dare to go any further.
Moreover, Shen Xing thought of something at this moment, and the pupils of his eyes suddenly shrank.
Could it be that Su Yan felt the same way when he heard her words at the beginning...
He was so desperate that his heart was filled with despair, even his eyes were dim, and his whole body was like a puppet, at the mercy of others.
Instantly, Shen Xing's heart began to throb with pain, first a stinging pain like a needle prick, and then suddenly turned into a knife-like pain.
ah......
Deep in her heart, Shen Xing let out an extremely painful roar.
She slowly clenched her hands, her fingertips dug into her palms, and blood oozed out. Her face was extremely pale, and fine beads of sweat appeared on her face.
She regretted it, she had never regretted it so much.
If she could go back in time, she would have taken the boy seriously from the beginning.
No more hypocrisy, no more condescension, no more treating him as a substitute...
Unfortunately, there is no 'if'.
Time cannot be turned back.
Just as Su Yan said, she woke up...
Too late.
[Shen Xing was full of regret. But the next moment, Shen Xing forcibly suppressed all the emotions in his heart.
She quietly took a few deep breaths, calmed down inside, and looked as normal on the outside.
She needs to calm down.
She couldn't expose her flaws in front of Xu Bing.
Otherwise, she would really lose Su Yan.
But now, she still has a chance.
As long as Su Yan is still in this ward, she has not lost him yet...
Thinking of this, Shen Xing lowered his eyes slightly, and a dark look flashed in his eyes.
At this point, she can only do this.
Even if this would make Su Yan hate her even more, she would still do it.
Because she really couldn't bear the thought of her boy disappearing into her own world and being held in the arms of another woman.
As long as she thinks of such a scene, she will have extremely extreme emotions in her heart, so extreme that she wants to destroy everyone who tries to take away her boyhood!
So, as if Shen Xing didn't hear Su Yan's words, she walked over with a normal expression, squatted down by the bed, and gently pinched one of the young man's fingers very naturally.
"You're awake." She said softly, her tone gentle.
Hearing this in Su Yan's ears made his cold heart tremble slightly.
It's as if this is Shen Xing's truly gentle look.
This kind of tenderness was exactly what he longed for most in the past.
And now he finally got it.
It's just that he has become different from before...
He no longer loves her.
He didn't want the tenderness she gave him anymore.
He will never be soft-hearted towards her again.
Because I have experienced something like that and felt the deepest despair.
And all of that was caused by the person in front of me.
Su Yan's expression remained indifferent, and he slowly and firmly pulled out his fingers from Shen Xing's hand.
Shen Xing did not dare to use any force and could only let Su Yan pull his finger back.
But there was no trace of disappointment on her face, and the curve at the corner of her mouth was still warm.
"Yan'er, I'll cook whatever you want to eat, okay?"
Su Yan remained silent and ignored her at all.
Shen Xing continued to ask him many questions in soft words, but in the end he did not get any response from Su Yan.
"I see."
Shen Xing nodded, covering up the raging light in his eyes, stood up slowly, and left the room directly.
Such behavior puzzled both Xu Bing and Lin Qingyue.
She...just gave up?
But it’s okay to give up.
They walked to the bed, looked at Su Yan on the bed, and exchanged greetings.
The indifference in Su Yan's eyes dissipated instantly, revealing a faint and gentle smile.
The smile is bright and the eyebrows are soft, just like before.
Xu Bing's eyes suddenly became sour.
She squatted next to the bed, wanting to imitate Shen Xing and hold Su Yan's hand, but she suddenly stopped when she was only inches away from his hand.
"It'll be fine if you wake up." She pursed her lips and finally said these words.
Suddenly, there was a soft touch on her fingertips.
Su Yan slowly and difficultly reached out to her, opened his hand, and gently held the tip of one of her fingers.
It was like holding the tip of her heart.
The young man smiled at her.
"I have heard everything you said to me these days."
"Thank you for waking me up."
Hearing this, Xu Bing's breathing stagnated, and then some surprising emotions emerged in his heart.
Is Su Yan... accepting her?
But she was not completely sure of the young man's feelings for her, and there was also the situation where he had just rejected Shen Xing. Every word he said was a critical blow to the latter.
Therefore, she rarely hesitated and did not dare to act rashly.
Seeing her being so cautious and careful, Su Yan's heart softened even more.
This is the difference between Xu Bing and Shen Xing.
Even though she had given her such a clear indication, she was still considering his feelings without any intention of forcing or threatening him.
Because he is worried, because he is careful.
This is the expression of truly loving someone.
And how could such a person, like Shen Xing, not give any response to the love she expressed?
So, Su Yan said softly: "It was you who woke me up.
It’s like…the princess awakens the prince.”
Hearing this, Xu Bing froze on the spot.
The young man didn't get a response from her, but he thought it was because she didn't want to accept him, and his eyes suddenly dimmed.
"Don't you want to accept me? I understand..."
Xu Bing finally reacted, and emotions that could be described as ecstasy emerged in his heart.
Then she decisively knelt down on one knee beside the bed, firmly but gently took Su Yan's hand, and almost piously, lowered her head and kissed it softly.
She raised her head, stared at the young man with affectionate eyes, and told him her love for him word by word.
"You are my prince."
"I love you."
Chapter completed!