"Brother, when I was at work today, I stood in the alley and chatted without customers. I heard Xiaojuan in the store next to me say that you are the most important thing to be a good match. I think your family may not accept me..."

After dinner, the two of them leaned on the bed and kept warm. Suddenly, Sudko spoke.

"Silly, don't listen to them talking nonsense. You are still young now. Aren't you still not considering getting married?" Hu Jin felt a little guilty, but on the surface he pretended to be nothing.

"Brother, do you know how to contraceptive? I don't want to be an unmarried mother." Lingzi suddenly said again, frightening Hu Jin.

"Xiaojuan and the others said it was scary. How miserable would it be if a girl took a child and was abandoned by a man." Lingzi suddenly felt a little cold, probably because the temperature of the air conditioner was too low.

"What are your little brains thinking every day? This kind of thing won't happen. How can I let you suffer that kind of hardship?" Hu Jin took out a medicine box from his pocket.

"I'll eat this later and I'll guarantee that I won't get pregnant."

Suzuko took it and saw it. It said that it was a certain oral contraceptive pill, "Is it okay for the body to take this?" She still felt very cold, and reached out to grab the remote control and turned off the air conditioner.

"Of course it's okay, don't worry!" Hu Jin smiled, got up and started to put on his clothes.

"Brother, won't you stay tonight?" Lingzi felt cold.

"You know that my old man is very strict in tutoring and will never allow me to spend the night outside. I'm sorry, I'll come to see you again the next day. After a while, I'll tell you a lie and go out to purchase. Will you come here to accompany you for a few days?" Hu Jin looked gentle.

"Then you are not allowed to lie to others. I hate others lying to me the most!" Lingzi said hatefully.

"Well, I really won't lie to you. I'll leave. You can buy your phone tomorrow. You can choose what you like." Hu Jin took out an envelope from his pocket and stuffed it under the pillow.

"Brother, I don't want it. I can earn money to buy it myself..." Lingzi wanted to take it out and return it to him, but Hu Jin turned around and left.

When Lingzi opened the envelope, she found that it was five thousand yuan inside, which was more than her three-month salary. Lingzi was in a complicated mood and always felt something strange. She felt uncomfortable. She stuffed the money back under the pillow and closed her eyes.

Many things are different from what she thought. Originally, she just wanted to escape from that suffocating home and have the kind of life she wanted.

I originally thought of finding a job in the south and learning something while working, but somehow I fell in love with Hu Jin in a confused way and had a skin relationship with him. The development of things completely took another track.

When she first arrived here, she wanted to live a good life with Hu Jin. Lingzi fantasized about how she went to Hu Jin's family to meet with her elders, and said whatever she wore. This once made her very anxious, afraid that she would not do anything perfect and would not be happy with her elders.

But slowly she realized that Hu Jin did not intend to take her home at all, but placed her in this small house. When she missed her, she came over to see what she was.

Grandma once said that girls should not rely on anyone, and they must have the ability to gain a foothold in this world. Liu Lili once said that they should go to the outside world with Suzuko.

But I finally let you down. Lingzi felt sad, tears flowed down the corners of her eyes and wet her pillow.

The next morning, Suzuko was listless when she was working in the store. The boss joked: "Suzuko didn't sleep well last night, right? Who are you thinking about? Don't tell me you have a boyfriend?"

"Ah? No, no! I didn't sleep well last night, missed home, missed my grandma..." Suzuko's eyelids slightly swollen, and she lost her former spirit.

"Silly girl, I've only been out for a few days now and I'm missing home? Call grandma and use the phone number in the store." Song Chaolian pointed to the phone on the table.

"No need, boss, I don't have a phone number at home. Besides, my grandma... is no longer here."

Lingzi's nose felt a little sore. No one in the world except Liu Lili would care about her. However, she didn't know where Liu Lili was going to go to college now, and she could not send a letter to her house. Then she would be exposed and she could only lose contact with Liu Lili.

"Oh, I'm sorry, I don't know your grandma... Girl, don't be sad. Grandma is watching you in the sky. If you have a happy life, she will feel relieved." Song Chaolian didn't know what language to comfort this silly girl.

"Well, thank you, boss." After cleaning, Linzi quickly got to know the goods on the shelves again while there were no customers.

"How is it? If you don't understand, just ask me, I'll go out in a few days, and I'll leave it to you." Song Chaolian smiled. This child is diligent and is a down-to-earth and willing to work among girls of this age. It's rare.

"Boss, I really regret not studying hard at that time. When I encountered difficulties, I didn't want to learn anymore. There are many things that I can't do without education." Suzuko pointed to the English trademark on a sweater, "I can't understand the washing method of ingredients on it at all."

"No one will be smooth sailing. I don't know English either, but I bought an English dictionary and I checked it out if I have nothing to do. As time goes by, I will become familiar with the common clothing terms." Song Chaolian smiled.

"Then I'll go to Xinhua Bookstore to buy one another day. Actually, I have it at home, but unfortunately I didn't bring it out." Suzuko also laughed, why didn't she expect this?

"Lingzi, everyone has their own path. You don't have to envy others. There are many people who are not as good as you. To be a human being, you must do what is right in front of you and do what suits you. Don't be too ambitious, and you can't be careless, grasp the present and be yourself!"

"Boss, you speak so philosophical!" Lingzi looked admiring, and every sentence was spoken to her heart.

Last night, he cried until midnight. Suzuko regretted that she had not studied hard, did not go to high school, did not send her grandmother to the hospital as early as possible, and regretted that she should not have developed so quickly with Hu Jin, regretted that she had many things, and finally fell asleep in regret.

When I woke up in the morning, my heart was dull, and I felt hopeless in life. I even wanted to give up, and I wanted to go out and squander with the 5,000 yuan given by Hu Jin. I even wanted to live like this in my life and let Hu Jin support himself, regardless of whether he would marry him.

After a morning of dismay, Song Chaolian opened her heart with a few words. It was like the sun shining in the basement where she could not see her fingers. The dark and wet things collapsed, and the seeds sprouted, took root, and bloomed. Lingzi suddenly felt enlightened.

"Sister Song, I understand. You are my role model. You are free and have a career and taste. I will open a store in the future. It doesn't need to be too big. It's enough to support myself. You are right. Women must rely on themselves to get happiness!" Lingzi's face was shining.
Chapter completed!